| Chapter Fifteen We left the club around 1:30 and we were all beyond exhausted, all except Justin. He was still a big ball of energy. I rested my head on JC's shoulder on the ride back to the hotel and started thinking about Joey. I knew that he was the person I wanted in my life, I just didn't know how do make him see that. He was more special to me than I think he knew. My eyes started to water and I quickly brushed the tears away. "Tiff, are you in there?" JC asked waving his hand in front of my face. "What? Sorry I was daydreaming. Did you say something?" "We were asking you about the ranch. How long are you going to stay there?" "Till I find something better to do I guess. I am in no hurry to go back to work." I tried to smile but it wasn't very convincing. "We have a vacation coming up. We have to spend some time with our families of course, but after that we're free. Do you think you'll feel up to company?" "Are you kidding? Of course I will. That's a great idea!" I exclaimed brightening up. "Well when we know for sure we'll just give you a call and set it all up." Lance smiled. We arrived back at the hotel and quickly went to our rooms, exhausted. As I was following Carly into our room there was a hand on my shoulder. I turned to see Justin looking quite concerned. "Are you sure you'll be ok?" "What do you mean?" "I'm still so worried about what has happened to you. I just don't want it to happen again." "I think I've learned my lesson. But I'll tell you what, I'll put you on speed dial so that if I ever get the urge to be hit again I'll just call you and you can talk me out of it ok?" I tried not to laugh but I wasn't successful. "Alright I get the point." He laughed and wrapped his arms around me. "I'm gonna miss you girl." "Me too, but we won't lose touch again. If I have to become a rabid fan and follow you cross country to keep in touch I will." I laughed into his chest. He pulled back and looked into my eyes. "Take care of yourself ok?" He asked kissing my forehead. "I'll see you in a few weeks." "I can't wait." I sighed as he went back down the hall to his room. I went into our room and almost immediately fell asleep. The alarm woke us at 5:30 and we dragged out of bed. Neither of us were morning people so we avoided talking at all costs. After I was dressed and I had set my bags outside of my room I snuck down the hall to the guys' rooms. One of the guards let me in, to Lance's room first. I leaned over him and kissed him lightly on the cheek. "See you in a few weeks." I whispered. He turned and sat up to give me a hug. It went about the same with all of the guys. When I got to Joey's room I debated on whether or not I should go in. I decided to take a quick peek and couldn't resist kissing him quickly on the cheek. "See you later Joe, I'm sorry. I love you." I whispered holding back tears. "I love you too Tiff." He whispered back. Although I could tell he was still fast asleep, it made me smile none the less. I met Carly in the hall coming out of Chris' room and we set off for the airport. Time to face my demons, erase the bad memories, and start fresh....I hope. |