TijuanaGringo : DairyCowlandar
28.11 Friday 2003 November
Tijuana Baja California


  • strange sunrise
  • writing is what
  • Mexican news


  • la revancha con melate
  • el radio



  • news speaks on tv headlines
    war and peace

    all the ancient Chinese themes
    of civilization

    terror threat in the works there-at
    congress voted medicare

    another dinner on space station
    no one interfered

    with old tom turkey




    wake up early writing is what

    the question of what is writing and what is a writer have bothered me ever since I remember seeing a fanciful picture, some diarama or drawing I saw a scribe he must be Egyptian or Sumerian in the encyclopedia.

    my particular training has let me leave run on sentences like that art, or stop putting capital letters at the start of each prose sentence or on the first word of every line of verse poetry.

    indeed the very question what is writing implies another what is prose and another what is poetry and other questions too but the difference between those two it seems to me is defined both from the outside and inside.  the shape of the form and the feel of the language.

    the tipico long o short
    measured o broken
    lines of verse

    and the generally page-wide or column wide or indent-wide blocks of words in sentences and paragraphs we call prose.  or at least so I understand it, remembering of course there also be such beasts as prose-poems like which this little essay pretends to be by not capitalizing (sometimes, {the} "they" tell me that's called literary conceit or affect but I probably heard the words wrong anyway so what not).

    as the year comes to its ritual end in western culture, cowboys naturally think of Nietzche and no disrespect meant, ma'am 14va but would you marry me on February 29th -- Sadie Hawkins day -- the only day I think I don't have any won't power left? or maybe Danny that should be the day you firstfinally make love with her yes just a little personal digression here whoa change the subject albeit example of my style yes.

    see my personal training from mid-twentieth century also has a lot to do with embracing such a stream of consciousness as it were and then, en plena escribir not to edit it not to stop it rather yes let it flow and measure its interface between hand and brain and gut and heart as four pictures four poles four corners of the world, four edges of this page.  embrace the accident someone said and someone else said.

    yet this spontaneous combustion of thought into word also has its critique i.e. self-censoring and self-directing compass or whatchacallit oh yes instantaneous editing often requires me stop and think for a moment

    before going on .

    and there, a concrete form, a deliberate breaking of line into new, going on, measures my word.

    Gracias Señor





    
    strange sunrise today
    
    beauty of colors from red gray
    to yellow white
    
    spreading spreading for an hour
    up from the east
    
    coloring and bending the underside
    of a long smoky cloud
    
    until the sun itself screamed out from
    behind Cerro Colorado
    
    thermo-nuclear furnace
    
    cracking open the horizon layer
    half blinding my eye
    
    but then...
    
    in mere minutes hot Sol crawled behind
    the cloud of ashes
    
    and MMMmmm .  .   .     .
    
    Everything got half-dark again too weird
    birds freaked, roosters
    
    calling huh what the hell carooo
    
    streetlights came back on again
    around the park
    
    border floodlights still on made dim squares
    gleaming six blocks north
    
    and the sun was only a failing smear
    behind those floating
    
    mountains of ash flying in the sky
    slow and dirty
    
    to sometimes catch one in
    the eye .
    
    


    Mexican news


    Mexican News          spanish=3% english=97%
    
    the Mexicans are reporting on the news
    things today of some discussion
    
    farmers from Oaxaca occupied the headquarters
    building in Mexico City for human rights
    with I think I translate it right with
    guns and machetes
    
    pero no es necesaria traducir machete
    no se puede traducir machete
    
    yes what
    the other item
    that "called my attention"
    
    was a report of working people from Oaxaca
    coming back to Mexico from the United States
    
    they got rolled and robbed by the Mexican
    border guards
    	and the press,	 obviously
    		
    found		out	
    
    about 		it .	
    
    The Mexican press, recently burdened with
    new liberties and truth,
    		used to be like		
    U.S. in maybe one way
    
    they wouldn't publish 
    the President's mistress name either.
    
    like JFK and Marilyn Monroe doctrine yes.
    
    Good thing there ain't none now		
    he married her.
    
    The Mexican Leader, that is.
    
    People tell me that Before, only 
    White Pianos merited 		
    such coverage, but we (they) all knew....
    
    They say there's one still here in town
    some -			where .		
    
    



    50 mph estas son these mis news
    
    escuchando el radio muchos veces la gente
    sobrevive la colisión pero queman hasta
    
    la muerte madre por el incendio de la gasolina
    listening to the radio many times people
    
    survive the collision but burn to mother
    death in the fire from the gasoline
    
    2 x 3 = 6 a huevo what the hell
    
    dos por tres son seis
    two time three equals six
    
    these are their lines		estos son sus líneas (versos)
    
    go figure				adivinate
    			" yes friend what can  I   get    you "
    			  sonaba en la banqueta
    echoed on the sidewalk
    			una y otra vez one time & another
    y otra vez & again & again
    			la torre en el cerro
    
    vibrates	vibrated		shall	v i b r a t e
    





    
    the revancha with melate
    Mexican lottery is the
    only gambling that has
    tempted me
    		this in a town
    		infamous for 
    		its game
    
    y la palabra  " book "  pues mm-hmmm
    
    		este en un pueblo
    		famoso por
    		su azar
    
    no más la loteria
    revancha con melate
    me ha tentado
    jugar			aquí  here
    
    



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