Addicted
by Kailey

Doors closed, a captive in darkness,
I scream but nothing comes out.
Empty eyes, stare from above me,
Failing to show what this is about.
I touch and feel nothing, I really need something,
To make this emptiness full.
I search my head, search and find nothing,
The nothing that's filling this hole.
I'm spinning in squares, not really aware of it,
Nor of what the hell's going on.
I look up and notice puddles forming above me,
Panic inside growing strong.
Glass on the walls fall to my feet,
And in my head the blood starts to pound.
I look beneathe me and see all his memories,
Weak, I collapse to the ground.
Eyes all around me, enflamed with rage,
Seem to burn right into my soul.
Nothing but silence, my heart is still beating,
I don't think I can take anymore.
I squeeze my eyes shut and roll into a ball,
Hoping this is all just a dream.
I feel cold and wet, I don't know what's happened,
Again I can't hear myself scream.
I open my eyes, fearing what I'll see,
Nothing but red all around.
Blood gushing out my veins, I become dizzy,
His breath now the only sound.
Still trying to survive, I throw my arms out for something,
Swimming through my own very blood.
Growing weaker and weaker, barely able to move,
A gentle push has now come to shove.
Screams all around me, filling my brain,
I beg them to let me die.
There are hands on my shoulders, I try to fight back,
Then I turn to see beautiful eyes.
Here I am, lying in bed,
Thank God it was all just a dream.
I reach out for comfort, in my man's arms,
His beautiful face I thought I'd never again see.
But his body turns to nothing, I grasp but there's nothing,
I realize it was never a dream.
Locked in this nightmare, I gasp for a breath,
Trying to remember all the good that I've seen.
This cascade of horror is spinning around me,
I know I can't take anymore.
I give in to this madness, prepare to be swallowed,
And now they open the door.