Behind Closed Doors by Arianna Behind closed doors is where I am That's where I struggle and yet still stand And though my courage longs to be free And laugh and scream and sing with glee I slump my shoulders and remain standing Behind those lonely closed doors Behind closed doors is where I am In my own solitary land I'm exposed to any danger and to any sharp blows There is no one to help me For no one even knows And until I grow stronger and am able to break free I will be trapped for eternity Behind those lonely closed doors Behind closed doors is where I am That's where I still struggle That's where I still stand My courage has given up I have lost all hope I had My soul has died long ago Yet I still remain waiting Though I have no clue what for But until I die I will remain Behind those lonely closed doors