by Jennifer
How do I deal with the feelings I feel?
I sit here and ask myself over and over again.
Nothing came to me, except to deal with it.
Deal with you, deal with me.
Deal with the feelings that made us disagree.
I miss the things we used to do,
I hate the day we said we're through.
I miss the times we used to share,
I never thought this break up was fair.
I miss the cuddles on cold winter nights,
I hated it every time we'd fight.
I miss the beach walks that we used to share,
How could I of thought that you didn't care.
I miss the talks that kept us up all night.
Looking back we used to be so tight.
I miss the look you used to throw my way,
I felt so loved by you every single day.
I miss the hugs and kisses that came softly sweet,
I sit in my room and stare at the memories around my feet.
I miss the big and small fights that are no longer,
Did you ever think they could make us stronger.
I miss your touch, your voice, your look , your love,
But most of all your laugh and your smile.
I can't help but want to pick up the phone and dial,
You and we are so special to me.
What we had is unforgettable,
I try to move on with my life, but something is missing.
All the good times and all of the times of bad,
What's really missing is what we could have had.
I still care for you and love you very much,
I don't think there will be a day when it will be any different from such.
The times we shared all rise above,
There will never be anything greater than our once shared love.