| Deaus Ex Machina by rudewhitebitch I remember during our last arguement How you said I wasn't trying hard Enough to be the rubber cement to Hold us together and how I was always Somewhere else whenever we were together And then you called and left a burgandy Heart-shaped stain on my answering Machine saying you acted like a dick And wanted me to call back so you can Hear my voice and be reconciled to The fact that I always come back like a Beaten dog with it's tail between it's legs And you said you loved me You just want "I love you" to be another Form of the meaningless sex you live for I hate to disappoint your need for self- Induced dominance, but I think you should Know something before you start your victory beers I never loved you I just loved the way you made me feel Like maybe I was almost worth it Like maybe I was something special Like maybe I was more than a girl with A dirty mind and dirty thighs Until I realized that love shouldn't Make me feel like your whore So go take your pretty face and your Heart-attack eyes that girls think about With their hand between their legs And find another girl to be yours I could go hang myself on a phone cord To stutter out these sentiments just To hear you laugh and say what a crazy Girl I am, but that's why you love me And I'd lacerate my knees in the glass Littered gutter crawling back to you But I'm leaving the phone off the hook Converse with the dial tone It won't talk back to you |