I Hate You [I Love You]
by z-vapor

Oversexed perversion of humanity
Drag me into your dark nymphomania
Do you care? Or am I just another number?
Just another man in your little black book
Just another toy to break without a second look
I won't let you rape my soul the way you did my body
I can't let you take everything I am
Fuck you, I hate you
I hate you because I love you
How could you do this
How could you play me like this
I never thought I'd see the day that I was so fooled by a pretty face
But apparently it wasn't impossible
You knew what to do
You knew how to do it
You knew what I couldn't resist and played the part
And now you've shattered my already bleeding heart
I hate you
Because I love you
And I hate myself for not seeing through you
And opening myself to this
Revealing my heart to one as treacherous as you
You made me love you
And then threw me out
I hate you
Because I love you

How could you turn me into this
When you just taught me how to kiss
Told you that I'd never say goodbye
Now I'm slipping on the tears you made me cry

I hate you
Because I love you
And I miss you
Because you know me
You're the only one who ever understood me
And you used that against me
And now I feel I could never trust again
But you just shrug it off like a cold chill
Like my pain is nothing
Like I am nothing
I thought I was something
I know you were everything to this nothing
And now you are something I can never have again

And I hate you
With what is left
Because I love you
With all my heart