I Might
by monalisa

Did you ever know a ghost like mine
The haunting in me I tend to decline
It calls for me, it knows my name
Don't know how long I'll be playing this game
Don't trust the smile that you see
It's all an act and I'm good as can be
Years of practice, they taught me well
Hiding emotions when I'm going through hell
Scary yet tempting is letting it be
Allowing that darkness to consume me
What would happen, I do want to know
Letting go of my debts and all that I owe
Are my thoughts a mortal sin
Overwhelming darkness from deep within
No longer a black hole too far to see
These shadows have gotten ahold of me
When what holds me back fades away
So do my wishes and reasons to stay
Perhaps sometime that darkness will win
Because one day I might give in