I Want To Be Heard
by Drew

I want to hold you
I want to feel you
Next to me
I want you to tell me
It will all be okay
Kiss away my tears
Love away my fears
Give me confidence
And support
Just like you used to
Can't you see the hurt
Can't you see the pain
I'd do anything
Anything
To have you back again
I'd like to have
My confidence back
To be able to say
"I'll do that"
But it's not that easy
It's actually very hard
Now that you left
Now that I don't have my guard
I go to bed alone
I wake up by myself
I face the monsters solo
Full of anguish and grief

Why can't you hold me
Why can't you make it better
I'll take your lies
Over other's truths
Just to have you back

They say that love is never easy
Hell, I've said it too
How can I love
But not to you
What was there
What did I put
That you missed out on
Or never saw
Why do I have to feel
So sick all over
To walk around afraid
Cowering in a corner
Why must my life
Be so hard
Now that you left
And there is nothing
To myself

I wish I knew
What to do
But I don't have
A magic wand
Or a brass lamp
I have only memories
And lonliness
These are what
Keep company with me now
They are my constant companions
It is my job
To put my life
Back together
I just wish I knew
Where to put the pieces
That are left over
From the heart you broke