Just How Much I Love You
by DaveVG

Lying awake
All night again
Thinking of you
At three AM

Just when I thought
Everything was right
When I again believed
In love that night

It'd been a long time
Since I'd felt that way
I had long forgotten
My last happy day

I had given up
Thought love was dead
I was sick and tired
Broken and Bled

It didn't take much
Just being with you
To make me believe
That love songs were true

But now why this turn
Why are you going on that date
Why all of a sudden
Am I contemplating my fate

Finally I have
Just one reason to live
Finally I had some one
My love to give

Were you playing a part
Has it all been a lie
Should I wake each day
Ready to die

If what I feel
Is nothing but true
Then why am I jealous
Thinking of him with you

Is this all worth it
Is a cheap free steak
With a big geeky dork
Worth my heart to break

Do you not understand
That all I want to do
No matter what the cost
Is just to be with you

Do you know how it feels
To scream into the night
Have you ever been ready
To give up this life's fight

To die for love
I've always been prepared
But I'm just as ready
To die for love not shared

Keep this in mind
When you're out with him
That to seeing me
You might never again

You may think I'm crazy
And rightfully so
But to die for love
Is there a better way to go

I said I'd live for you
I swore I'd fight for you
I promised I'd love you
And believe me I'd die for you

And if it should happen
If it should come to pass
And I should lay bleeding
And dying in the grass

Never forget
That just before death
Your name
Will be my last breath