Lacking In Life by SouthernRaven Lack of self-confidence Lack of desire Never feeling the need To reach any higher Lack of coping With the pain in my past Doing my best But coming up last Lack of motivation Negative thoughts will consume My mind never stops turning Always expecting more gloom Lack of understanding Of why I feel this way It takes all my strength Just to get through the day Lack of inspiration Having nothing to share Lack of creativity While my canvas sits bare Lack of true comfort When I am in a crowd Lack of a voice When I want to laugh out loud Lack of true beauty From the image I behold A very plain person Nothing special I've been told Lack of positive thought Lack of clear sight Seeing everything on one level Seeing only black and white Lack of people around me I'm too hard to handle Lack of compassion For this weakly burning candle Lack of true faith For the feelings in my mind The ghosts of the past are present To the truth, I am blind Lack of control When it comes to the love I live Never recieving the needed balance That forever gives