Nathaniel Hawthorne's The Scarlet Letter


               Chapter 11
   
         Chillingworth became aware of ways
      to invoke Dimmesdale’s pain and how to
      do so without allowing the minister to
      realize he was the partial cause.
         Dimmesdale was in a constant struggle
      with himself.  He wanted to admit the truth
      to the church members. When his followers
      inferred he was sinful, they revered him more.
          Continually Dimmesdale punished himself
      by fasting and keeping vigil. He fasted
      beyond the point of safety and into the realm
      of starvation.
          When keeping vigil, he stayed awake many
      nights consecutively, sometimes in total dark-
      ness, other times in front of a mirror in a
      strong light.
          In the mirror he saw images both good and
      evil:  demons, angels, family, but most im-
      portantly -- he saw Hester Prynne point to
      her breast then to his.
When Dimmesdale stayed awake
late at night and looked in the
mirror, he saw convoluted images.