Ok, today I am really pissed off. I must vent. I don't understand why someone who knows you like them a lot but doesn't like you back will let you throw yourself at them. Today I went to the girl of my desires' house and she sent me away with about 3 sentences. Which would have been fine, except she knew I was coming. But she didn't even invite me in when I got there. At first I didn't think too much of it, but then I realized that I am the only one making the effort to be together and I need to stop cuz its obviously not working! But oh my, I am frustrated. I think I just need to be alone for a while. Relationships are not my thing. They just weren't made for me. I have no idea what I am doing and try waaaaaay too hard. And yes, I am probably overanalyzing everything, but I don't care. The minute I feel any form of frustration, I get scared and run. And I am frustrated. Bah!