2 1/2 days with no Robin...I am going through withdraw and its not too pretty

But today was a happy day! In yearbook we counted the votes for senior superlatives and I got "Most Changed"!!! I was so thrilled. I honestly thought no one in the entire school knows who I am!! Kum got "Class Flirt" and "Most Talkative"...but she has to choose between the two cuz they won't let her have both. I am feeling really special.

I was doing some major reminiscing today when I got home. I looked through my picture albums from just last year and I could barely recognize myself. I actually had color in my wardrobe! Oh my, what a concept. I found this picture of me about a year ago looking so tragically preppy and blonde. I was indeed amused. Ha!! The girl in the picture had no idea what was coming for her. She was so unaware that some demon force would make her hair black with strange colors running through it, put holes in her face, and take away all the color from her life...and the worst...to be openly bi. Wow. Poor girl. Almost feel sorry for her.


Later that day...I talked to Robin. I was very extremely mean to her. It felt so wonderful. I have no guilt yet. Doubt I will feel too guilty. No. Cuz she made me feel like trash, so I make her feel like trash. Yes.