Today I did something so very unlike me: I was spontaneous. Oh my. I went to Robin's house. I always thought of her as this nice girl I talked to online, but not really someone I would hang out with or anything. So I don't know why I got into my car and drove over to Silver Spring, but I did. And when I got to her house, she was sitting under a tree in a magnificant yard (one I am quite jealous of and plan to live on). I was so impressed with her. She made me smile without even trying.

So now I have this disgustingly cute little crush on her. I don't know what to do with it though. I guess just put it on the web and hope someday she finds it. Or I could be bold and say something. But well, today I was bold with Chris and I have exactly zero self-esteem left.

He shot me down. Big time. I am still reeling from the aftershock. I don't even know if he meant to do it. Or his head is so far up his own ass he can't see what he's doing. Either way, I want to kill him (see me whine).

But I am not bitter. I just smile when I think of Robin. So yay. It's refreshing. I am refreshed.