Today started out as one of the worst days of my life. If at any moment between 7:00 a.m. and 1:30 p.m. had i had a gun, i would have shot myself or someone else.

My mom decided to wake up this morning and harrass me about random things. So I told her to shut the fuck up and she almost started crying. So I left the house about 15 minutes before I had to pick up Leslie.

Then I got to first period. In walks Ruben (the president of my school's Gay and Straight Alliance) and says "I didn't know you were dating Robin!". Ruben has a way of saying things so that everyone hears, no matter if he's whispering or not. Then he proceeded to invite me to a Gay/Lesbian event. A few people were gawking at me, and everyone else was looking away, pretending not to notice. The girl next to me actually scooted her chair away a little bit.

I found out from Ruben that my best friend Kum he informed him that Robin and I are dating (when we started dating, I don't know. Kum seems to know more about this than I do). She just went up to him at lunch and said she was a friend of Julia, the girl that's dating Robin, the lesbian from Springbrook. And she said this in front of other people too.

Apparently my sexuality has been a topic Kum has discussed quite freely lately. I was angry.

I saw Kum in the hall between 4th and 5th period, and i grabbed her and pulled her into a corner. She was about to yell at me for doing so, but I had this look on my face and she shut up. I told her what happened 1st period through tears and screaming and she started crying uncontrollably and saying "i'm so sorry, i'm so sorry!!" over and over. I just kept yelling at her, telling her it was my life and she had no right to take control over it and do as she pleased. I was so angry, I was shaking, and I wanted to slap her so badly. As I felt myself losing all control, I left.

8th period I have pre-calculus. This is the point where my day started getting better. Normally I call that class the bane of my existance, but today was different. We took a test and for the first time all year I felt smart. I actually knew what I was doing!!

Then I went to check my schedule at work and found that I have the whole weekend off! Plus I don't have to work next Friday!! Oh my, the joy! I told my manager, Zaida, I loved her and skipped out to my car where I hugged Leslie.

When I got home, my mom was waiting for me on the porch. She immediately apologized to me for teasing me and being mean and gave me $20 for no apparent reason! Wow, this is really weird.