VASTRATIMAS: hey
PsychoChyld: Hey
VASTRATIMAS: are you ok?
PsychoChyld: Why wouldn't i be?
VASTRATIMAS: i dont know just asking
PsychoChyld: Heh
VASTRATIMAS: so what are you up too
PsychoChyld: coloring comic 3
VASTRATIMAS: ohok
PsychoChyld: trying to find good posters for my imaginary wall XD
VASTRATIMAS: lol
VASTRATIMAS: so how is it going
PsychoChyld: pretty good
VASTRATIMAS: actually i needed to ask you something
PsychoChyld: As always you ask before you ask :P Just ask >:P
VASTRATIMAS: well it is kinda just me wondering
PsychoChyld: go ahead
VASTRATIMAS: but why is it that i am the one that is just always frusttrated
PsychoChyld: What do you mean?
VASTRATIMAS: well you girls seem never to be frustrated
PsychoChyld: Well why should we be?
VASTRATIMAS: i dont know
PsychoChyld: .. well why are you frustrated?
VASTRATIMAS: i am frustrated because i am not able to do any of the things i use to do
PsychoChyld: Like what?
VASTRATIMAS: which i enjoyed doing
PsychoChyld: which are..?
VASTRATIMAS: well going to the movies has lost its flair
VASTRATIMAS: playing games
PsychoChyld: why can't you do that still?
VASTRATIMAS: it has just lost the interest in doing it since my friend has left
PsychoChyld: so how does it make you frustrated since you don't wanna do it anymore anyway
VASTRATIMAS: because i use to look forward to doing it now i am like eh forget it
PsychoChyld: so.. do something else you wanna do. I dunno. I mean I still don;t get how not wanting to do something anymore would make you
frustrated.
PsychoChyld: That usually means that you -wanna- do something but -can't-
VASTRATIMAS: well i mean it is not the same
VASTRATIMAS: i cant enjoy it
PsychoChyld: well i dunno then
VASTRATIMAS: anyways i am off to bed
PsychoChyld: at 11pm?
VASTRATIMAS: yea i am tired as fuck
PsychoChyld: Ah I see
VASTRATIMAS: ill talk to you tomm
PsychoChyld: Okie
VASTRATIMAS: before i go
PsychoChyld: oh?
VASTRATIMAS: i am wondering if you can answer this for me
VASTRATIMAS: do you think that emotions have something to do with affections
PsychoChyld: well, yeah I would think so, cause aren't affections an expression of emotions?
VASTRATIMAS: so if i said that i feel this strong pull that keeps pushing me towards you
PsychoChyld: That.. would prolly mean that you like me
PsychoChyld: And what does that have to do with the previous question of affections?
VASTRATIMAS: yea but it is driving me nuts
PsychoChyld: I see
PsychoChyld: and is that what you were talking about frustration wise too?
VASTRATIMAS: well you are partly to blame
PsychoChyld: just forget about me or something. I dunno, talk to Georgia
PsychoChyld: I'm never really frustrated about stuff like that.. i dunno anything about it
VASTRATIMAS: i dont wanna talk to geo
PsychoChyld: what do you want
VASTRATIMAS: i wanna talk to you
PsychoChyld: So.. talk
VASTRATIMAS: i am
VASTRATIMAS: i am obsessed with you
VASTRATIMAS: you are like the air that i breath
PsychoChyld: I'm just a girl Albert, and hell not even a very sane one. That's not gonna work well
VASTRATIMAS: well you never know until you try
PsychoChyld: Yeah I do, because the fact is, Addy's right. I don't wanna live in the real world any more then I have to right now
VASTRATIMAS: well i gotta show you why you should
PsychoChyld: the real world is nothing much but a way to make a living and to survive, there's nothing.. I can't stay in it too long, and hell it freaks me
out enough as it is. I doubt there's much you can say exactly. You don't understand things like that really.
PsychoChyld: And hell, we don't even have all that much in common
VASTRATIMAS: that is the real attraction
PsychoChyld: what exactly? that we have nothing in common?
VASTRATIMAS: we both like watching anime
VASTRATIMAS: playing games
PsychoChyld: completely different animes and games though
VASTRATIMAS: not really i like rpgs too
PsychoChyld: yeah, but I only like rpgs, and you like shooting and action stuff more
VASTRATIMAS: well i need to teach you how to play them
PsychoChyld: That's the thing, you assume that I don't know how and all that. It's not, it's more of the fact that I like the stories in the rpgs, that's what's
the main thing about it is.
PsychoChyld: Which rather goes back to my fantasy world actually
VASTRATIMAS: oh ok
VASTRATIMAS: well then play hitman
VASTRATIMAS: it has a story line and it is kinda like rpg
PsychoChyld: I see
VASTRATIMAS: and it will teach you of the life i am gonna live
PsychoChyld: Oh please Albert, then there's the fact that you exagerrate everything. I mean sure, I do that too.. but in my head. And frankly, I dunno if
you really believe this stuff or are joking half the time.,
VASTRATIMAS: well i am seriously thinking about it
PsychoChyld: I see
VASTRATIMAS: i mean i am very conflicted on what i should do for a living
PsychoChyld: do what your good at, computers
VASTRATIMAS: well i am good at many other things
VASTRATIMAS: if you only knew :-)
VASTRATIMAS: ;-)
PsychoChyld: Hehe
VASTRATIMAS: i mean seriously amey if me and you were bf and gf you would never be sad
VASTRATIMAS: because i would give the world to keep that smile on your face
PsychoChyld: But the thing is, I'm not sad. And I never liked the world
PsychoChyld: Plus I don't like change
VASTRATIMAS: you always rebutle everything i say
PsychoChyld: That's how I am
VASTRATIMAS: well i came into your life that is already a change
PsychoChyld: not particularly, I mean, I know you in school and all and we chat online and stuff like that. That's not a change, that's meeting new friends
VASTRATIMAS: well all of life is a change
VASTRATIMAS: i mean if you knew what i am going through now
VASTRATIMAS: everything has changed
PsychoChyld: That's the thing, I'm not good at this stuff
VASTRATIMAS: neither am i
VASTRATIMAS: i mean give it a try
VASTRATIMAS: what is the worst that gonna happen
PsychoChyld: It's.. not like me
VASTRATIMAS: see rebutle
VASTRATIMAS: what do you think i do this all the time
VASTRATIMAS: you are stuck in my head
VASTRATIMAS: you are the last thing on my mind when i go to bed and the first thing when i wake up
PsychoChyld: I dunno why you think that
VASTRATIMAS: it is not like me
VASTRATIMAS: i am not good at it
VASTRATIMAS: if someone was good at it
VASTRATIMAS: no one is good at it
VASTRATIMAS: well except pimps
PsychoChyld: Lol i suppose
PsychoChyld: But morely i mean.. I'm not good at emotions
PsychoChyld: you said it yourself, for affects there have to be emotions. I don't know what to.. do with em
VASTRATIMAS: well that is why you ask people
PsychoChyld: ask people?
VASTRATIMAS: yea when i have a problem i ask someone i trust like you or my boy henry
PsychoChyld: It's not really a problem though
VASTRATIMAS: well when you need advice not a problem
PsychoChyld: well, advice on what?
PsychoChyld: how to be more human? I don't want that
VASTRATIMAS: you and geo always make things difficult
VASTRATIMAS: will it kill you to try it
PsychoChyld: Because we're psychotic, that's why we became such good friends
VASTRATIMAS: so that is why we have to try it because we are such good friends
PsychoChyld: I meant me and Geo making it complicated.
VASTRATIMAS: oh
VASTRATIMAS: so we are not good friends then
PsychoChyld: I didn't say that
PsychoChyld: I said me and geo were because we both have similar mental problems
PsychoChyld: I'm different Albert, don't you realize that
VASTRATIMAS: yea i do that is what i like about you
PsychoChyld: you don't realize how different
PsychoChyld: I don't deal well with this world
VASTRATIMAS: why are you so fussy
VASTRATIMAS: i mean geo i understand she is upidy because i picked you over her
VASTRATIMAS: and you are like not even available
PsychoChyld: exactly!
VASTRATIMAS: well then dont suprise when i am saying that i am gonna be a hitman
VASTRATIMAS: it is like distrubed said
VASTRATIMAS: the world is a scary place now that you have woken up the deamon in me
PsychoChyld: I don't know what you want from me
VASTRATIMAS: i want you to give me a shot
PsychoChyld: and afterwards?
VASTRATIMAS: nothin else
VASTRATIMAS: that is all i ask
PsychoChyld: why are you so persistant
VASTRATIMAS: because you are special to me
PsychoChyld: I hate to use the all typical girl line here but.. I don't think of you like that
PsychoChyld: in fact i haven't thought much at all
VASTRATIMAS: so think
PsychoChyld: That's not that easy
VASTRATIMAS: why not i will give you some time
PsychoChyld: Because I'm too nice and everyone walks all over that
VASTRATIMAS: think about it
PsychoChyld: Why can't you just accept I'm unavailable?
VASTRATIMAS: because of your reason
PsychoChyld: what's so wrong with my reason?
PsychoChyld: does unavailable have to only mean that someone else is in the picture?
VASTRATIMAS: no just that i think we would be perfect
PsychoChyld: we wouldn't
VASTRATIMAS: why not
VASTRATIMAS: well
PsychoChyld: because I'm not like that
VASTRATIMAS: ok
VASTRATIMAS: fine then i am out of here
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VASTRATIMAS: hey
PsychoChyld: hey
VASTRATIMAS: how was the ride home
PsychoChyld: It was good
PsychoChyld: I wanna go on IMX t'morrow
VASTRATIMAS: IMX?
PsychoChyld: that show I was in a commercial for.. hmm.. wonder whatever happened to the commercial
PsychoChyld: ... and see Steven ^^ and Julia again
PsychoChyld: ... oh wait.. i never told you about that did I?
VASTRATIMAS: no you didnt tell me about this
PsychoChyld: Okay, IMX is a show on a cable channel called Fuse. Fuse is kinda like MTV but cooler. And IMX is their music countdown
show.
VASTRATIMAS: oh i see
PsychoChyld: Now you know, how in front of the MTV building a whole buncha teenagers hang out and scream to be let upstairs to be on the
show?
VASTRATIMAS: yea
PsychoChyld: Well, for Fuse you don't need that. They let you in, and you hang out in the background on the cool looking stage during the
show as the teenagers. Now this is a more rock type show, so the guest stars are like Staind, or Evanescence or Linkin Park
VASTRATIMAS: oh i see
PsychoChyld: So, during the summer, Elena found out about it and took me and Addy to be on the show with her
VASTRATIMAS: oh kool
PsychoChyld: It was very awesome, and I totally love the hosts. Steven and Julia.. Julia is a goth chick that dresses like my character Jera,
and Steven is just.. very very cool.
VASTRATIMAS: oh ok
PsychoChyld: So during a commercial break, one of the producers came up to me and asked me to stay after the show
VASTRATIMAS: oh yea you did tell me about this
VASTRATIMAS: for some kind of commercial
PsychoChyld: I did, and they picked me and like 5 other teenagers to do a commercial thing
PsychoChyld: ... No i didn't :P
PsychoChyld: this was way before i met you
VASTRATIMAS: yea but you told me about it
PsychoChyld: No I didn.t because i completely forgot about it until today
PsychoChyld: So anyway
PsychoChyld: I did the commercial, which was very fun actually even if i was at the studio from like 6pm till like 11pm
VASTRATIMAS: oh i see
PsychoChyld: And I got to eat dinner with Steven.. well the other kids were there too but still.
PsychoChyld: I got paid 50$ for the commercial too
VASTRATIMAS: cool
PsychoChyld: So all nice and well. A few months pass, and I never hear a thing about it. I think they never published the commercials or
something.
PsychoChyld: But Steven was on a show on Bravo just now, and I was reminded of IMX. And t'morrow Staind is gonna be proforming live on
the show
PsychoChyld: so i really wanna go. Plus i got a digital camera now so i can take pictures~
VASTRATIMAS: cool
PsychoChyld: http://fuse.tv/press/images/fuselaunch_3.JPG Steven and Juliya are the two in the center, the blond dude and the gothic chick
VASTRATIMAS: not bad
VASTRATIMAS: yea true my temper is a big problem
VASTRATIMAS: you remeber the thing last year
PsychoChyld: hmm?
VASTRATIMAS: ooops
VASTRATIMAS: wrong im
VASTRATIMAS: my friend is telling me my faults
PsychoChyld: Oh I see
VASTRATIMAS: i have been having problems with my neighbors
PsychoChyld: How so?
VASTRATIMAS: well i got pissed of at this fucking bitch and i told him that if he doesnt stop bugging me, he will not live long
PsychoChyld: .. why, what was he doing?
VASTRATIMAS: he is disrespectful,
VASTRATIMAS: an ass
VASTRATIMAS: i am telling you i will one of these days i am fucking gonna cut of his dick and stick it down his mouth
PsychoChyld: o_O how nice
PsychoChyld: what did he do exactly though?
VASTRATIMAS: well he sucker punched me last year
VASTRATIMAS: so i had a retaliation done
PsychoChyld: .. for what?
VASTRATIMAS: no one sucker punches me
PsychoChyld: no i mean, why did he punch you?
VASTRATIMAS: oh ok
VASTRATIMAS: well the things is he tends to run his mouth
VASTRATIMAS: and he has no balls to back up what he says
VASTRATIMAS: this started with him comming too close to my car
VASTRATIMAS: i told him to back up
VASTRATIMAS: and he was like dont tell me what to do
PsychoChyld: well.. if he wasn't touching or harming your car.. whats the big deal
VASTRATIMAS: that is the thing he was touching the car
VASTRATIMAS: and touching a mans car is like touching his girl not a smart thing to do
PsychoChyld: you guys are too possessive over stuff
VASTRATIMAS: yea well my car is making up for a girl right now it is all i have
PsychoChyld: still, guys are too possesive in general. I don't think I even wanna know what if you had a girl and someone touched her :P
VASTRATIMAS: oh i would flip
VASTRATIMAS: unless it is someone i know
VASTRATIMAS: like if it was you and i found out
PsychoChyld: Yeah, what then?
VASTRATIMAS: i would raise hell
PsychoChyld: Like how?
VASTRATIMAS: oh i have my ways
PsychoChyld: I'm curious
VASTRATIMAS: well lets say me and you were going out and i see some guy touching you in a way that is not appropriate
VASTRATIMAS: i would first tell the guy not to do it again
VASTRATIMAS: and if he did i would be like yo dude listen if i see that again you will not be having a discussion
PsychoChyld: and yet.. you wouldn't ask me about it? See that's the thing with guys, a girlfriend is not a car, if she doesn't wanna be touched
she can kick the other guys ass herself for it :P
VASTRATIMAS: well you are the type to do that
PsychoChyld: yeah, most girls would. If a girl doesn't complain or stop something, chances are she doesn't mind it you know
VASTRATIMAS: well that is the whole thing in philosiphy that we discussed
PsychoChyld: err.. we discussed morality in philosophy
VASTRATIMAS: no the whole thing with logic and they gal thinking nothing of it
PsychoChyld: what do you mean?
VASTRATIMAS: well you know the whole thing that guys know other guys
PsychoChyld: that guys don't know how girls think?
VASTRATIMAS: well what other guys think is not that hard
PsychoChyld: you completely lost me
VASTRATIMAS: well for example
PsychoChyld: yeah..?
VASTRATIMAS: if a guy walks up to you and starts talking to you and flirts with you i can kinda tell what he wants
PsychoChyld: Yes. True, and..?
VASTRATIMAS: and i would be like yea this is my girl
PsychoChyld: But, girls aren't dumb. We know exactly when a guy is flirting with us
VASTRATIMAS: true
PsychoChyld: Guys seem to not realize that part
VASTRATIMAS: well yea it is all the hormones i guess
VASTRATIMAS: and that mentality that she is the only one for me
PsychoChyld: Yeah, as i said originally, guys are too possesive
VASTRATIMAS: yea
VASTRATIMAS: but in the same respect if i was with you i would not do anything with any other girl
PsychoChyld: True
VASTRATIMAS: so it is an exclusive relationship
PsychoChyld: Bingo
VASTRATIMAS: see
PsychoChyld: that's what an exclusive relationship is
VASTRATIMAS: so i am telling you
PsychoChyld: telling me.. what?
VASTRATIMAS: what i just said an exclusive relationship
VASTRATIMAS: you and me LOL *like that will happen*
PsychoChyld: Yeah and that's what I don't really like much. That's too much commitment
VASTRATIMAS: i am not asking for marriage
VASTRATIMAS: like my friend LMAO
PsychoChyld: Why is it that guys automatically think commitment = marriage
VASTRATIMAS: because that is just me
VASTRATIMAS: so sue me
PsychoChyld: Lol
VASTRATIMAS: i mean i told you if you were with me i would make you my queen
PsychoChyld: Yeah, i don't really care about that though
VASTRATIMAS: well then i would do anything in world for you
PsychoChyld: frankly i can't for the life of me figure out why guys like me
PsychoChyld: Afterall, there are so many prettier girls then I am, who -want- relationships and love and all that stuff
VASTRATIMAS: well in my case that is the thing
VASTRATIMAS: you have this thing about you that is stuck on my head
PsychoChyld: like what?, I'm not pretty, I'm not that cool, and I'm totally apathetic
VASTRATIMAS: well you are simple
PsychoChyld: other then mny twisted fetishism art.. i dunno what i got that can even be mildly appealing
VASTRATIMAS: it is just you that i find appealing i can talk to you about issues that i dont feel comfortable talking to anyone else
about
PsychoChyld: like what?
VASTRATIMAS: well the many issues that we have discussed
PsychoChyld: Well we haven't really discussed anything too strange
PsychoChyld: or anything that's not.. just casual talk really
VASTRATIMAS: oh ok
PsychoChyld: Hehe
PsychoChyld: you think this over too much
VASTRATIMAS: well i mean i do
VASTRATIMAS: because i care to much
PsychoChyld: that's why we wouldn't be good, I'm apathetic
VASTRATIMAS: well i need some of that
VASTRATIMAS: and you need some of me
VASTRATIMAS: i mean we are like ying yang
VASTRATIMAS: we work together in harmoney
VASTRATIMAS: harmony
PsychoChyld: I'd get bored and you'd get annoyed
VASTRATIMAS: oh come on
PsychoChyld: and I like my own world too much, which you can't understand, so you wouldn't like me choosing it over you
VASTRATIMAS: i can never get annoyed with you
VASTRATIMAS: come on
PsychoChyld: and my own world will always be the first
VASTRATIMAS: i am kool with that
VASTRATIMAS: as long i am there
PsychoChyld: I see
VASTRATIMAS: i mean i am seriously saying you are always on my mind
PsychoChyld: And.. that's kind of weird
VASTRATIMAS: yea it is
VASTRATIMAS: i mean i am always thinking how are you and if you are ko
VASTRATIMAS: ok
VASTRATIMAS: and if there is anything i can help you with
PsychoChyld: no one can really help me but myself though
VASTRATIMAS: well true
VASTRATIMAS: i mean you are afraid and so am i
VASTRATIMAS: but i am thinking what if it works
VASTRATIMAS: thinking positive
PsychoChyld: that's what I'm in part wary off
VASTRATIMAS: that it may work
PsychoChyld: that I'm too nice
VASTRATIMAS: i promise i will not take advantage
PsychoChyld: It's not that, it's that.. well.. it's weird for me because I can't be a bitch about it.
VASTRATIMAS: be a bitch about what
PsychoChyld: and therefore when I say things, no one pays attention to them and tries to convince me otherwise.
PsychoChyld: Well, I don't like this whole couple thing for instance
VASTRATIMAS: oh trust me you are driving me nuts about it
PsychoChyld: I know, exactly. And if you don't wanna drop it now.. think of what'll be like later
VASTRATIMAS: i told you i will not take advantage of it
VASTRATIMAS: and i am not dropping it because it is something that i know can work
PsychoChyld: I'm very fickle and narcissistic, I get bored easily and change my mind in a moment. And if I want something, I tend to complain
and be a brat.
PsychoChyld: I don't know why you think it can work, relationships are not things that people have with girls like me
VASTRATIMAS: so that is what i want except i dont want the whole it is over no its not thing
PsychoChyld: what do you mean?
VASTRATIMAS: give me a sec
VASTRATIMAS: brb
VASTRATIMAS: i mean i would want to make it work but i dont want you to keep being like ok we are going out and then like it is over
then we are back and then it is ober
VASTRATIMAS: i am back
PsychoChyld: Ah I see
VASTRATIMAS: so if we are going out
VASTRATIMAS: we have to give it a try
PsychoChyld: I don't think I can do this whole exclusive thing
VASTRATIMAS: ok not exclusive
VASTRATIMAS: you dont want it to be intamate or you just wanna be free
PsychoChyld: well.. frankly.. both. That's the thing
VASTRATIMAS: ok i live with that
VASTRATIMAS: now the question is can you
PsychoChyld: that's not exactly a relationship then
VASTRATIMAS: why not
VASTRATIMAS: actually what is the definition of intamate with you
PsychoChyld: well.. if we're not intamate, and free to do what we want with whoever.. how does that count as a relationship?
VASTRATIMAS: what do you consider intamate
PsychoChyld: sex, kissing, stuff like that
VASTRATIMAS: well i am not asking for anything
PsychoChyld: what are you asking for?
VASTRATIMAS: just you
PsychoChyld: what about me?
VASTRATIMAS: i am asking for you i want to get to know you
PsychoChyld: you are getting to know me. What does that have to do with relationships
VASTRATIMAS: and in time we will see where it goes
VASTRATIMAS: i understand that you dont want any kissing
VASTRATIMAS: what about sitting close in a movie
PsychoChyld: Look, I like where I am. I like staying this way. This is probably why I don't have many guy friends to begin with. I am just more
comfortable with girls because there's none of this complication.
VASTRATIMAS: you are just making it complicated
PsychoChyld: Yes, because I don't want to date
PsychoChyld: I don't have anything against kissing or sex in general. I just don't like emotions
VASTRATIMAS: do you have emotions for me
PsychoChyld: I don't even know what those are, other then through stories and characters
VASTRATIMAS: so i have to open up your heart
PsychoChyld: I don't want it opened
VASTRATIMAS: why not
PsychoChyld: Because i like how I am
VASTRATIMAS: :-(
VASTRATIMAS: yea but it is not healthy
PsychoChyld: why not?
VASTRATIMAS: because one day you will come out and i will not be here
PsychoChyld: That's just how I am
VASTRATIMAS: well i am sorry then
VASTRATIMAS: i mean i was thinking that we can give it a try
PsychoChyld: I know you were
VASTRATIMAS: but i mean it would be great
VASTRATIMAS: things wouldnt be so awkward then
PsychoChyld: Yeah they would
VASTRATIMAS: how
PsychoChyld: well.. if you were Steven maybe XD kidding though. But like I said, relationships make me nervous. Expectation to spend time
with that person makes me wanna spend less time with them
VASTRATIMAS: well no one said that it is easy
PsychoChyld: and you said yourself, you're possesive, and you wouldn't want anyone to touch me too. And the whole obsessive thing is weird,
boyfriend or not
VASTRATIMAS: well i mean i would trust you
VASTRATIMAS: though because you can kick guys asses
PsychoChyld: you can't trust me though
VASTRATIMAS: why not
PsychoChyld: because I'm fickle and narcissistic. I tend to think of myself. And I'm not against sex or all that stuff despite how it may seem.
So, given the idea that I mentoioned before, if Steven wanted to sleep with me (yeah right) I would. That's not the kinda stuff a guy wants to know about
his girlfriend, and I'm not the kinda girl that should have a boyfriend for that very reason.
VASTRATIMAS: lol so would you sleep with nme
VASTRATIMAS: LMAO
PsychoChyld: you're not Steven :P
VASTRATIMAS: yea thanks
PsychoChyld: You asked
VASTRATIMAS: yea
VASTRATIMAS: true
VASTRATIMAS: so why steven and not me
PsychoChyld: Well umm.. cause.. Stevn's a tv host and he's really hot and i dunno, I thought that ever since I met him that time.
PsychoChyld: see, it's weird telling you this stuff
VASTRATIMAS: why is it weird
VASTRATIMAS: i am not gonna hurr him
PsychoChyld: Because I know that you like me, and it's weird talking about me wanting to sleep with another guy. And of course you're not,
he's a tv persona, that's not exactly reality.
VASTRATIMAS: yea ok true
VASTRATIMAS: i am kinda feeling it
PsychoChyld: feeling what?
PsychoChyld: and yeah see.. Amey's not a lesbian x_x
VASTRATIMAS: i never said you were
PsychoChyld: I live in my fantasy world, yeah, and you know that already
PsychoChyld: well you thought so once :P
VASTRATIMAS: no
VASTRATIMAS: you are just afraid i might do something i understand that as oppose to steven
PsychoChyld: yeah you did, the first time I said i wasn't interested in guys
PsychoChyld: .. what do you mean?
VASTRATIMAS: well i am actually here and you know how i feel
VASTRATIMAS: while steven is someone who probably already has someone
PsychoChyld: Yeah but she's not pretty
PsychoChyld: XD
PsychoChyld: I saw her, she really isn't
PsychoChyld: But, what do you mean I'm afraid though
VASTRATIMAS: well ok
VASTRATIMAS: and you mrs universe
PsychoChyld: No, but for once I can actually say I'm cuter then her. Certainly there are faaar more girls far cuter then me, but still. I can
judge whether girls are pretty or not too :P
VASTRATIMAS: so what you are saying is you would rather have a one nighter with some famous guy then to have a relationship with
me
PsychoChyld: yeah pretty much
VASTRATIMAS: well ok i hope steven feels good about it
PsychoChyld: I doubt he even knows who the hell I am :P
VASTRATIMAS: lol
VASTRATIMAS: that is the problem with imagination
PsychoChyld: There is no problem with imagination, you can do whatever you want in your imagination
PsychoChyld: And no one cares
VASTRATIMAS: lol like see you naked
VASTRATIMAS: LMAO
PsychoChyld: Lol :P
VASTRATIMAS: :P
VASTRATIMAS: i think i should just stop trying
VASTRATIMAS: and stay alone
PsychoChyld: Why do i have to do with it, you can just find another girl :P
VASTRATIMAS: nope not like you
PsychoChyld: exactly! you don't need a girl like me
VASTRATIMAS: yea i do
VASTRATIMAS: you are the ying to my yang
PsychoChyld: No I'm not. I'm whoever I wanna be depending on my mood and time of day
VASTRATIMAS: but thats the thing
VASTRATIMAS: that turnt me on
VASTRATIMAS: anyways i am too tired i will talk to you tomm
VASTRATIMAS: ok?
PsychoChyld: Alrighty
VASTRATIMAS: good nithg
PsychoChyld: Night
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VASTRATIMAS: hey
PsychoChyld: Heyas
VASTRATIMAS: good morning
VASTRATIMAS: well afternoons but anyways
VASTRATIMAS: did you just get up
PsychoChyld: Nah, got up like 2 hours ago
VASTRATIMAS: oh ok
VASTRATIMAS: so why didnt you answer me right waya
VASTRATIMAS: away
PsychoChyld: cause i was afk
VASTRATIMAS: Amey i really dont understand you
VASTRATIMAS: amey answer me
VASTRATIMAS: so i guess you are not talking now
VASTRATIMAS: so
PsychoChyld: I was afk again, went to buy stuff
VASTRATIMAS: oh i see
PsychoChyld: Bought Geo and El/or Addy presents
PsychoChyld: Understand what?
VASTRATIMAS: i dont understand why you are just like yea then no then yea then no
PsychoChyld: huh?
VASTRATIMAS: well about last night
PsychoChyld: when have i said yes, then no then yes.. etc
VASTRATIMAS: yea
PsychoChyld: when?
VASTRATIMAS: like at 1
PsychoChyld: no, bah. I mean, about what have I said yes, and then no about?
VASTRATIMAS: me and you
PsychoChyld: I.. never said yes. I said I don't wanna date
VASTRATIMAS: yea you said without intamate
PsychoChyld: dating is intame, without intamate that's not dating
VASTRATIMAS: yea it is
PsychoChyld: no it's not.. it's friendship, what we have now.
VASTRATIMAS: you will basically be like geo
PsychoChyld: what do you mean?
VASTRATIMAS: i mean you just have me, here
VASTRATIMAS: i am not asking you to be like i am with you and that is it chaing you up and leave you in the basement
VASTRATIMAS: LMAO
PsychoChyld: Hehe
VASTRATIMAS: so
VASTRATIMAS: come on
PsychoChyld: I don't wanna date Albert. Okay or rather I don't wanna be intamate or exclusive. And I don't go out much. So i don't see what
you want from me
VASTRATIMAS: i want you
PsychoChyld: what is me?
VASTRATIMAS: i wanna have fun with you
VASTRATIMAS: nothing sexual
PsychoChyld: well that's friendship :P
VASTRATIMAS: ahhh
VASTRATIMAS: well that is not my definition of frienship may be it is just me
PsychoChyld: what is your definition of friendship?
VASTRATIMAS: well some one who is an aquaintance
VASTRATIMAS: a friendship is closer
VASTRATIMAS: well not as close
VASTRATIMAS wants to directly connect.
VASTRATIMAS: nrn
VASTRATIMAS: brb
VASTRATIMAS cancels request; no connection was made.
PsychoChyld: okay so what's the difference betweenn dating asnd being friends to you then?
VASTRATIMAS: well i guess it is just the fact that if anything i can confide in you things that i dont tell friends
PsychoChyld: I see, well usually friends are people you can confide in though :P
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VASTRATIMAS: yea but you dont tell them your depest secret
PsychoChyld: if you're good friends you do
PsychoChyld: I dunno, maybe guy friends and girl friends are different though
PsychoChyld: girl friends tell each other everything :P
VASTRATIMAS: well that is the point
VASTRATIMAS: i am not a girl
VASTRATIMAS: well anyways i am off to go see last samuri
VASTRATIMAS: i will talk to you when i get back
VASTRATIMAS: byeee
PsychoChyld: Ooh okie, have fun
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VASTRATIMAS: hey
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VASTRATIMAS: hey
VASTRATIMAS: amey
PsychoChyld: I am very very very sick
PsychoChyld: so I'm prolly not gonna be on a while
VASTRATIMAS: oh ok i am sorry
VASTRATIMAS: oh ok
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