Lauryn Hill - I Used To Love Him

NOW I DON'T I USED TO LOVE HIM BUT NOW I DON'T
AS I LOOK AT WHAT I'VE DONE THE TYPE OF
LIFE THAT I'VE LIVED HOW MANY THINGS I PRAY THE
FATHER WILL FORGIVE ONE SITUATION INVOLVED A YOUNG
MAN HE WAS THE OCEAN AND I WAS THE SAND HE STOLE
MY HEART LIKE A THEIF IN THE NIGHT DULLED MY SENSES
AND BLURIED MY SIGHT AND I USED TO LOVE HIM
I USED TO LOVE HIM NOW I DON'T NOW I DON'T I USED
LOVE HIM NOW I DON'T
I CHOSE THE ROAD OF PASSION AND PAIN SACRIFICED
TOO MUCH AND WAITED IN VAIN GAVE UP MY POWER CEISED
BEING QUEEN ADDICTED TO LOVE LIKE THE DRUG OF DRUG
OF A FIEND SEE TORN AND CONFUSED WASTED AND USED
REACHED THE CROOSROAD WHAT PATH WOULD I CHOOSE
STUCK AND FRUSTRATED I WAITED DEBATED FOR
SOMETHING TO HAPPEN THAT JUST WASN'T FATED
THOUGHT WHAT I WANTED WAS SOMETHING I NEEDED
WHEN MAMA SAID NO THEN I JUST SHOULD HAVE HEEDED
MISLEAD I BLED TILL THE POISON WAS GONE AND OUT
OF THE DARKNESS ARRIVED THE SWEET DAWN I USED TO
LOVE HIM BUT NOW I DON'T FATHER YOU SAVED ME AND
SHOWED ME THAT LIFE WAS MUCH MORE THAN BEING
SOME FOOLISH MAN'S WIFE SHOWED ME THAT LOVE WAS
RESPECT AND DEVOTION GREATER THAN PLANETS AND DEEPER
THAN ANY OCEAN SEE MY SOUL WAS WEARY BUT NOW IT'S
REPLENISHED CONTENT BECAUSE THAT PART OF MY LIFE IS
FINISHED I SEE HIM SOMETIMES AND LOOK IN HIS EYES
IS ONE OF A MAN WHO'S LOST TREASURES UNTOLD
BUT MY HEART IS GOLD SEE I TOOK BACK MY SOUL AND
TOTALLY LET MY CREATOR CONTROL THE LIFE WHICH WAS
HIS TO BEGIN WITH I USED TO LOVE HIM NOW I DON'T
NOW I DON'T I USED TO LOVE HIM BUT NOW I DON'T