Can you set yourself free? Can you realize that the entire purpose for your being who you are and why things happen to you is completely because of your own desire? This page is dedicated to giving strength to anyone who comes here but not the keys, as that would be impossible, to enlightenment. This page used to be in a completely different format and although its expression was somewhat a great artistic expression of myself, because of that same such format the information I wished to get across was much too confusing because of other varying degrees which, if anything, seemed to only blur the information I wished to get across. In the end, I sacrificed it for the possibility of it becoming something much greater. May you learn as well that such spiritual sacrifices are necessary for your advancement. Below is a listing of what I have so far at my disposal to show to you. Since my plans to change this page were somewhat on impulse I ask you to please be aware that this page is under a heavy catalyst for change.


Texts I've Reviewed and Found Useful


Acosmic Pantheism
The Effects of Researchers' Expectations
Discussions of the Inhibitions procreated by Group Minds to limit Individual Free Will
True Facts on how you are inhibited by the government
Definition of an EGREGORE



Yes, now its time to take a break and review some of these linxs and why they are placed here in my philosophy page. To the immediate point starting with Acosmic Pantheism we get a spirituality that defines everything as merely a pattern within your own mind. With this being considered one then has to look at how science is being used as a way of conforming individual wills to that of a set pattern by coloring their thoughts. Which is based off of how these supposed scientists decide how to interpret and define the universe which in itself is a flexible system where they can never be cornered as being wrong. Perhaps I should have listed this earlier but if you read The Variability of Fundamental Constants you'll get a good idea about what I'm talking about. To move on then I placed the next link as a way of hopefully shocking you into an awareness that most likely you were not ready to recieve. Because of this I followed that link with one showing you just how the government has taken actions to restrict your growth of consciousness. Which is interesting to note considering such dedication to education these days. Hmmmmm, maybe it has something to do with monitoring new variables and conditioning them for...... you get the idea. Next I ended with a link to a growing list of definitions relating to the word Egregore. Which is something I hope you considered deeply. Especially with lines of thought reading "Everything I do that is right is because of God (notice the Egregore here, the ahhh title with little definiton following) alone and all that I do wrong is because of my own weakness as a sinner." which with out question shows how even the Church is aligned with such malignant powers. Yeah, the day of reckoning is around the corner. Are you prepared? Don't answer because no matter what you say doubtlessly the truth would hold the true answer to be no that you are not.

So if your asking yourself now what do I expect you to do about all this then you are already starting out on the wrong foot. Number one, you shouldn't be asking me you should be asking yourself that question. Only there will you find the answer your looking for. If you find nothing don't discourage, I didn't say this was going to be easy. Rather I was hoping you'd start to feel challenged. However, if your the type who could care less at this point by all means do as thou wilst, thats pretty much what I had in mind for anyone coming here but know why you are doing what you are doing and for those that do I hope you can look that shadow in the face on a day to day basis.

Now with the scare tactics out of the way, don't tell me you didn't notice them, I'd like to move on for those who would care to know more. I've just shown you the current view of the world from a stand point you might not have known existed. Are you prepared to climb higher or are you one of those who is still wondering why I'm staying so close to the ground still?

The Arts of Magick



To begin, I'm not here to question your spirituality, your style of personality, or to impose my own personal paradigm upon you like some New Age Guru's seem to believe is the correct way of pretending to be a teacher. I'm here to show you doors, or windows if your not willing to walk through them, to the world in which you must hopefully consider yourself a part of. The first step is to give you strength which is information. The second step is to let you know that Magick does indeed exist and work in this world. First I'd like you to consider just what magick is. Perhaps the following webpages will help.

The Akashic Record
Consciousness as an active force
The Final Battle
Night Magick
A bit of Enochian Magick
A magickal technique uncolored by bias
Models of Magick
The Supradimensional Reality we exist as a part of
Desmodicus Theory Page
My Current Philosophy Paradigm



At this point you might consider wondering why I listed these sites. No, your right, they are not a listing of spells from some Book of Shadows. Quite the opposite, they are a listing of the metaphysics behind magick. The reason I've listed them is to hopefully help you to realize their are indeed many many souls who not only believe but practice magick with excellent results. For some it happens to be just as much a part of the spirituality as it does their mundane lives. In fact magick, in my opinion, is the link between the spiritual and the mundane. How else would you know Divinity and your relationship to the rest of existence if not through how your understanding can literally shape your mundane life. Synchronicity is a great example of this albeit a form of thinking few can find the courage to live out. So should you go train under some supposed magician by buying his book at the store or whatever? Well not unless you want to be confused. See the problem I've found with most magickal texts is the mundane definitons, the lack of the metaphysical doctrine supporting the beliefs. Some even, almost as a requirement, ask you to literally change you point of view to that of a specific religion that supports magick. The problem there of course that all of them do, its just a matter of understanding how true spiritual truth has been twisted in the modern era of time. Needless to say, to start the whole process of beginning to study magick is not such a bad idea. I personally took the long road of reading up on some of these magickal texts already and personally I've found my own intuition to have come up with better results and better rituals more harmonized with my particular personality. Yet often at the same time I would find information that I personally had come to a conclusion on and then as if synchronistically as if to remove any further shadow of doubt I'd find some text relating to the same thing. Lately I've been working on a Role Playing Game which much like the internet involves one suspending their actions for a couple hours to live out their lives in a world created from information that many consider to be mainly fantasy so as to expand their own consciousness in a world they would have no other access to. The game in question is called Mage: The Ascension and if you ever checked out the other pages on my website you would most likely come across some interesting texts referring to that game. The main point for me bringing this up is that within my particular source writings for the game I've tried to spark an interest in individual freedom and how magick can be used to better ones life. I've also attempted to show some of the actual metaphysical terminology within the game construct itself. If you were to say visit my Mage Page you would find a list of links to my pages and others revolving around my specific interest in the game and personal style to playing within this psychologically supported realm. Now back to my physical mundane life and how it relates to this roleplaying game. For one, I've used the information stored within the texts written for the game to set up my own model of magick and crossed it with the Quabalistic Tree of Life to a get a model that deals with the manifestation of Desire. Needless to say I've found good results in my experiment. So whether you decide to incorporate magick into your real life or just leave it to the fantasy games, like Magic: The Gathering for instance, is completely up to you. I only wanted to point out that while certain groups have attempted to debunk such attempts, and these are often brought up within the RPG itself, they themselves use magick. They twist the truth, which I believe is the definition of a Warlock, to fit their purposes and even while the Church is telling you its wrong they are having a group prayer ritual and the N.W.O. is making movies like Wag the Dog to think the war going on was to take attention away from the Clinton's scandal when actuality it is more likely to have been the other way around (Ask any American whats going on in where....and you'll see my point if you haven't already). Yes the manipulation of information is indeed magick as well. It takes certain truths and by using them alters the mundane world in conformity with the manipulaters will.

I could say more but right now you should have a good idea as to where you stand.