My Lonely Throne

Centuries eclipsed since last I tasted the naked woods
Bowing to me in silent grace, allowing my gentle ravages
Beckoning me with its tiny points of light.
The mirrors I loved awash with the blood of a thousand spiders (again)
And alone into the lateness of the hour I cry.
In this coldness, my own ecstasies lie forgotten,
The delicacy I could not have perceived denied me.
Wolves remain shadows and the elegance of the lily,
The dewdrops on my hand, fade like lavender scent.

Roaming ancient towns to feed the child inside
Cannot change my weariness.
I need to feel the light and leave this agony
Drenched in the black that consumes me.
We will laugh again, if we return to the mansions together,
Reliving the orgy of knowledge we shared
And the fountain of beauty that enchanted me...
So far away.

I found this on my hard drive and can not for the life of me remember where i got it.



"The Raven"

once upon a midnight dreary, while i pondered, weak and weary
over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore
while i nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
as of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
"'tis some visiter," i muttered, "tapping at my chamber door

only this and nothing more."

ah, distinctly i remember it was in the bleak december;
and each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
eagerly i wished the morrow; vainly i had sought to borrow
from my books surcease of sorrow sorrow for the last lenore
for the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name lenore.

nameless here for evermore.

and the silken, sad, uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
thrilled me filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before
so that now, to still the beating of my heart, i stood repeating
"'tis some visiter entreating entrance at my chamber door
some late visiter entreating entrance at my chamber door;

this it is and nothing more.

presently, my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
"sir," said i, "or madam, truly your forgiveness i implore;
but the fact is i was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
and so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
that i scarce was sure i heard you"  here i opened wide the door;

darkness there and nothing more.

deep into that darkness peering, long i stood there wondering, fearing,
doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before;
but the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,
and the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "lenore!"
this i whispered, and an echo murmured back the word "lenore!"

merely this and nothing more.

back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
soon again i heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.
"surely," said i, "surely that is something at my window lattice;
let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore
let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore;

'tis the wind and nothing more!"

open here i flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter
in there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore.
not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;
but, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door
perched upon a bust of pallas just above my chamber door

perched, and sat, and nothing more.

then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
by the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
"though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," i said, "art sure no craven,
ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore
tell me what thy lordly name is on the night's plutonian shore!"

quoth the raven "nevermore."

much i marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
though its answer little meaning little relevancy bore;
for we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door
bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,

with such name as "nevermore."

but the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only
that one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
nothing farther then he uttered not a feather then he fluttered
till i scarcely more than muttered "other friends have flown before
on the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before."

then the bird said "nevermore."

startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
"doubtless," said i, "what it utters is its only stock and store
caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful disaster
followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore
till the dirges of his hope that melancholy burden bore

of "never  nevermore."

but the raven still beguiling all my fancy into smiling,
straight i wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird and bust and door;
then, upon the velvet sinking, i betook myself to linking
fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore
what this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt, and ominous bird of yore

meant in croaking "nevermore."

this i sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
to the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
this and more i sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
on the cushion's velvet lining that the lamp  light gloated o'er,
but whose velvet violet lining with the lamp light gloating o'er,

she shall press, ah, nevermore!

then, methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
swung by seraphim whose foot falls tinkled on the tufted floor.
"wretch," I cried, "thy god hath lent thee  by these angels he hath sent thee
respite respite and nepenthe from thy memories of lenore;
quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost lenore!"

quoth the raven "nevermore."

"prophet!" said i, "thing of evil! prophet still, if bird or devil!
whether tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted
on this home by horror haunted tell me truly, i implore
is there is there balm in gilead? tell me  tell me, i implore!"

quoth the raven "nevermore."

"prophet!" said i, "thing of evil!  prophet still, if bird or devil!
by that heaven that bends above us by that god we both adore
tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant aidenn,
it shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name lenore
clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name lenore."

quoth the raven "nevermore."

"be that word our sign of parting, bird or fiend!" i shrieked, upstarting —
"get thee back into the tempest and the night's plutonian shore!
leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
leave my loneliness unbroken! quit the bust above my door!
take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!"

quoth the raven "nevermore."

and the raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
on the pallid bust of pallas just above my chamber door;
and his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
and the lamp  light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
and my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor

shall be lifted  nevermore!

How Could i call this a Poetry page with out some Edgar Allen Poe? Well i happen to love "The Raven" 



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