well i suppose this kinda ties into my internet bit. but it should be a section of its own. again *laughs* I have to saddly admit that i been on this damn machinefor way to long, and after two years you tend to get involved and meet more people here then in the real world. but the real world is the real world so ill start with blibbers of that. I dont know why, but I need to add bits of friend stuff here, it doesnt feel like a complete page without it. Friends are everything to me i guess. I mean my family isnt too big. i had this whole self realization a while back about how important people are. family the most. but saddly i dont get along with my parents .. wait, i shouldnt say that.. i get along smashingly with them. its just that the familys too small.. i mean the immediats are my uncle and aunt, and a cousin. pretty sad huh? a family dinner could be whipped up in a matter of five minutes. I need something big for my future, a couple kids, maybe a husband with a sister or two.. theres nothing better then having siblings, someone to turn to.. or beat up on occasion *s* .. besides, i think .. since i dont have any siblings, id want to be an aunt.. atleast i partially get that. anyway as i was typing.. ive just started figuring out just how important my friends are to me... they are essentially my family.. hah wether they like it or not, they are my brothers and sisters and damnit, though i might be a bitch from hell.. i love them .. hopefully i can eventually scan some picks of these people .. if theyll allow me to do it

Max.. max is my brother, truley.. i mean he is the man.... i got nooo morals or fears around this guy.. if im sad, i think i could just burst into tears and feel its cool ... i can fart, belch scratch.. fuck do whatever and i dont think hed give a damn.. though.. when this guy lets ANY gas go.. run... breathalizers are hell.. and im not exageratingin the least. The boys been with me through alot wether he knows it or not and i think ill just keep em around for good luck..(pretty white for a fly guy..;-) )

Dave.. dave dave dave.. whelp what can i say.. this is the sweetheart that got me into the world of role play.. and i swear i owe him almost my everything (except for my silly taco bell dogs) for this. RP truley brings out everything in me.. from my utter silly side, to my completely terrifying insane side.. asides from that, his silly hair and nutty expressions always brought a smile to my face.. yay..(and he climbed right up the tree!!... Thats impossible!)

Tammars the gal im moving in with, theyre will probally be a page up on that, shes got the most beautifulcoolest voice, but most forginers do.. shes from south africa, and looks a tad like dana scully. Shes happy and serious all at once and taught me a thing or two about growing up.. i got a hell of alot more to learn though..

Natalie .. *sighs* there is SO much to write on this girl. shes wacky, and seriously messed up.. shes that friend you all have that never goes away when you want them too but is always there when you need them. I feel kind of mean saying that but thats just my relationship with her. I think it has something to do with my fear to admit i care a hell of alot about her. Shes one of my .. or wait she is my oldest friend. And that will never change. I met her when i moved to my new nieghbourhood and weve been tight ever since. theyre has been thoes times where things got bumpy.. but guys will do that too ya.. this girls been through it all with men... its actually pretty damn disturbing to think about

Lindsay.. my evil counter part. were twins, need i say more? Lindsay and i met at an acting camp 10 years ago, she was a loon then and is a loon now. For every jerk out there, theres lindsay, ready with lollipops and wierd quotes to scare them off in a heartbeat. we have an odd friendship going. we wont talk for three months then hook right back up where we left off and be tighter then tight for a while then sort of branch off.. but thats what works for us, and it will keep up till the end of time.. (hey linds, i uh. got something to tell you *s*)

Jeff.. hes my sickdawg.. this boys seriously disturbed.. but, hes damn right carring. ive put up with alot of his shit and hes taken even more of mine over these past years. I only recently met him via the net but this is one net friendship im actually happy about.. one of these days ill get out there to meet him, and save his doggies...

Sarah.. i met the gal back in the old days of blindness and red screens, we clicked, i cant even remember how we met but i dont think it matters, what matters is that we still keep in touch.. i dont know why im really writting on about these people, some of you probally dont even care, i guess its just intrest to myself and to write things out.. anyway back ta sarah, the gals a gem.. truley..

Megan... megs a young one, but the way she presents herself she could come off as a 40 year old democratic freak .. or somethign along thoes lines. the ladys serious. shes a joker but she knows what shes talking about. Meggs one of thoes girls that can joke and love and be stern all at the same time.. i absolutly love it.

Craig.. i had to throw him in here, just to know im still keeping tabs on him. Craigs a close bud from aussiland, another ive never met but it brings warmpth to my heart just to see his precious name up on my icq.... weve been through shit loads together and will continue too ..

Mike.. this is me bud that ive done everything with, goin from ranting to bitching to fuckin to god knows what..hes a heartfelt freak who hangs around just to take my shit *g* which, apparently there is tons of. The mans awsome.. theres a warm spot under my shirt just for him.

Brain.. brian.. man .. theres alot to write about with this one. Hes kind of newer though, and keep in mind, all im writting isnt in much of a cronological order. Now brians a man i met in white wolf, another rp place. I cant remember how or why, but we started writting.. Now Brians one of thoes people that you, for some reason or another find yourself opening up to.. I love it.. hes shown me that emails could be more then five lines long... ive exceeded hotmails limit three times while writting too him.. we mail food, toys and countless other items to eachother, hes a pen pal from hell.. its great...brain update: hes beautiful, impressionable, nifty, cool, i love him.. now, i know he'll come back here one day and see that, and itll be akward and all that but i do, hes amazing. though i could kill him for mailing me a huge bag of just green skittles.. *sigh* unripe damnit.. theyre all unripe.

Will ok ok i know he doesnt like to be spoken about.. but too fuckin bad. .. *laughs* i dont even know what to say about the boy without gushing.. he rocks, hes the man.. this man deserves the best.. (*sploot*)

Marrissa... diner compadrez.. missas been with me since well .. since justin i guess. I HATED the wench when i first met her.. i mean youve never been witnessed to a slanderous conversation until you sat in rv when both of us were in there.. but .. as always, the best of enimies make the best of friends.. i hope to go into buisness with her one day.. we just need funds now (send 19.95 to 44 carl tennen st. *s*) im serious too about sending money *ggl* we need it to open our buisness. (i lub jooo missa, cant wait to wed brandon, youll look great in yellow chiffon.)

Loukas: pogoing freak from hell. hes another one of thoes people i just instantly clicked with. Its saddly dangerous territory too my phone bills are going to sky rocket again.. i love it though, everyone needs a person that they can sit with and talk about nothing, in a meaningful fashion and not get bored.. its great and thats what he does for me...stalkstalkstalk....heh i might not admit it but hes damn fuckin cool, im addicted .. infatuated even, just with calls and talking. its just one of thoes things... i never knew the anatomy of pogos could be so .. fascinating .. (yeah bay-be..*shiver*)

Tony.. AIEEEEEEEE.. thats all i have to say about him. *smiles*

Max.. i .. i dont know about this one yet.. i think im metioning the fruit cake only cuz he mentioned me .. well one things forsure, hes completely off his cycle, which is great.. we got a bit in common .. enough to make me twitch at times, and he has a thing for salt shakers when in character.. i still gotta figure this out.. i still gotta get thoes mr. men books out to him but im waiting for them to publish a mr. nuttball .. just cuz i think it would be more suitting. herm.. more on this freak later.. *blink* yeah. (kee...???)

Josh: my little goth in the world outside of toronto. He keeps me grounded and levled. I cant thank him enough for that. . . i still gotta kidnapp em to get him pierced.. im slowly breaking him in as time goes on.. girl .. da da da da.. youll be a woman sooon.. *slurp* (*cackling*)

Set now, oddly i dont have much a reason to add set into this.. but .. i have a compulsion to do it. you know thoes people, that talk all big and mean? you dont want them to get to know you, you dont want to know them? .. well thats set.. hes a jerk. a bitch.. a piss ant freak. but.. at the same time, hes a sensitive carring bastard. and i cant decide weather or not i hate or like him for that. We havent spoken much .. not nearly enough for me to add him to this.. but i do have scar bite marks on my arm from him and i guess that deserves some mention in this little excerp..

Theres alot more, i mean alot alot.. and thats jsut starting with the people i hold dear. i think ill stop this part for now. friends run thick in my life. I dont want to forget anyone or make anyone feel left out, if you do let me know and ill do something to fix it and add ya to my page. for now, thats it.. check back in a year maybe then ill have had another urge to fix up what im redoing now.