complete list of lyrics to KoRn's yet unreleased 4th album written by Guy W. Opitz on Thursday Oct. 21, 1999. 5:58AM how much of a fanboy am I to pull this off before the album is even released and write it from 2-6AM....('-=KoRn=-') 01 Dead *chorus* all I want in life is to be happy (happy) it seems funny to me how fucked things can be every time I get had i feel more dead 02 Falling Away From Me my time is gone today your feelin suicide sometimes thats ok do what others say im here standing hollow falling away from me, falling, away from me today is here fading thats when im insane im filled with suicide sometimes kill the pain i can always say its gonna be better tommorow falling away from me, falling, away from me beating me down beating me beating me down down into the ground screaming so sound beating me beating me down down into the ground falling away from me its spinning round and round falling away from me its lost and cant be found falling away from me its spinning round and round falling away from me slow it down beating me down beating me beating me down down into the ground screaming so sound beating me beating me down down into the ground what in me they wont go away so i pray go away lifes falling away from me its falling away from me lifes falling away from me but! *beating me down beating me beating me down down *into the ground screaming so sound *beating me beating me down down into the ground *(falling away from me) 03 Trash (personal favorite) how did it start oh I dont know I just feel the craving I see the flesh and it smells fresh and its just there for the taking these little girls they make me feel so god damn exhilerated I feel them up I cant give it up the pain that im just erasing I tell my lies and I despise every second Im with you so I run away and you still stay so what the fuck is with you your feelings I cant help but rape them im sorry I dont feel the same my heart inside is constantly hating im sorry I just throw you away I dont know why Im so fucking cold I dont know why it hurts me all I wanna do is get with you and make the pain go away why do I have a concience all it does is fuck with me why do I have this torment all I wanna do is fuck it away I tell my lies and I despise every second Im with you so I run away and you still stay so what the fuck is with you your feelings I cant help but rape them Im sorry I dont feel the same my heart inside is constantly hating Im sorry I just throw you away *I tell my lies and I despise every second Im with you *so I run away and you still stay so what the fuck is with you *your feelings I cant help but rape them *Im sorry I dont feel the same *my heart inside is constantly hating *Im sorry I just throw you away (I just throw you away) 04 For You (personal favorite) this shit right here its for you all your faces I can see you all think its about me Im about to break this is my fate am I still damned to a life of misery and hate you live never knowin what Id do for you what you are helped me through I do it for you I could never if they werent for you 05 Beg For Me everyone is looking at me I cant get out of bed, there is evil, in my head everyone just let me be because when I hit the stage, it is gone and I am fraid god damn you say you get up for me your the crowd come on give it back to me you wont, beg for me, beg for me, beg for me god damn you say you get up with me your the crowd come on give it back to me you wont beg for me, be there for me, beg for me to me how could this be, I am goin insane and my crowd has my pain, everyone please let me be because when I hit the stage it is gone and i am fraid god damn you say you get up for me your the crowd come on give it back to me you wont beg for, me beg for me, beg for me god damn you say you get up with me your the crowd come on give it back to me you wont beg for me, be there for me, beg for me I feel the shame Im gone insane the things I feel now arent the same who gives a fuck, if my life sucks I just know ONE DAY I wont give up everyone just let me be (X3) *god damn you say you get up for me *your the crowd come on give it back to me *you wont beg for me, beg for me, beg for me *god damn you say you get up with me *your the crowd come on give it back to me *you wont beg for me, be there for me, beg for me (X2) be there, for me (X4) 06 Make Me Bad (personal favorite) I am watching your eyes and follow my, salvation theres so much shit around me, such a lack of compassion I thought it would be fun and games (it wasnt fun and games) instead its all the same (its all the same) I want something to do, need to feel the sickness in you I feel the reason as its leaving me no not again its quite decieving as im feelinG the flesh make me bad all I do is live for you, and in the fix you need it to just to get some sort of attention, attention what does it mean to you (what does it mean to you) for me its something I just do (i just do) I want something, I need to feel the sickness in you I feel the reason as its leaving me no not again its quite decieving as im feeling the flesh make me bad (x4) (it doesnt make me bad)-repeat 07 Its Gonna Go Gway oh fuck fuck fuck ive got this for going ah what is this, this ah set it up, set it up, set it up, oh set it up i dont whine, this is goin away (its gonna go away) i stroke it (its gonna go away) i can see it going on (its gonna go away) we all crumble (its gonna go away) we crumble under pressure (its gonna go away) the pressure (its gonna go away) its all something were livin in (its gonna go away) lets set it up (its gonna go away) its gonna go away (its gonna go away) 08 Wake Up (TRUELY GREAT SONG like from first album, HARD) wake the fuck up! (x8) each day more friegtening, all of us wanna die the pressures tightening, I dont even wanT to try should I take all the stupid bullshit what makes them think they can get away with it im not happy, I wish they'd just wake the fuck up! (x4) I can take no more, what are we fighting for you are my brothers, each one I would die for please just let it go, all our heads are blown lets take the stage and remember what we play for no more, fighting! I swear im gonna leave talkin shit despite me I wish we'd just wake the fuck up! (x4) I can take no more, what are we fighting for you are my brothers, each one I would die for please just let it go, all our heads are blown lets take the stage and remember what we play for (x3) 09 I Am Going Crazy am I going crazy am I insane and dazed am I to last to fix this and what will it costs to escape nothing is right im so scared 10 Hey Daddy let me see, (let me see) all my life has been (taken) taken, this demon (haunts me) haunts me theyre wilting (will be) hell may you fuck me and I'm gagged and bound you pick me up when I am down I can not live without them I do not live without them hey daddy they are taking me (away) putting things in me (my soul) my soul, there eating (*cough*) please help me you fuck me and I'm gagged and bound you pick me up when I am down I can not live without them I do not live without them I carry this thing inside a me wants to get out all it does is scream and shout Im tryin not to let them out they tell me to hurt myself(x3) but I've been there god I listen you fuck me and I'm gagged and bound you pick me up when I am down I can not live without them I do not live without them (hey daddy) you fuck me and I'm gagged and bound (they are taking me) you pick me up when I am down I can not live without them (this demon) I do not live without them (daddy)hey daddy, hey daddy (theyre waiting) hey daddy (theyre waiting) 11 Somebody Someone I cant stand to let you in Im just watchin you, and I dont know what to do feelin like a bull inside,feeling all the love you hide that you ever fiegned, seems it never ends I need somebody someone, cant somebody help me! all I need is to be, loved just for me giving you a this and that giving getting nothing back its all related to all the things i do feeling like a bull inside, seeing all the things you tried I am nothing I need somebody someone, cant somebody help me! all I need is to be, loved just for me I look, I sign, I need, someone, inside, to help me out, with what, Im trying, im crying, im prying in a pile of shit im dying, im dying, im dying I need somebody, somebody! somebody, somebody! someone I need somebody, somebody! somebody, somebody! someone someone 12 No Way lately things all get in my way lately everything is grey it feels like something it feels like nothing so I came too far to end up this way feeling like a god feeling theres no way so Im angry for today angers the only thing of late it feels like something no its, nothing so I came too far to end up this way feeling like a god feeling theres no way to feel this way hating, feeling, falling, to the place where (mix in) people haunt me, I cant help but, keep from falling, to the, place where people calling I cant wait to give them these feelings of hating, keeping inside me for all to take picking at me, ripping at me, whipping at me so I came too far. to end up this way feeling like a god feeling theres no way (repeat mixed with above) give this pain, live this way 13 Lets Get This Party Started well its crying take me on second place but you dont, ill do fine I see your family walking,always thinking of bieng somewhere else in time so i fall face down in a rut i cant seem to get out of please wake me please give me some of it back the feelings I had sometimes I wish I could be strong like you, it doesnt matter each time I wake up somehow feeling the truth, I cant handle lets get this party started, Im sick of bieng you! you make me feel inside,lets with time get to you! lets get this party started, you make me feel insane! i want to be the one, to make myself sane! time is ticking, it makes me feel content with what i have inside constant paranoia surounds me everyone i see is out to get me so i fall face down in a rut i cant seem to get out of please wake me please give me some of it back the feelings I had sometimes I wish I could be strong like you, it doesnt matter each time I wake up somehow feeling the truth, I cant handle lets get this party started, Im sick of bieng you! you make me feel inside, with time get to you! lets get this party started, you make me feel insane! i want to be the one, to make myself sane! you make me feel insane (x5) (stuff i cant make out) sometimes I wish I could be strong like you, it doesnt matter each time I wake up somehow feeling the truth, I cant handle lets get this party started, Im sick of bieng you! you make me feel inside, with time get to you! lets get this party started, you make me feel insane! i want to be the one, to make myself sane! (x2) 14 Wish You Could Be Me (ahahahhaaha COOL!) I am goin insane the shit is all of a pain I cannot maintain as the shit ahh stab my brain I wish you could be me and then yes you would see how tired i am and how she'd get the best of me at least you could look at me while you are raping me you are taking my life and sellin it tee hee hee why should i complain, at least it helps my pain I am very cool now and its time to wrap my bane I am going insane the shit is all of a pain I cannot maintain as the shit ahh stab my brain I wish you could be me and then yes you would see how tired i am and how you get the best of me at least you could look at me while youre raping me at least you could look at me while youre raping me you fucking pussy!! 15 Counting I came back to face whats growing in my head please get away from me take advantage of what I feel yes you do one day you'll beg for me so im saying nothing, each day taking that much more as im screaming all my pain, you will be there counting you just see me as something you throw around you werent there for me (there for me) beaten down to the ground yes it always seems you take more from me (more from me) so Im saying nothing, each day taking that much more as Im screaming all my pain, you will be there counting its funny how we've just started we get the money so the thing is on you we give ya money and the girls and the fame i only do it for the fun, thats my game it's funny how it gets started we get the money so the thing is on you we give ya money and the girls and the fame I only do it for the fun, thats my game so im saying nothing, each day taking that much more as im screaming all my pain, you will be there counting (x2) 16 Dirty (personal favorite) keep knocking, no-ones there, pouring down, will be felt my head by myself all alone, ripping my head off! I hurt so bad inside I wish you could see the world through my eyes! it stays the same, but I just want to live again! keep hoping, nothing to spare, so my life, isnt quite clear feel like a whore, a dirty whore, such a whore, dirty my head by myself all alone, ripping my head off! I hurt so bad inside I wish you could see the world through my eyes! it stays the same, I just want to live again! (just want to live again) I'll take it, I'll take it, I will take it, give it to me you dirty little fuck, dirty little fuck! you dirty little fuck, dirty little fuck! you dirty little fuck, dirty little fuck! you dirty little fuck, I will take it! you dirty little fuck, I will take it! you dirty little fuck, I will take it! you dirty little fuck....................... I hurt so bad inside I wish you could see the world through my eyes it stays the same, I just want to live again I just want to live again, I just want to live again just want to live again, I just want to live again......... 17 Hidden Track "i am going crazy" without the wierd distortion and reversed lyrics playing through the song.