Alone

I am alone…

I am utterly alone…

You left me. Why?

Why would best friends ever part? Why do you hate me? Why are you my enemy? Why aren't I with you? Why aren't you by my side?

So many questions run through my brain, it's almost unbearable.

It just doesn't make any sense, any sense at all. I just cannot understand why exactly you left or why you hate me so.

You told me that after Algus, you were getting me. At that time, I was really confused. I didn't know what you meant. Maybe it was because of the battle…That must be it…You couldn't really mean that…could you?

I miss you…But do you miss me?

…No, you don't! You can't! You hate me!

What did I do? Please tell me, what in the world did I do to you to make you hate me?

Where did our precious friendship go?

You are my brother. We are one. Together, we are strong.

I would give my life for you, yet, it seems that you want to take mine. You do!

I love you, you hate me!

We grew up promising to always be there for each other. We swore to always stick together. What happened to our promises? Gone! They're oblivion! They don't matter to you anymore!

I cried when it seemed that you had died. I cried for hours, days, weeks, months, but you don't care!

I am crying now. I miss the friendship that we once had. I miss our hours of play. I miss blowing grass blades and laughing at the sound it produced. I miss…you…

Yet you still don't care! The thought of me makes you sick! You despise my very existence!

We're two of a kind, the perfect pair! You can't just throw me out! You can't leave me alone! I can't bare it!

You hate me, I love you…

I love you, brother…

Come back…

Please…

I will die without you…

I want to die…

I am alone…

I will die alone…

I can't take it any longer! I can't live like this! An outlaw always running, with no one to turn to! You were the one I turned to, the one who was there when I needed a shoulder to cry on, but now, who's there? Who's there, huh!? No one! You left me, for no reason!!! I hate you for it!!!

Stop being such an idiot! Why are you acting this way!? Don't you care at all!? No! You care only about yourself!!! I can't believe you!!! Damn you!!! Your terrible!!!!!

…I just can't stand the fact that you aren't here…Why did you go? Why did you…go?

Alone…again…Alone…forever…no one's here… No one…not a single soul lingers…No one cares for me…alone…

Delita, I am alone…