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| 9/7/2001-> ... hey peoplez! im sorry, but i have some bad news, im not updating anymore, jus wanted to give a great big shout out to Julie, mai JulieT ^_^. goto aPaRtMeNt 107 tO c Mai PaGe, Da Sn Is iN mAi InFo (look @ ThE MEnU). AnYwAiSe, I BeTTa BoUnCe.... G-LucK aLL, iT'S bIn HeaVeN PoUrInG OuT Mai SoUL tO yOu.... MaHaL Na MaHaL LaHaT ShA.... HiNdI KiTa MaLiLiMuTaN!!!! SiGe PaRe... PaYcE OuT Yo, LoVe Y'aLL.... ^_^ |
8/14/2001-> 1:20 AM. OmG, MaH KuYa... He'S... gOnE. I KnOw He WaS dOrKy N ChiT, BuT wHy? GoD TruLy WeRx In MyStEriUz WaIzE, BuT WtF ... iN mY LiFe, I'vE PrAyEd FoR OnLy 2 MiRaCLeS. ThE FiRSt OnE , GoD CaMe ThRu In OnE HoUr... BuT aT tHe CoSt Of SoMeOnE's LiFe.... ThIs SeCoND MiRaCLe.... HaS YeT To Be AnsWeReD. MaH KuYa HaS biN MiSSiN SiNCe SuNdAy, AuGuSt 12tH. We'Ve fInIsHed A seCoNd DaY oF sEaRcHiNg , nothing new.... I dOn'T SHOW mY sAd EmOtIoNz e Z, bUt JuS KnOw ThAt ThEy'Re ThErE. ThE rEsT oF mY FaMiLiA Is TaKiN iT PrEtTy HaRd ThO. I wUdN'T bLaMe DeM.... AnYwAiSe YaH, I BeTTa Go NoW.... R.I.P. KuyA, JuS FoLLoW ThE LiGhT.... |
¤A NeW BeGGiNiNg¤ Our love's like a pheonix, born from the flame. each time around, it's never the same. The intense fire of drama, choices made, the dear cost of a wish, dreams under-weighed. prayers once prayed, wishes created, from both of us, love celebrated. Our love was reborn, before the flame was gone, our love was reborn, and now it lives on. i almost lost you, we almost split, i felt so bad, i felt like sh*t. we're back now, i hope for good, i love you even more than anyone could. love reborn, remade in a week, it's not lust, but love we seek. god works, in mysterious ways, giving us life till the end of our days. happiness is just a bonus of life, a gift to those who survive the strife. our love everlasting, even after we're gone, our love on this earth, it will live on. rejoice for us, i can't help but smile, and i haven't done that for a while. thanks to my friends, mai colleagues, and peers, i've gotten her back, and rested my fears. thank you to jamie, the life in my world, baby you know, you're my number one girl. Love is a bond, with us two tied, it's over... for now, so peace outside.=P ...GoOdNiGhT every1... tank u too, to thai mai shu 4 da exit line =) |
7/26/01->..... life sux. i know that i was thinking that life was great n all, but trust me, life is a b*tch. this is the worst day (well, yesterday was) that i have ever seen..... well, bye everyone, here's a poem. i wont be updating anymore, since, well, it's kinda hard to explain, but yah, im sorrie everyone, im sorrie for everything i've done, for everyone i've lied to. IM sorrie for everything jamie, i could've done better and been safer... this is my fault... hold on, the screen is blurry.... and yah, im sorrie is pretty much what im trying to say... bye everyone, it's been great pouring my time into this site, and yah. i'll catch you.... around, sometime..... goodbye - RaMiL nObLeZa .:THE END:. Whomever said that love wouldn't die, only when those pigs could fly, doesnt know me, the love i give, the love for you, the love i live. you talked to me, sed it was for best, love is life, and life is messed. you cried all night, you told me too, i wish you didnt, cuz this is true. we're parting soon, dont forget, your romeo boi, my juliet. you got an offer, you told me today, so i wont stop you, or get in your way. i pictured it perfect, the future to come, even tho it sounded, rather quite dumb. but that picture was shattered, torn to bits, cudn't revive it, even with wits. "we have to do this" is what you sed, you know for me, i'd rather be dead. if it's true, that you love me girl, show it to me, show me your world. if you let someone go, and they return to you, is their love really true? if it is, then im back, i don't care, i will be with you, i'll be there. but if we must, and you're with someone new, i guess that's how it is, now im blue. the screen is blurring, i look to the sky, i can't go on, i guess it's goodbye... |
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7/21/01-> Yo, ShIz, DiS gUrLiE oN dA LeFt iS HaNNaH, i KnEw HeR fOr AbOuT a YeAr, AnD iSh HeR bDaY tOdaY... bUt, B4 I Do aLL dA sTuFF 4 HeR, JuS sOmE anNoUnCeMeNtZ n ChIt. dAyM, i"m b z , i BaReLy fOuND tImE tO dO DiS. |
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B-dAy:JuLy 21sT YoU'vE bIn MaI aNgeL, MaI sHiNiNg LiGht, I'd AlwAyS rEaCh yOu, DaY or NiGhT. YoU WeRe Der FoR Me, To BaCk Me Up, YoU'D FoLLoW Me, LiKe A LIL pUp. It's BiN a YeAr, We'rE CLoSeR Den bEfOre, You've OpEnEd My HeArt, OpEnEd A DoOr. NoW I Can LoVe, NoW I Can SmILe, N I HaVeNt DoNe ThAt 4 a WhiLe. so YoU'rE da OnE, whO MaDe Me fLy, I'LL CaRe 4 U, UnTiL i DiE. Its GeTTiN LaTe, I betTa go, me , ur boi, ur RoMeO. MoRe FeELiNgZ InSiDe, StUFF to ReLeAse, TaLk To Ya LaTer, GiRl Im OuT - peAcE. AnD YaH, ThA's it, imma go now, k? aiite, cy'alls nex month, arye? k, bai bai... |
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6/11/01-> HeY Yo, ThErE'z some ShOuTOuTz I'd LyKe To MaKe. First of all (of course, is to mai babie, JaMiELyNn =). Secondlee to CaMiLLe (Yah, miz Nicolas das rye, u), Nina, from LA ( GO LAKERZ!!! ). LaSt BuT ShUrELy NoT LeAsT iS : MaY YeE, Happy B-DaY MaY. |
| II: MaY... Really, i hope you have a great year this coming year, and i wish you the best of luck. N e waise, here's some info on her: yes, that is MaY on the upper-left. MaY (her words) B-DaY:JuNe 25tH MaI FaV CaR: MiTsUbIsHi EcLiPsE MaI CoLoRz: ReD N wHiTe (LiKe VjO Hi's CoLoRz) If I'd LiVe N e wHeRe: MiNNiE'z HoUsE (cept 4 the hard beds) If I had to choose, I'd get a man that would: HoLd MeEh cLoSe WeLL MaY, here's the PoEm I PrOmIzEd U: Well, right now, I'mma say happy birthday, To a special girl, the one named MaY. When she was born, she wuz named MaY, After the month, but still born today. She's a wonderful person angel on earth, and till for her sweet 16, she's waited since birth. She's one if a kind, truly unique, and only one man she seeks. someone to hold her, give her a kiss, someone to love her, give her bliss. Although she's far, i knoe her well, And for her i'd go thru hell. Well, tha's it, this flo's gonna end, so i say to you: Peace out mai friend. MaY, Happy B-day, with nutthin but love, |
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Always and forever, I'm lovin you, Always and forever, forever stay true. Each day with you, and each slow kiss, Is like god's palace, endless bliss. It's so amazing, but yet so real, that you love meeh, and kno how i feel. To you Jamie, goes this poem, written to you, straight from mai home.... |
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Wow girl, it's been a while, I haven't seen you, seen your smile. I've missed you so much, it's been too long, keeping you from meeh, was so very wrong. It's been a while, since i said i love you, even though it still is true, cuz i never said it until you left me, i never said it, u'd never see. U'd never see, that I love you, that I care, and forever plus a day, I'd be there. I never said it, mai one mistake in life, if i did, then u'd be my wife. Cuz u loved meeh too, but that love has died, I can't get it back, even if i tried... So my message is: You live only once, girl, If you love meeh, say you're mai world... |
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4/15/01->Hey², how ya'll doin today? It's been another month and I'm back here editing mai page. Not much will be done since it's easter, but I'm gonna put up two poems for two people. The first one is for my frien'z cuzzin, KC, who died this month. His funeral was on april 8th, 2001 (i think). The second ish for 'MeLeN', who dissed meeh at the mall yesterday . Jus kiddin MeLeN, u knoe I love you! |
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You've been there for us, you've been our friend, so tell meeh why, did it havbe to end? You were great, you kno it's tru, but now you made us all blu. Why must I suffer? Why all this pain, I need a buffer, or I'mma go insane. If jus one more time, I could talk to you, you kno what I'd say, and dis is tru. So i hope your well, in god's side, Cuz you we're mai bro, and i've never lied... |
You kno I love you, and I always will, if da oceans went dry, I'd love you still. If cartoons were real, and fiction true, girl you kno, I'd still love you. No matter what, You're in mai heart, and even across oceans, we'd never part. Keep this in mind, cuz it's all tru, that no matter what, I will love you. |
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and it brings more joy, than words could speak. Cuz I get to see you, your wonderful face, and bask in your warm embrace. Last year I was gone, in the P I, and I missed you, girl that's no LiE. I can't wait till it comes, and that's all tru, cuz all I want is to be with you! SoRRiE iT wAs So ShOrT!!! |
 | 3/07/01->All right , all right, just to let you knoe: That snow trip was fun!!! I developed mai pix (and I'mma scan 'em later). Well, anywaize, I'd like to give a shoutout to da FeIrCeXLaDiEs of KiLLa KaLi (hey!), and to all my friends: if it weren't for you guys, I wouldn't be the guy I am. And : Alwayz take care, to you much luhv, all this frum RomeO, who you're thinkin of... |
Today, years ago, you came to this place, just another baby, in the human race. It's all too good, just to be true, but that's always what I've said about you. You've always amazed me, since day one, but don't leave now, I'm not yet done. I sat in my room, confused and thinking, as it became clear, my heart started sinking. I didn't know now, and I guess, never knew, Just what in the world, I was gonna get you. So I took a walk, to clear my head and my mind, and when I got home, just what did I find? I found comfort, peace of the soul, a place where only I had control. I couldn't reach you, phone, or net, but I wasn't through, no girl, just not yet. I thought for hours, and hours on end, so what was around at the next river bend? I couldn't DecidE just what to do, I couldn't decide just what's for you. So I went there that day, and gave you a kiss, and just for your birthday: I gave you bliss... |
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2/09/01->Oohh, Im so piSSeD!!!! This stoopid AdvanceD editor erased mai homepage. Welps, I have to make up alot of this page (pretty much frum scratch , for the 3rd time). Dis is starting to be a pain. First I was insterting some new java code for anti-clik, then I get disconnected, and when I finally get back on the net, the page is reduced to a few lines (html and body tagz). |
This is enraging, and that's a fact. There's no quickcheck, no easy way, It angers me, more than words could say. One small mistake, and I'm down in the dust, It wouldn't be enough if I just cussed. An hour of work, gone in a blink, and with that Mai site started to sink. It's a blow to esteem, a hit to my heart, That this site was torn apart. Welps, I have to go, fixing it all, If you need me, just wave and call.... |
