~* 2 Weeks Earlier *~

" Justin I'm going to the clinic." I told him as I walked into the room we shared.
" Do you want me to come?" He asked.
" Please."
" OK than I'll come." He said getting up from the bed and put on a shirt.
I grabbed my keys and we went out he door. We drove to the clinic and Justin checked me in. We waited for the doctor for about 10 minutes.
She came in and checked me over.
" Nichole I want you to take a test."
" Ok What kind of a test?" I asked.
" A pregnancy test."
I nodded yes and went and took the test , came back and waited. The doctor came back 30 minutes later.
" Well......" Me and Justin said together.
" Well your going to be parents in about 8 months."
I turned and looked at Justin. Tears started forming in the corner of his eyes.
" Is this happy news?" the doctor asked me.
Again I turned to Justin.
" Yes, it is doctor." He said trying to hold back his tears.
" Ok I'll give you two some time alone while I get the things you need."
I nodded and she left the room. I turned my body and faced Justin. We looked at each other and than he pulled my body into this arms.
" We're going to have a baby." Justin said letting his tears fall down his face."
" Yes, we are." I said letting mine fall. Relieved that he was happy. We stood there for 20 minutes than the doctor cam back in.
"Ok you two this is all the information that you'll need and than this is for nutrient pills." She said handing me a piece of paper and a folder.
I got dressed and me and Justin walked down the halls of the hospital. We got in the car, and Justin made me sit in the passenger seat and he drove. We pulled into the near by drug store to go and get the pills I needed. As we walked into the store a weird looking man followed us in. We went to the back and filled the order and were on our way to pay for it when we heard gun shots go off.
" Ok listen to what I say and no one will get hurt." We heard a man yell. " I want everybody in the front of the store now."
We all walked to the front of the store to fine the guy that had followed me and Justin in.
" OK everybody all your wallets and money in the bag now." He walked around and everybody put there wallets in the back. He came by us and Justin dropped his wallet into the bag. He walked away and than came back.
" What about you?" He asked me.
" I...don't...have...anything...on me...he had it all...and he gave...it to you." I stuttered.
" I don't believe you." He said pulling the gun. He pointed it at me and in a flash of like my world and everything in it came tumbling down.
Justin jumped in front of me and the bullet hit him dead in the chest. They guy saw what he did and ran out of the store. I dropped to Justin's side.
" God no Justin you can't leave me not yet. You promised me we would be together forever. Remember we got married that means we are supposed to grow old together." I said crying like a baby.
" I'm not going anywhere not yet anyway. I have a baby on the way. I don't plan on missing that." He said rubbing my stomach with his hand.
The paramedics came in and pushed me aside and covered up Justin's wound and put him on a stretcher and rolled him outside and into the ambulance. One of the paramedics looked at me.
" Are you of relation?"
I nodded "I'm his wife."
" Here get in the front." He said opening the door for me.
" Thank you." I climbed in.
As soon as the door closed the ambulance took off. We got to the hospital in 10 minutes and they took Justin to emergency. I was told just to wait in the lobby. I sat down in a chair and looked out the window. I sat there for what seemed like forever when someone put there hand on my shoulder. I looked up and saw a doctor.
" Are you here with Mr. Timberlake?"
I nodded.
" You can see him now but I think you should inform his friends and family."
I nodded and went and called the rest of the group and his mom and dad. Than I went into the room to see him. As I turned the knob I hesitated but opened the door. I saw Justin laying on the bed with IV's sticking in him from every direction and monitors hooked-up to him. He saw still asleep so I took a seat next to him. I took his hand in mine and again started crying.
" Please Justin you can't leave me. Now now. Please don't I need you here with me."
He turned his head and faced me.
" I love you Nichole."
I held my breath.
" No you can't leave me now no. We have a baby on the way and you told me in the store you wouldn't leave me. Please don't leave me."
" I don't control things. Just please tell mom and dad that I love them and tell the guys no matter what continue the group without me."
" NO Justin you can't leave me." I said crying harder than before.
" I...love...you...Nichole." And those were the last words he said before he took his last breath of air. I saw his chest rise and all and not come back up.
"NO JUSTIN NO YOU CAN'T DIE!!! Someone please help me!!!"
The nursed ran in and tried everything. The doctor turned to me and shook his head.
" No, oh god no please not Justin." I turned and went to run out the room but I ran into JC.
" Shhhhhhhh..." He told me.
" He's dead JC, My baby left me, he left me." I cried in his chest. He sat there and held me in his arms while the other guys patted my back, and told me it was going to be ok.

~* Present Time *~

I brought my head up and touched my stomach.
" The baby will never know it's father, and Justin will never see his child."
" Oh I'm sure he'll see this child. He'll be watching you and that little one." Lynn said.
I got up and walked to the open casket and my hand went across the coldness of Justin's face.
" I'll be missing you baby." With that I walked out of the church. As I stepped out I felt a flow of wind blow up my back and threw my hair.
Than I heard a faint voice.
" I'll be missing you more."