Well here we are again. I Everytime I see you in my head I think where do we go from here. WE have done almaost everythng, and I still would give it all just to hold you close to me. Have you ever spent all night long stairing at the ceiling until the dawn breaks? If you did then you know how I feel when I am away from you. I do agree with you when you say we need to spend some time apart, but eventhough I might everyonce in a while enjoy being by myself I enjoy spending time with you even better, but then again what do expect I are the beautifulest lady that I have ever had the honor to know.
The way you walk and the way you talk just makes me all goooy inside, but it is a happy goooy that I could have the chance to stand by someone as wonderful as you. But you already knew that. When I look into your eyes the same poem repeats itself in my brain Here is what it says to me.
What was it when I look at you,
What thought brought me through and through,
And bound my heart and lips so tight,
I can not live with out the sight of you,
The word of love can not apply,
But my heart can not deny,
The feelings that it feels for you.
I know that ir sucks but most things that I do is not worth a second thought. Well untill next time, Farewell Angel of Angels
Tim
I have came to the conclusion that this is just not working out. I still feel for you greatly, but I just can't take the insecurity anymore. I will amit that when I am with you I feel like I am on top of the world, but still when you try to hind things from me I feel like there might be something impartant that you are hinding that might just influnce me. I amit that I will probably not feel this way for anyone else the way I feel for you, that comes with having a heart. When it breaks it is never totaly healed. I am sure that you feel the same way, I see it in your eyes and in your kiss (or it might be me). If I am wrong then please tell, because we have never just talk anymore. I never know what you are think or if you care. My heart is trying to tell me to hold on for just a little bit longer, but even now my heart has giving up the fight with realatity. I know that you are probably saying "Thank God." But I thought I better do it now before you do it to me. But like I said when we met. Love is a sickness it is like Depression it is mental and everyone suffers from it sometimes. The best way to deal with it is to get your heart broken a few times till you realize that love is worthless. Again I am sorry I wasted the last few monthes of your life, eventhough they were the best of mine. For once and for all Good bye my love, may the winds of the sea guide your ship on safe waters.
Farewell,
Tim