All right, listen, this is gonna be a long story,
full of pain, laughter, misschieves and also glory,
when I met you 5 years ago I will always remember,
it was so unreal, that night back in rainy November,
you just left the party, none of your friends cared,
only me, that didn't even know you followed and shared,
those thaughts you had storming your mind,
I took you with me, you were gentle and kind,
from the minute on you broke with that dude,
even though with him you started a feude,
it all appeared to turn out just fine,
I met your other side, you were all mine,
I thaught it could stay that way, last forever,
always have you by my side, loose you never,
we were just too much alike, the same personality,
the same habits, thaughts, mind, trying to flee from reality,
the same past, present and future we share,
the two of us were just meant for each other, I sware!
And it was awesome and lasted for a while,
everybody always saw me walk around with a smile,
until one day, almost a whole year after we met,
that autumn evening, I was getting ready to go to bed,
when all of the sudden someone rang the door bell,
I had a strange feeling that visit will show me hell,
when I opened the door I had to realize,
it was your friend from back then, cold as ice,
it didn't even take him more than a few days,
until our relationship was full of betrays,
he killed it, destroyed the best I've ever had,
destroyed you, that made me so fucking sad!
I cried over you, over him I was in rage,
our own appartment seemed to be a big cage,
'til that one day came when I couldn't take any more pain,
all this pain, running through my vain, eliminating my brain,
I thaught every second I was about to faint,
but it was worse, this whole crap was driving me insane!
So I left you, just desappeared without a trace,
didn't have much choice in this complicated case,
the only way I was able to survive,
is to leave the one and only love of my life!
I couldn't walk, talk, sleep, couldn't even eat,
thaught I'd never come back on my feet,
and when I finally gotten over my depressions,
when they finally started turning into bad aggressions,
started trying to make my mind all clear,
and out of nowhere, you suddenly reappear!
So I went to see you my dear,
thaught I was able to forget my fear,
and then we took a long, long walk,
took a long walk and the time to talk,
the hours passed away and then there it was,
like it used to be before - just us!
I was so happy, couldn't believe my luck,
but something was different! What the fuck??
So much had happened during all that time,
what am I supposed to do, dear Lord, gimme a sign!
And then for the second time I had to run,
but it was too early to get back with you, hon'!
And after three more years without talking to each other,
you hit me up online, at first I didn't bother,
we started to chat every once in a while,
seemed to be the perfect time for a final trial,
time went by, we were talking on the phone for hours,
you have proven that you changed, didn't need to send flowers,
when for the first time I came to visit you,
the fear inside me suddenly grew,
while I was waiting for you at the trainstation,
never thaught we meet again, espacially not on such an occation,
it was so cool, so fresh, so free, seemed to last forever,
and over the last weeks we spent so much time together,
it happened to be, since now we're back in touch,
I have to admit that I miss you so much!