18, December 2003

Wow.. aint bin here fer so long... i gotta do hw now.. but i realized i havent blogged in long long time.. so what better time than now? rite? yep yep... newayz... 7 more days til xmas.. aint life great? tommorows minimum day.. so happy... i feel a quiet joy rush over me =^-^=... im not overly hyper like.. ahem.. a certain person who made brownies... and btw.. i want them muches! ^-^ heheh...

sigh... i hate history a lot.. but i hafta do it or else itll affect my college choices... i hate english... stupid democracy!! you wanna kno y im against you?!?! huh?!?! HUH?!?!? WANNA KNO Y?!? ill tell u y u bum! bcuz u cause me to write this STINKIN PAPER!!! that is y im against u... but.. im only writin a paper to show that u will work cuz im too lazy to do the other way.. its too hard.. and miss louie gave us lots to work on the pro-democracy stuff newayz... i hate life.. their implimenting pro-democracy on us!! ;_; sadness...

i like dashboard confessionals... i like their cd... it is mighty cool.. LoL... "my hopes r so high that ur kiss might kill me, so wont u kill me so i die happy...my heart is urs to fill or burst, to break or bury, or wear as jewelery.. whichever u prefer... hands down this is the best day i can ever remember." so coolies... XD... and i hav not finished buying presents... so hard... lessee.. secret santas... mim... sis.. chris..ty... whos left? alot of ppl... uhmm.. tina... angy... iris.. sigh... miche... id get stuff for the rest ofem.. but i am dead broke.. so... wait til i am filthy rich or sumthing... XD

2, December 2003

Happy belated thxgivin... i have yet again.. blocked like... 4 ppl... from my buddy list... i dont care if i need sumthin printed or if i need help.. i will fail... i absolutely do not give a damn if i get a f or a f-... all i kno right now is that i dont giv a shit what u or anybody thinks... history is evil... my history teacher is the antichrist... you ppl dont get it.... i am easily irritable... i will fight bak.. i will scratch u like a cat... i might even throw in sum violence... noone will care when i go away... and apparently.. my mom thinks i hav no pressures at home.. i told her that she pressured me to do well at skool... then she sed that it was my duty to... not a pressure... its supposed to be a given to get good grades for her... FOR her... for HER... not ME... since when did MY grades were for HER benefit??? see... usually kids think that what they do in skool IS for the parents.. and when they get older they realize its for themselves... for their own future... but.. wait a second... my mom sed that it was for HER... yes... for HER... wow.. i never realized i was so naive as to think that i was actually goin to skool for ME.. omg... how stupid was i... now i kno that since its for her benefit... o.. well.. i simply MUST do well...
can u note my immense sarcasm or do i hafta spell it out for u?