13, June 2004

theres no turning bak... i feel it coming... i tried my best to run frm it... but it seems i hav failed... its been so long since i hav felt such overwhelming.. thing... whaddayacallit... feeling ¬ ¬.. yes... im afraid im getting too serious.... maybe i should stop while im making my realization.. sigh... can u believe. theres more downhill to fall? yes... i was so close to the top of everest... so close... just one more platform.. then i wouldve been at the top... but.. i fell... n im still falling... got alot more to go... does my analogy make sense? sigh... i ges not.. ah well... who cares rite? yep... thats rite.. ^^... im bein queer... yep.............. nuthin important to c here folks...jus everyday rambling... yep.... yep... sigh...

12, June 2004

im too lazy to put in anohter archive right now.. o well.. ive bin junkin too much today.. sigh.. this is not good for my already slacking frm drivers ed fatness... lol... XD.. sigh... hmm.. yeh.. i need to start running again... v_v.. but im so lazy.. yehp.. im bored... n lazy.. hmm.. instead of goin online.. i should run... lol.. make use of my time.. lol.. XDXD YEH RITE.. v_v.. hmm.. but it dont tie up the phone line.. haha.. ah well.. v_v who calls neway... haha... TELEMARKETERS... MY ANNOYING DAD WIT THE SAME OLD QUESTIONS... MY MOM TELLIN ME HOW TO DO WHAT I ALREADY KNO HOW TO DO... hmm.. wrong numbers... v_v.. i hate the days when im home all day n im tryin to relax n like.. 7 rings in a row. n its all telemarketers n my parents... v_v... i mean... wth is THAT?? v_v hmm.. ok.. so i dont think the phone is all that important... cuz i hav internet... haha.. but.. what happens when ppl rnt online? then phone is good backup.. XD.. lol... lalaalaa... so phone is important but not exactly necessary.. lol.. sigh.. yth am i talkin about phones o.O?? hmm.. weird.. v_v.. i feel so sad.. n lonely.. lol... n bored... i feel so dead.. ._. hmm.. i jus realize that whenever i go online.. i only talk to like... 6 ppl out of my whoole bl.. lol.. how sad v_v.. hmm.. n.. 3 r on rite now.. n one is away.. v_v i am so frickin bored to tears... i like summer bcuz of this. but i also hate summer bcuz of this... v_v.. sigh... i need to get out n do sumthin... sumone wanna do sumthin? anythin? noone? ok... ill jus go die in my lil corner.. ._. for the 3rd time today... v_v