mandali..namskar...

after many days of non-hibernation i am back..with few thths to spare and lots to share..:) life id OK here ..with regular ups and downs..and the STruggle..i sometimes wonder i mean is the struglle worth it ? Trying to study somethg....do someting in office ...and otherise wahtch movies/plays on weekends.. So "Life seems to follow a cylce....the Cyclic Grind..".He chakra aahet mhnataat na ...te ..hey jevan chakra..i am getting emotional..but to knw intellectually definations and to realise them for actual prcatice are two different things !! Does life need a defination ? is the question if we start from basics.....like most of uas did when we started to graqpple on our own ..after we left home...,a mental picture we percive and then try to live accordingly...but the this may hit a discrdant note many a times..for the simplemost reason that the mental picture is a "borrowed " one..not an original ,our own one..,mostly done by us unkwoingly..! On posiive note......well i do not see immediate change in ..so the basic quality thats key is "equanimity"..! "Observe and watch with eqnaimity "is the mantra...they say..!

enough of philosohy.....byr for now....

hope to be in better state next time..:) "me wathching the grind" ---pondy.