The first fetish club that I went to was "Maitress", named after the seminal (sorry!) French film. It was in a small club behind the Astoria in central London. I was so nervous and yet happy when I first went wearing my new red PVC catsuit.

As I did not know what to expect I was neither surprised nor disappointed, just enjoying being in a club that I could GO to all dressed up, as opposed to having to do it at home on my own.

Although I never managed to go some of the early Skin Two club nights I did make my way to Der Putsch, Torture Garden, Submission and a lot of the numerous clubs around London.

After I had been out a few times people started to greet me and say "hello" and welcome me to the London crowd and although I was of the many "wannabe" male slaves at that time I still got to meet and talk with lots of the regulars. By watching and listening I learned the strict etiquette of the community and over time I came to be accepted as a member of the scene.

I used to wear differnt outfits, from the PVC catsuit to a rubber one and also I often went fully crossdressed complete with false breasts and full - but not over the top - make up. Great fun!

Since meeting The Lady H my experience of clubbing has been very different. For example I had my fist public "wallop"at Torture Garden and I have found that more people come and talk to us. Theses days I go to Torture Garden, Club Flesh, Club R.U.B., Gwendoline and others when The Lady H allows me to.