another untitled

On lonely nights such as these
I curl into my covers and shiver
I am not cold, but I can feel it here
The absence I find now
From when you were near
I miss you so much
Your voice and your smile
Those sweet brown eyes
And adorable giggle
I know it’s a fantasy I live
Pretending your still with me
Sometimes I forget
That we ever parted
But bitter sounds of music
And memories of better times
Remind me that there’s no us
It seems to make
Even the warmest days cold
And the happiest times sad
For it was your love
That drove me to excel
It was your love
That inspired me
To make you proud
I feel no more pride
And many times I cant find
The inspiration to care
But I’ll never forget
The times when you were there
Those summer days in forest
And winter nights downstairs
And moon-lit strolls
That I relive in my warmest dreams
I can’t ask that you love me
Or even to pretend
And I could never predict
That this is how it would end
And what hurts me more
Is I can’t try for your heart
So far from you here
We couldn’t be farther apart
But know now, I’m not done yet