WOW. I made this poem back in 02' Yet another one written of heartbreak. I guess enough time has passed now to make this one public, though after finding it it makes me want to shed a tear still. but... thats another storey. theres a few inside "jokes" in there, so if you dont get it, dont worry bout it. If you do, well, then you already know.
Crumbling World
When waking up
Becomes lifes biggest disappointment
When I can't fall asleep
Because you no longer kiss me goodnight
When I can no longer eat
Without swallowing my soul
And when Mac and cheese
Hurts like hell
When my demons have returned
Becuase your not here to chase them away
When I can smile for you
But I can't even pretend for me
When I live in my fantasy
Because you love me there
When your hugs are all virtual
Because youre never really here
When I hide all your pictures
Because I miss you so much
Evan if I just saw you
When we went out and had lunch
Without you my world is falling apart
And I know we were ment to be
But I'm just a friend to you now
Even If your still the world to me