Well, well my dears, here it is! Finally, I have gotten around to writing
this and posting it! I am so sorry for keeping all you guyz waiting, and
thank you so much for the emails that asked for the next chapter, for if it
wasn't for that prodding, I probably would have kept on procrastinating!!!
^_^ Thanxs so much to everyone who emailed me!!! I have a HUGE apology to
make, I'm slowly by slowly trying to reply to all the emails I have! I AM
SOOOO SORRY if I haven't replied to you!! Some of my emails have been
deleted, so I am very sorry about all this! I will be trying to reply now,
however my email account is out to get me, I know it! It is, it is!!Anywayz
guyz I am so sorry about that and also for the delay in getting this part
out, but I HAVE been very busy. =(
I have a question for you all, has anyone seen the anime show Digimon:
Digital monsters? I know, I know sound like a rip off Pokemon, but it's
really good. And I'm a teen, and I don't normally say cartoons like that are
good (With the exception of SailorMoon!) So anywayz, just email me if you
like the show I have a web page for it coming up it is at:
http://www.angelfire.com/me3/Digiparadise/index.html
I'll also be starting a Sailormoon web page soon, I'm not sure when, but I'm
going to try.
Now the reason why I've been so late with posting this: ( I know, excuses,
excuses. But most are legit) Well with the new year starting I got the flu
that was spreading everywhere, and I got it bad, I was out of school for
like two weeks! Then I had my mid terms which were soooo hard!!!! After
that, I joined a lot of committees at our school, and the teachers chose
that point to load us with projects! AT one point I had three tests, three
projects and one presentation all due in one THREE-DAY school week, I kid
you not my friends!!!! Anyway then I was in my school's science fair and we
went to regionals (YAY!!!) So my partner and I had to spend a lot of time on
that. Then, all this stuff socially, like parties and stuff were going on,
and also the guy I've had the biggest crush on got a girlfriend. Who is like
totally mean, and the thing was that everyone, (and I mean practically
EVERYONE) thought we were going to go out. But oh well . . . =( Then I was
on my school committee to fix up the gym for the end of the year grad, and
that took a whole lot of time, then EXAMS!!(YUCK) Three A+'s and 2 A'S! WOO
HOO! Then all the happenings which occur in the beginning of the
summer..ergh.
Anywayz, my dears, I love you all so I tried, and I wrote this chapter, and
hopefully I'll try to post more regularly again!!!! Well I'll stop with my
rambling, and on the story!!!!
HUGZ TO YOU ALL!!!!
And throw away the key . . . Part 14
By: usako3000
PG
Selene watched her younger sister worriedly. Serena sat curled up tightly
on a chair, simply staring at the window as rain drops splashed violently at
the glass. The sky was dark with clouds and thunder rumbled through the air
like a angry lion. Serena's legs were pulled up close to her chest and her
arms encircled them tightly, as if trying to protect herself. With a
trembling hand Serena reached out and touched the cold pane, sliding her
hand down the window as she submerged even deeper in her thoughts.
Selene bit her lips hard and turned, walking into the lounge where Stephen
and Travis were watching T.V.
"Guys." She spoke quietly.
Both the boys' heads turned upwards in a silent question asking, "what?"
"I'm really worried about Serena. I mean ALL day she's been like
this, wrapped up in her thoughts. I'm really thinking that coming here is a
bit too much for her."
Travis nodded, "Yeah Selene, I'm thinking you're right. But
Setsuna said that we're needed here, it's not just a matter of that movie.
But I see where you're coming from, maybe we should let her take a break for
awhile, maybe go back to Canada for a week or two."
"No."
Both Selene and Travis jerked at that comment.
"What Stephen?"
Stephen kept his eyes on the T.V. "She . . . needs to do this. It's a
matter of her strength, we can't just keep her locked away from the read
world. She needs to be able to get this all out . . . I . . . I'm not sure
how to put it . . . but . . . it's something she needs to do, and we should
just support her. I know it, she needs to stay here. In Japan."
He shut his eyes for a brief moment. Travis and Selene paused in a stunned
silence. Stephen actually saying that Serena needs to do this her own way.
Stephen-mister-if-any-one-touches-my-sisters-I'll-kill-him
with-my-bare-hands-Starr saying that, was something big.
"Besides, she's my Twin. I should know."
He smiled, unaware of the shocked stares he was getting from his older
sister and friend then went back to watching the rerun of Seinfeld.
Selene smiled, a laugh playing on her lips. Turning, she walked back into
the room where Serena had been sitting. She found her sister still in the
same position-but fast asleep and the star locket on her lap, glittering
brightly.
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Darien was confused, upset, worried, and unhappy. Laying in his bed, hands
behind his head, he stared up at the ceiling. A lot of things had happened
since the day that Serena had left.
He had changed in ways and also stayed the same. Before he had met her, he
had sort of built a wall of ice around his heart-he was too afraid..Of what?
Getting hurt? People seeing that he had weaknesses? Simply afraid. When he
had met her, she had broken the wall down and for the first time in his life
he was truly, blissfully happy. But of course, nothing lasts forever-the
dreams started. So he had broken up with her-trying to protect her, keep her
safe. Instead all he had done was hurt her, and also slowly been killing
himself inside.
Of course there had been Reenie which was his only tiny bit of light left.
She had been so much like Serena, from the hair down to the toes. Of course
later finding out that she WAS Serena, in a way didn't come as too much as a
shock. That was why he had gotten so angry to see her get almost killed that
one time . . . of course he knew Serena had been hurt too, which had only
made him more upset. Why couldn't she have been more careful? To think he
could have lost them both made him blinded with anger . . . and he had taken
it out on Serena. He was so frustrated with her not being more careful, he
had to show her some how to be more careful . . . but so angry he couldn't
tell her . . . he had hit her.
Hit her.
Hit her.
He was a stupid jerk, an abusive stupid jerk who didn't deserve to live. So
why did he? And why did she not?
He was never the kind of guy to hurt someone, other than youmas of course,
and he swore never to hurt anyone again. But it was too late.
Too damn late.
She was gone . . . for good . . . what was Sailor Chibi-Sun's words? "She
disappeared one day? POOF.
Gone."
Gone, Gone, Gone.
She was gone. Because of him. If he hadn't hurt her that day . . .
if he hadn't hurt her she wouldn't have left . . .
she wouldn't have gone some where . . .
and she wouldn't have ceased to exist.
God, he didn't even know what part of Canada she had died in, and how did
she die?
Darien's fist clenched and his eyes shut tightly. The wall of ice had risen
again . . .
But now there was Serena Starr. She was beautiful, a lot like his own
Serena, even the same first name. But how could he be such a jerk as to like
her? He loved his Serena, and ONLY his Serena . . . But the feeling inside
his stomach told him to be careful, because he knew it as well as his heart
did. He was falling for Serena Starr.
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Serena tossed and turned in her sleep, dreams of her past haunting her. She
whimpered and her lips parted, silently speaking. Uni looked up from his
resting place on the rug, in a graceful movement, he jumped up onto Serena's
bed and gently snuggled into her arms. Seemingly comforted by the presence,
her restlessness ceased. Uni watched worriedly as a tear rolled her cheek
her lips parted and in barely a whisper she said, "Darien . . . "
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"Okay" Serena struggled to keep her voice from trembling as she spoke to
Darien. With one hand she tucked a wisp of her hair behind her ear, hoping
he wouldn't notice her hand shaking. Rolling her chair closer to her desk,
she continued, "Well,"
She clenched and unclenched her hands beneath the desk . . . "Umm, well,
the people casting the photo shoot liked you, so they said that they'd take
you on. I'm not sure exactly which photo shoot they want you to be cast in,
but they want you to be at seventy-nine storling avenue at 11:00 a.m. on
Thursday. Is..that okay with you?"
"Um, Yeah." He shook his head, hoping that she didn't notice that for the
last twenty minutes he had been staring at her. Oh my god what if she did?
His mind raced.
No, he firmly stated to himself, she didn't notice him staring at her.
Ohmygod, he was staring at her....Serena hoped he didn't recognize anything
about her.
Everything about her was familiar.
She could feel the familiar burning sensation behind her eyes and nose which
told her she was close to tears. He was so handsome.
He felt unbalanced, oh god she looked like his Serena, he wanted to cry. She
was so beautiful.
Pull yourself togther Serena!!!!!
Pull yourself together Darien!!!!!
"Uh Right, Sunday, 12 a.m.."
"Eleven."
"Oh right eleven."
"Right."
"Right."
"So.."
"Uh, I should be going."
"Oh yeah, okay."
"Okay."
"Bye."
"...bye."
A little dazed and confused, Darien got to his feet, adjusted his leather
jacket and breathing in heavily, puffed himself up to full manliness and
started to the door. Grabbing the brightly polished handle he turned and
smiled,