salvation in videogames
i'm really sick of being in debt and having ideas like buying a new car be completely a pipe dream. i make decent money. especially for my age. i just manage my money horribly. i'm really lazy when it comes to stuff like paying my bills ontime (assuming i have the money) and taking care of my car and keeping my house clean, etc. i wish i could get my shit together. so right now, not counting my car loan, i owe like $3600, i have like $800. fuck it. i'll pay it off somehow.
i'm really fucking bored here at work, the building hums with millions of p.c.'s running and the occasional printer startup from something someone tried to print hours ago. that and my own farts. one advantage to working completely alone, farting. that and being able to occasionally go to sleep here and there (trying not to make a habit out of it as it will eventually bite me in the ass. i just got a raise too, i now make $18 an hour. not bad for a 22 year old high school dropout huh?
i keep having dreams where i get arrested, like tonight i drempt that i was doing cocaine out in public on this huge mirror on the hood of a car in full view of everybody around me and a cop came up and i was like "so what?" and then he arrested me, since possesion of coke is a felony, and i had to ask my girlfriend to call my parrents to ask them to bail me out.
all i fucking do now is work, eat, sleep, and play videogames.
aeser