November 22, 2002. Wow, it's been almost a year since I updated this thing. I don't think I have much readers anymore for it. Haha, it was fun while I had 10,000 visitors, but who wants to keep seeing the same thing? Of course no one, why would they? haha. If you check here sometimes to see what I've updated, sorry. School, work, and a girlfriend has kept me busy for most of my time and I barely even come back here. When I do look here to see what was my life like, it does make me smile thinking how much fun I had through high school and half of college. Funny how things change.

Now I'm just going to ramble a bit. Why? Because I feel like it and I hope I do make sense while I go on.

Change sucks. I know what some of you are thinking, change is always for the better or change works in mysterious ways like fate. Optimists is what I say. People try to look at the better part of life, but I'd rather just accept reality and expect the worse. Can't hurt any, right? If you expect the worse, and it happens, then you're ready for it and maybe you won't have anxiety attacks. You had a feeling it was going to happen.

Then again, always hope for the best? Yeah, that's what a kid said to me once. A kid that skipped two grades. Smart as hell. Full scholarship to Berkeley. His dad was a rocket scientist. Expect the worst, hope for the best. Is that a realistic way to look at things? It's the best way to look at things from my standpoint and not think about suicide. Just a little shimmer of light in a bleak tunnel always keeps the human spirit alive with hope. It does suck that a kid had to tell me this. arg. I always hate it when people younger than me dispense good advice that I should have thought of. Ah, I'm rambling too much now.

Anyway, enjoy, I won't make empty promises, so I don't know what's going to be updated.

May 25, 2003: Wow, it's been a while since I updated this place. Three people actually signed in my guest book and I'd like to express my thanks to them since it does require a bit of effort to sign it. Let's be honest, no one really wants to write in a guestbook. I rarely do. But thank you to all the people who do, it makes me feel special knowing some people actually still come to my website.

So instead of it being 5 years in the making, it's 6 years in the making. I've stopped updating. I know, I know, it sucks if I do. But no time, I'm trying to graduate from UCI this upcoming year. Let's still see if I'll go onto to dentistry or doing something else.

So, for those of you who are interested, I did update my website! I found my old fortune cookie java script and placed it below this message so all of you can get some fortune cookie sage like answers. This used to be my favorite part of the site- probably because this and the enter sign in the index page are the only java script I know of. So click on it like an 8 ball. I think I have over 200 sayings in there.

And now, the part where I ramble on. So what is there to ramble on about? Well, my girlfriend and I are almost one year. She's a rich American girl who lives in Irvine, where the famed Will Ferril was raised. I try not to stereotype, but it's hard to do it when she's your typical caucasian girl. And you minorities who read this, I know you hate being stereotyped, but it's real fun to stereotype white people, especially when y ou read history. Yeah, it's bad of me and I'll get my ass bit especially hard if I don't settle down with the jokes. All and all, we're happy together. Moving a third time too, the predicament with this is, well...hell, we move out May 31st, but we don't get our new place till June 3rd....homeless for 3 days AND don't know where to put our stuff. Funny, being that today is the 25th. Time's pretty funny.

No sentimental comments right now. I'm just happy that you guys have read up to this and going to explore my website soon. I'm trying to purchase a website when I learn more HTML, Java, and Flash; it will come this summer. Till then!

cheers