LOST SOUL
Here alone I'm trying to face,
This world that's a lonely place.
Where I just want to be
A part of everything,
And still somehow be free.
I know that I'm missing something
For I can't stand to say hi,
But I can't stand to say bye,
And I can't stand to just smile,
Yet I can't stand to just cry,
I can't stand to let myself live,
Nor can I stand to let myself die.
I wish I could just forget,
All the things that I remember
These thoughts that cause me pain.
Yet the things I wish to remember,
Always seems to be forgotten.
Lost somewhere out in the rain.
What is there left to care for
Being a lost soul hoping for more?
~J.W. May 14, 1997
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