Hi! This is a one-part fanfic I wrote, It's sort of bitter, but the
ending's happy. In the story, Usagi feels a little bitterness to Mamoru!
DO NOT GET ME WRONG! I LUV MAMOCHAN!
 But I wrote this story when I was feeling sort of in the dumps. In case
you haven't read my other story yet,
THANK-YOU, LOBSTER, MINA-COMA, MOO-COW, GINGER, AND PEPPER!!!

Well, that's it, read on...

Happy times, and the Sad.

Told by Usagi as Princess Serenity.

 The dark energy is everywhere ,I can see it. This is the final fight
all the others are around me, everyone is there, all my friends even
Mamoru is with me, As I stand there watching all my friends helpless, at
the hands of the Black chaotic Shadow, my mind takes me back, to the
very start....

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I was a normal girl, bubbly full of fun, most of the boys liked me, I
had good marks, well . . .sort of. Anyway everything was fine until my
14 birthday, that night I had this dream, I was a princess, and this
black shadow took over my world, then I saw my true love being taken
away, so I screamed out and jumped out after him, we were pulled apart
and then all went black, that's all I could see, swirling clouds of
black, then a bright light, and I felt nothing any  more...
 When I woke up, I was shaken up, what did it all mean? Soon after I
found out that I was the legendary soldier of justice, SailorMoon
destined to destroy all evil. then I was joined by the brain,
SailorMercury, Ami. She was calm and quiet, and I was happy to have
someone to fight alongside with , then came the mysterious Sailormars.
The hot tempered Rei Hino, always on each others nerves, we are,  but
we're close in our own way. Later we were joined by the strong
SailorJupiter, Makota, we were always close, she stuck up for me, and
sort of fought part of my battles. My protector. But still I felt almost
left out, no one I could really relate to was in our group, until Sailor
Venus came along. My best friend and comrade, Minako. She and I are a
lot alike, almost like sisters. We look alike, and sometimes think
alike, she is the leader of my guard, and my one true friend. I can
always rely on her to be there.
 But even before the others joined me, one man fought by my side. He was
TuxedoMask. Or Prince Endymion. My one true love. After everyone had
joined me, I found out that TuxedoMask was none other than the obnoxious
Jerk , Mamoru who teased me Day and night. But we soon fell in love all
over again...

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 The darkness is getting closer, I can feel it. My only choice is to use
the Crystal. But if I do, I'll die. that's not what I want. But now,
when I think about all I've been through, and will have to go through.
I'm not to sure....

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 My biggest problem is Mamoru. I love him more than anything in the
universe!But I'm not sure he feels the same way. See this is the way it
started...
  As I said, when I first met him, we both totally hated each other he
called me ‘Odango Atama' and I called him a conceited jerk! But we soon
grew to love each other. Everything was fine until a pink haired girl
called, "chibi-usa" fell into our lives. Mamoru started to treat her
better than me, then soon after he dumped me. I was devastated, but the
little flamingo was delighted, since she had a crush on Mamo-Chan, and I
was out of the picture. After a while we got back together, and later
traveled to the future when we found out that the flamingo was mine and
mamo's daughter! Also, it turned out, that King Endymion, was the one
who caused Mamoru to break up with me. He had sent dreams, which
involved me dying if mamo-chan got close to me, but the King said it was
to test our love. After when I was kidnapped by Diamando, Tuxedo Mask
came to my rescue, and saved me, I was SO happy, I though everything
would be perfect now that we were to be together for the rest of our
lives, but, after Mamoru stopped ‘wooing' me, since he knew destiny was
set.
I never complained until, one day, I asked Mamo-Chan who he loved more,
"Me or Chibi-usa."
 He remained silent. I knew what he wanted to say, I was crushed. We
never talked about it after, and I think he's forgotten, but I haven't.
 Don't get me wrong, I do...sort of...like Chibi-Usa . Well okay, I do
love her. She's my daughter! But I hate her at the same time. In the
future she loves her mother and father and in our time  she adores
Mamo-chan, and he adores her. I sometimes, well most of the time feel
left out. No one knows this, but at night I cry my eyes out, because he
loves her more than me.
 I guess I'm sort of bitter, but I can't help it! I've never lived the
way I want to, I've never had what I wanted All I've ever done has been
for them, not a single thing for me. Hey, don't think  Mamo doesn't love
me at all, he does. But really, the only times he says it, is when I'm
about to die. After the fight with Galaxia, Mamo treated me better than
ever, he even gave me an engagement ring! But still.........

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 I hold out my hands in front, my voice radiates as I scream out, "MOON
CRYSTAL POWER!!!DESTROY THIS EVIL!!!" I'm pushed back a little by my own
force as the power surges from my hands. My hair is whipping against my
face. I feel pain. My power is stronger than me. It'll take my very life
force to destroy this evil. I know what to do. I scream out, and raise
my hands into the air, the crystal floats above them taking my energy,
and from it spins a magnificent whirlwind of light. My memories come
flooding back..

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 I first met Pluto, when Chibi-usa was here, she was a tall mysterious
woman, and there was a certain sadness to her, soon after she joined us
but stayed far away. I remembered the times on the moon, when she was
my, ‘puu' soon she and the flamingo drifted apart.  I feel sorry for
her, we're all to live for eternity, but she is all alone, I found out
she loved Endymion a long time ago. And fell in love millenniums ago.
But she never talked about who it was.
 Haruka and Michiru. Michiru is like a mother to me, or at least she
tries to be. She's very kind and ear to me. So is Haruka. When Haruka
first  arrived she made me and Minako believe she was a boy, and once we
almost kissed. Mamoru got a little jealous, when we almost kissed. I
care deeply for both Haruka and Michiru though we've had a lot of
differences, where we've fought against each other.
 Then last but not least Hotaru she was supposed to be alienated from
all others, for all eternity. I won't let that happen! She and I are
alike in many ways, we both have big responsibilities put on us, she can
destroy the world , I can reconstruct it.
 Hotaru is the Shenshi of destruction, and when we first met  her she
was evil, Mistress 9.chibi-Usa and I were her first friends.
 Altogether we all make up the nine Sailor Shenshi, Forever!

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 The shadow lets out a shriek as my energy goes through him, in a flash
of light, he is dead. I manage a small victory smile then I feel the
blackness surrounding me, wanting to take me within their grasp, I'm too
weak, I succumb to it, all goes black.......

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I'm floating, yes, I'm floating. Am I dead? All that is around me are
swirling clouds of pink and purple, I feel serene. Suddenly there is a
figure in front of me, I can't recognize it yet, it's my Mama! She
smiles at me, I start to rush towards to her, but, wait, I'm being
pulled back to o that cold black place! No, Mama! Don't go! NO!

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 I open my eyes, Mamoru is staring down at me, his blue eyes are masses
of emotion. I can't talk.
Am I dead? I feel like I'm there but not there, I think I'm a spirit.
 Mamoru is hugging me, he's crying. He's saying something...
 "Oh, Usako, please don't die! Don't leave me!"
 Hmmpphh! He always says that when he thinks I'm about to leave him.
 "Usako...Remember when you asked me, who I loved more, you or
Chibi-usa?"
   Oh! I guess, he didn't forget.
 "I LOVE YOU! Usako, I'm sorry I know, I sometimes I acted like I liked
Chibi-usa better, but I don't , you're my life! Without you I'd die!"
 OMIGOSH! He said it! He said he loved me more than anything, I know he
means it, I can see into his very soul.
"Mamo-chan...." I manage to croak out, his eyes are lighting up, he's so
cute!
"Usako!" he cries.
 I don;'t know what happening, but we're kissing now, I love him SO
much! and know I know he feels the same.
All the other are around me, now as well, all hugging and laughing, I've
never felt more happy!
Then Mama is there too! Everyone turns to look at her, She holds out her
hand, and says to me, "Darling, it's time for all of us to become as we
were in the Silver Millennium, the crystal has regained all it's
strength. The Silver millennium is once more!" she smiles and we're all
enveloped in light....

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I'm standing on the balcony of the castle, Endymion's arms are around
me. I'm happy.
 Now I'm only 15, I'm to young to marry, but we're engaged and when I'm
17 we'll have the marriage, Endy and I together forever through the
happy times and the sad.........................

Well, how do you like it? I told you the ending was happy. EMAIL ME!

Usako3000(Chibix8-usa)

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