Remember
chapter 1
by FireDreamer
*dodges any rotten fruit that may have been trown at her for her last fanfic* Okie. This would be part one of my first YYH chapter fanfic I posted it to the YYH fanfic message board but you guys'll actually get part two sooner than them (I don't feel like posting it there yet) Anyway there is a little about the phycho mind that came up with this story at the end ot it.
I suppose after so long I have been getting weak, letting people slip past the hard shell of indefferance and uncaring I keep. It took me awhile to notice this. That I had begun to care about some people. Yukina. I cared about what happened to her. I supposed I knew I'd care about my sister, ever since I started looking for her. I have never told her she is my twin, nor do I have any intention to. My reasons are not what anyone would exect. I do not want her dreams about this perfect caring bother she is searching for to be broken. It would hurt her. It would hurt her to know her brother is a killer, a liar. She doesn't deserve that. I would hate to ruin her dreams. So I protect her the best I can and hope that maybe someday I will be worthy of the title Yukina's Twin. Now...
Kuwabara is always saying the most stupid things. He likes my sister, anyone could see that. The way he practicaly drools and spouts poetry in her presence...well he would if he were smart enough. Kurama. The only other person that managed to slip past. How that fox managed to slip so far, unnoticed I'll never know. Now I care about him in a way that disturbs me. The strength of my feelings for him make me feel uncomfortable. Different than my love for Yukina, but I think I love him.
Love is a weakness though so if I just forget about him maybe these feelings will go away. Besides he wouldn't want a forbidden child for a lover. No, not the beautiful, prefect youko.
I am looking at him through his wondow now. He is writing, doing homework I believe. I smile a little as he runs a hand through his hair. A completly natural gesture for him, but unbelieveably sensual. His bright eyes are focused on the paper with such intensity that I have seen him often use when fighting. Not joking now. His mouth moved a little and he looked straight out the window. Hiei froze. Kurama was staring straight at me, but apparently he didn't see me, not yet. Did he know who was looking in his window? Did he already know it was me?
He smiled and went back to his work. I breathed a sigh of relief and went back to my observation.
It was dark by the time he finished with his work. He stood and opened the window. Once again I froze, but this time he said something. "Hiei, why are you watching me? Why don't you come in?" He whispered these words almost too softly for me to hear and his light went out. I crept forward. Did he really mean for me to visit?
The window was still open so I slid in and looked around his room. Neat and clean. Organized. Just like you'd expect Kurama's room to look like, I suppose. "You did hear me. Why were you watching me?" I had detected that faint tone he always used when teasing. He wasn't angry, he just thought he knew already. "Hmph." I certainly couldn't tell him the truth. He'd never believe me, and it was the weak thing to do. I am not weak.
"Oh C'mon Hiei," He leaned hs face dangerously close to mine, Icould see his smug face in the moonlight. "Why?"
It was so easy. I leaned forward a little and our lips touched. Then I drew back. "You think you know everything silly fox, why don't you tell me?"
I left at that point. I had done too much already. I hurried away as fast as I could without looking back, or I probably would have seen the smile on his face.
"Stupid human ideas." Kurama pshed me into the booth and sat beside me. The only reason i didn't toast everyone there right then is because this was Yukina's idea and she sat directly across from me. Yukina's face practically bubbled with happiness. "Well I guess everybody but Yuusuke's here."
"I'm here!" Kurama moved closer to me so Yuusuke could sit on the end. Smushing me between him and the wall. He was doing this on purpose. I just knew it. His whole side touched mine. Suddenly it seemed very hot and stuffy in the restaurant. Yukina smiled brightly as Yuusuke sat down.
To be continued...
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Anyways about me:
Okie First off I'm 15 going to be 16 near the end of July. All of my fanfics for YYH are probably going to be Hiei/Kurama stuff. Hmmm..My favorite anime characters are: (pulls out ten foot long list and reads off the top few) hmm..Hiei, Kurama, Nuriko, Hotohori, Tasuki, Zelgadiss, Rezo, Xelloss, Sephiroth, Vincent, Arislan, (how do I spell that name?) Narsus, hmmmm..well I'm not going to bore you any more with that.
Umm YYH is my favorite anime and ...I'm going to stop now.
FireDreamer