Suicidal Proposing
by animesan_2000
Oh um... I just want to submit a fanfic. It's a short one... comments @
animesan_2000@yahoo.com¡§Suicidal Proposing¡¨ a fanfic by animesan
Okay so this is a Keiko- Yusuke fic. Of course it¡¦s a love story. If you know
Filipino you¡¦ll like this. If not the better.
Standard Disclaimers Advisory: Characters owned by Yoshihiro Togashi. All rights
reserved.
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Keiko¡¦s hands held the phone tightly. Silence covered the Yukimura
household.
¡§Nani?! Yusuke, you speak Spanish?¡¨
¡§Well Filipino actually.¡¨
¡§So what does it mean?¡¨
¡§Mahal kita Keiko. It¡¦s your problem now to understand it. You don¡¦t
know how much these words mean to me. Please understand.¡¨
¡§But Yusuke I¡K¡¨
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Keiko laid down the phone clenching her nightgown. Mahal kita Keiko? What the
heck does it mean?¡¨ The words echoed through her mind. Could it mean I¡¦ll
see you tomorrow Keiko or I hate you? The possibilities of one phrase. Keiko
sighed and soon the thoughts left her mind. She then drifted to sleep.
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Another school day in Sarigawa High School, as always Keiko Yukimura, looked
furiously for Yusuke. Strange though, Yusuke didn¡¦t go to school that
day.
The sunrise turned into sunset. Time flew fast for Keiko today. She sat at the
park bench thinking. Just thinking where the black haired boy went
Keiko sighed. Exhausted from the day¡¦s work. Trig test tomorrow. Maybe Yusuke
will be absent the next day too.
¡§Oi Keiko! What are you doing here?¡¨
¡§Who the¡K Oh hi Kurama. I was just¡K Oh nothing.¡¨
Kurama smiled and sat beside her. She looked as if she was in deep
thought.
¡§He called you didn¡¦t he?¡¨
¡§How did you¡K¡¨
¡§It¡¦s something I picked up from the grapevine.¡¨
Keiko lowered her head, trying to hide her blushing face. Kurama looked the
other direction after sensing her embarrassment.
¡§ Koenma sent him to another mission. It¡¦s obvious he would call you
before he left.¡¨
¡§Uh yes. That must be it. Kurama, when will he come back?¡¨
¡§Gomen Nasai. That I can¡¦t tell.¡¨
She stood and left Kurama. It was visible in her eyes that she was very
disappointed. Kurama shook his head. He decided he couldn¡¦t tell her that
Yusuke was not just being sent to any mission or that he wasn¡¦t coming back.
He sat in silence then whispered¡K
¡§Sayonara Yusuke, We¡¦ll never forget you.¡¨
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Koenma stood with Yusuke at the border to the Makai. Koenma began to speak in
disbelief.
¡§Look Yusuke, I had no idea. I¡¦m sorry I just ¡K¡¨
¡§Koenma chill out okay? Everything is gonna be fine.¡¨
¡§Baka! This is a suicide mission yet you show no defense for your life. Are
you out of your mind?¡¨
¡§People have to make sacrifices Koenma and it¡¦s an honor to sacrifice my
life for the Ningenkai¡¦s sake.¡¨
¡§What about Keiko? Would you like to see her cry over your death?¡¨
¡§Keiko¡K The name will stay in my heart till death and after. Koenma,
promise you¡¦ll take care of her okay.¡¨
¡§The last request of a hero¡K I will do what I can as long as it makes you
happy.¡¨
Yusuke stood straight with his pride and his hopes up. He then looked under the
Makai portal. It looked like a giant black hole and it will take all of Yusuke¡¦s
energy and soul to close it. That will mean no chance for resurrection.
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Kurama stood outside the Yukimura residence. He was still unsure of what the
heck he was doing there or even why. Still, He was ready to ring the
doorbell.
¡§What the heck are you doing?¡¨
¡§Nani? Hiei what are you doing here?¡¨
¡§Answer my question first.¡¨
¡§She has the right to know. I know that it is important for Yusuke to see her
again.¡¨
¡§ Baka! If you bring her to the border both of you will be dead.¡¨
¡§That doesn¡¦t matter now does it? If Yusuke hadn¡¦t volunteered the
whole team¡¦s lives would have been in danger. We owe him!¡¨
¡§We¡¦re still under strict orders.¡¨
¡§Yusuke!!!¡¨
¡§Where the heck? Keiko?¡¨
¡§Where is she going?¡¨
Keiko rushed out of the house. Kurama was too confused to react and Hiei was too
surprised to move. Another figure exited the residence.
¡§The plan worked Kuwabara?¡¨
¡§Like a charm.¡¨
¡§I was tricked! Shimata!¡¨
¡§Hey! Yusuke has the right to see her you know. Why can¡¦t a shrimp like
you understand that?¡¨
¡§Now is not the time to argue about that. Baka ningen! It¡¦s okay if she
runs to Yusuke but she might die if Yusuke accidentally loses control of his ki.
Now that will be devastating.¡¨
¡§She¡¦s grown up Hiei. She can take care of herself.¡¨
¡§We¡¦ll just make sure that she can.¡¨
The three tanteis rushed to catch up with her. They knew that they had to make
it in time before it was too late. But will they make it alive?
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Yusuke was weakening by the minute and the portal was still open. Koenma stayed
at his back and watched him. Yusuke was struggling and was soon on his
knees.
¡§Yusuke, You do love her don¡¦t you?¡¨
¡§Koko¡K enma. This ii..s not thth..e time to ta¡Ktalk about it.¡¨
¡§Curious. It¡¦s just that it¡¦s not like you to just take this mission
without saying something to a girl you had a crush on ever since grade school.¡¨
¡§How did you¡K¡¨
¡§Botan let me peek at your file.¡¨
I¡¦ll kill Botan for that
¡§I know that.¡¨
¡§Do yo¡Ku have tt¡Ko know every¡Kthing I¡¦mm thinking aa¡Kbout ?¡¨
¡§It¡¦s my job to know. Besides I wanted to.¡¨
¡§Keiko ii¡Kss the only gg...irl who un¡K.understands me. I just can¡¦t ss¡Kay
that I lo¡K well you know ri¡Kght away.¡¨
¡§So you proposed in another language.¡¨
¡§Let me guess- Botan again?¡¨
¡§You know, the view from the Rekai is wonderfully clear at night.¡¨
¡§Stop your babbling. I wi¡Kwill close this portal ii¡Kf you p¡Kplease let
me co¡Kcontinue.¡¨
¡§Hmph. You act the same even when you are about to die. How about that?¡¨
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Keiko cried at a nearby bus stop. Kurama caught up with her first. Upon seeing
him, Keiko began to cry harder.
¡§Why did the baka do it? Doesn¡¦t he know I¡¦ll end up like this? He
doesn¡¦t love me. He doesn¡¦t love me at all. He doesn¡¦t give a damn of
what will happen to me.
¡§That¡¦s not true. He did call you last night didn¡¦t he?¡¨
¡§So what? He did he didn¡¦t make sense.¡¨
¡§Think about it. You¡¦re the last one he called. He didn¡¦t even say a
word to us. Doesn¡¦t that make you special enough? Both Kuwabara and I had to
disobey Koenma¡¦s orders just for you to see him.¡¨
¡§Arigatou for that matter. But it¡¦s only your own opinion that Yusuke will
want to see me. He doesn¡¦t, don¡¦t you see? He didn¡¦t say goodbye. He
didn¡¦t make sense or anything.¡¨
¡§ You¡¦re really stubborn Keiko Yukimura! Think of what you¡¦re saying.
You are fooling yourself. Think!¡¨
Kurama turned his back on her. His figure disappeared in the darkness. Keiko
cried harder thinking of what she had done. He¡¦s right. I am fooling myself.
I just can¡¦t¡K I just can¡¦t accept the fact that¡K. She felt paralyzed
as a new thought crossed her mind. Her crying stopped. Mahal kita Keiko¡K Wasn¡¦t
that what he said? Could it mean¡K. It couldn¡¦t but¡K. Yusuke I¡K.
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¡§Funny how a gentleman like you can get mad at a woman.¡¨
¡§Yusuke loves her. Why can¡¦t she see that Hiei?¡¨
¡§Who knows? If she does want to see him, Mushiyori city is just a few blocks
north.¡¨
¡§It¡¦s almost midnight. Any minute now and¡K.¡¨
¡§That man will be a goner by then Kurama. A goner.¡¨
¡§A hero is what I would like to call him¡¨
¡§A hero? Hn. Probably.¡¨
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Yusuke¡¦s ki was dangerously low. Koenma held back the pain that at any moment
Yusuke will die.
¡§Urameshi! Ai-shiteru!¡¨
Yusuke turned weakly at the direction of the voice. It was Keiko Yukimura.
The portal closed. The process drained him almost completely. Yusuke¡¦s lack
of spiritual energy caused him to collapse on the cold road.
Keiko threw her arms around him. She cried softly while Yusuke tried to return
the hug.
¡§Ai-shiteru Yusuke. I know what it means. I know what it means.¡¨
¡§I knew you would find out Keiko. Do you know how much those words mean to
me?¡¨
They were quiet for a moment. Koenma left them, knowing they needed privacy.
Yusuke smiled at Keiko¡¦s face. His soul will leave of him soon. He blinked a
few times and he carefully wiped away her tears. He grinned at her, unafraid of
showing his feelings.
¡§Kuzureochisou na sora o sasaete¡K¡¨
Supporting a collapsing sky)
Keiko didn¡¦t move. She was surprised to hear that song again, their song
again. She understood what Yusuke meant and so sang along.
¡§Hitori tachitsukusu¡K¡¨
(Standing there alone)
With one last breath Yusuke whispered his last words.
¡§Tada kimi no-kimi no-soba ni-itai yo¡¨
(It¡¦s only at your side, that I want to be)
Keiko cried in sorrow. Yusuke¡¦s death left her shocked especially since he
died in her arms. Snow began to fall that day, signaling the arrival of a new
season, but cold air seemed to mourn the tragedy. Lovingly, she held on to his
body, and then continued what they had started together.
¡§Anbaransu na kiss o kawashite
(Exchanging an unbalanced kiss)
Ai ni chikazuke yo
(Brings love nearer)
Kimi no namida mo kanashii uso mo
(Both your tears and painful lies)
Boku no kokoro ni nemure
(Sleep in my heart)
Ai-shiteru Yusuke Urameshi¡K Mahal kita.¡¨
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Author¡¦s notes:
Dedicated to my dear pet ¡§Angel¡¨ who died of sickness. You¡¦ll always be
my angel through sadness and grief.
Let your memory last forever.
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Anbaransu na kiss o shite is sung and composed by: Takahashi Hiro
The song really doesn¡¦t go that way but it is true that it is dedicated to
Yusuke and Keiko
Contact at: animesan_2000@yahoo.com