Fallin'
by Teri Desario / Aurora / Helios
Hello Minna-san! It is me, Aurora/Helios! The fire twins! And we've/I've made another songfic. It's pretty mushy and you'll have to blame the soap opera that's on before Yu Yu Hakusho is played here in the Philippines. When I wait for Yu Yu Hakusho, I get to watch part of it. Yeech.
Anyways, All those disclaimers and such, I don't own the characters or the song. Too bad. I like 'em both
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Fallin'
Teri DeSario
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I'm afraid to fly
And I don't know why
I'm jealous of the people who
Are not afraid to die
>>Kurama's point-of-view:
"Naw guys, you go. I'll stay here." I say. They smile at me, all that is but Hiei. I smile back, saying, "I'm tired." A smile. "Sure!" says Yuusuke, eager to try the new ride. They leave. Hiei and I are alone on the bench, a perfect view-point to see the large Ferris wheel.
Actually, I don't want to go...because...it's too damn high. I dunno. Maybe I'm scared of heights. Maybe I'm not. I don't want to risk it right now. There's this vain part of me that doesn't want the rest of my friends to see me sick. Maybe.
I look over at Hiei, his red eyes scanning the horizon for Yukina-san. I wonder what *he's* thinking about......<<
It's just that I recall
Back when I was small
Someone promised that they'd catch me
And then they let me fall
>>Hiei's point-of-view
Hn. Stupid ningens. What's the point? You get to the top, and then you get down again. Big deal. You get nowhere. How wasteful... how..Ningen.
I sense rather than see Kurama's intent gaze. What do you want Kitsune? I think at him. Leave me alone. Yukina went to sit beside that oaf. Hn. If she falls...... Then gods help Kuwabara because I most likely *won't*.....
Falling. Until now I remember that drop I took when I was thrown out....real long and deep. What is it? I remember being bundled. I wanted to see Yukina but they didn't let me. SHE talked to me like I was about to die. I guess I was supposed to. Then she took me out. I thought...that we would be going to see my mother or Yukina. But we didn't. And during that fall I could still hear her words echoing in my mind.....
_Take revenge Hiei.....Be strong.....Be Brave..._
I am. <<
CHORUS:
And now I'm fallin'
Fallin' fast again
Why do I always take a fall
When I fall in love?
>> Kurama's
That intent ruby gaze of his focused on Yukina, and then beyond her. What are you thinking of Hiei? His eyes quivered and became glassy. What is it?
"Are you okay?" I ask
"Hn." came the answer....two seconds late.
Something's the matter. But with a crimson gaze, I shut up. He doesn't want to talk. As usual.<<
You'd think by now I learned
Play with fire and you'll get burned
But fire can be oh so warm
That's why I return
>>Still Kurama's
Fire demon, what runs through your mind? Who is the last person you think of at night? Do you think of *me*? You're not all that you seem to be, you know. That time you scorched me.. accidentally... I wonder. I've seen you torch down whole armies of youki's with that fire. And I've seen you start a bonfire once, when we went camping.
Fire is a strange element. It can burn you, hurt you and leave you scarred for life. But without it there can be no light, no warmth, no life. Almost a paradox in ways. Like him.
Maybe that's why I remain his friend. Even if he refuses to acknowledge it. But I know, somehow, he values it too. I hope so anyway.<<
Turn and walk away
That's what I should do
My head says go and find the door
My heart says I've found you
>> Hiei's
That Kitsune. Won't keep his nose out of other people's business. Still...all those times he's been nice to me...this is stupid!
I avert my gaze, this is stupid, I repeat to myself. You're just going to trap yourself and then what? Once he's tired of you, out you go. That's what always happens. It's been tested and proved. You can't trust *anyone* with anything, much less something as delicate as feelings.
But why do I still remain his friend? Friends consist of people with similar emotions. I thought I had no emotions, no heart....then what is this pushing me to be receptive to this kitsune....? Baka! Hiei no baka!
He's crawled beneath your veins already...<<
>>Outside view
Both of the young men sat still, as if statues, contemplating the Ferris wheel, oblivious to the noise of the fair. But it seems that something is not so simple as that.....
Could they be friends? Or something deeper? Love is not only for lovers and such. Could two kindred souls have finally met and to share what the other has lost for so long? Could it be possible?<<
It always turns out the same
Lovin' someone, losing myself
Only got me to blame
>>Hiei's
Can I risk it? *Should* I risk it? It seemed as if every time I trust someone with something, my love, my trust...they break it into millions of pieces...leaving me with nothing but regret and frustration...and who's fault is that? Maybe I trusted the wrong people...but how will I know if this Kitsune is the right person?<<
< chorus>
Help me I'm fallin'
Catch me if you can
Maybe this time I'll have it all
Or maybe I'll make it after all
Maybe this time I won't fall
When I fall in love.
>> Kurama's thoughts...Maybe...
Hiei's thoughts...Maybe...
Kurama's...Maybe.. this time...maybe this time..he would...
Hiei's...Maybe.. this time...maybe this time..I could...
Both of them ...Trust...<<
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Ta-da! Another songfic!!! I dunno, if it's yaoi-ish or what. I mean love is such a general word... oh well, what can you expect from a 15 year-old?
Any comments? Suggestions? Send it over to Hieisan@scifianime.com or at Altk69@yahoo.com. but pleaseplease no flames. I can make my own. I'm a fire demon..
Ja Na! < whistles 'Wild Wind' over and over again>