THANATOS - IF I CAN'T BE YOURS-

Now it's time, I fear to tell
I've been holding it back so long
But something strange deep inside of me is happening 
I feel unlike 
I've ever felt
And it's makin' me scared
That I may not be what I (think I am) 
What of us, what do I say
Are we both from a different world
Cos every breath that I take, I breathe it for you
I couldn't face my life without you 
And I'm so afraid. There's nothing to comfort us
What am I, if I can't be yours
I don't sleep, don't feel a thing
And my senses have all but gone
Can't even cry from the pain, can't shed a tear now
I realise
We're not the same 
And it's makin' me sad
Cos we can't fulfil our dream (in the life) 
So I must, let us break free
I can never be what you need
If there was a way, through the hurt
Then I would find it
I'd take the blows. Yes I would fight it 
But this is the one. Impossible dream to live
What am I, if I can't be yours.