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Sarcazmo47 (2:42:07 AM): AndrewRogue (1:47:38 AM): "Erm..." *wiping at slightly teared eyes* "Where... where were we?"
Sarcazmo47 (1:50:20 AM): "Suffering."
AndrewRogue (1:50:46 AM): "I... I was just being silly. Forget it..."
Sarcazmo47 (1:51:06 AM): "No, you weren't."
Sarcazmo47 (1:51:12 AM): "You were being wise."
Sarcazmo47 (1:51:29 AM): "But I'm not afraid of suffering."
Sarcazmo47 (1:51:49 AM): "Everything about me that is worth anything has been forged by suffering."
AndrewRogue (1:53:04 AM): "But that doesn't mean you should have to endure it any longer... you've paid for what you did in your past. I... I saw how afraid you were of that... that phantom. Why should it have to continue?"
Sarcazmo47 (1:54:36 AM): "Why let life continue? I'm happy here. I'm doing good here. I love my life, and everything about it."
AndrewRogue (1:56:54 AM): "I... I'm worried about you Bandon. I'm worried I'll fail and something will happen to you, just like it did with Nash... like it almost did with my mother..."
Sarcazmo47 (1:58:18 AM): "And what? If you don't fail, do you think I'll live in a coccon of safety and cheer?"
AndrewRogue (1:59:49 AM): *she looks at the ground abashedly* "I... I didn't think of that..."
Sarcazmo47 (2:01:04 AM): He puts an arm around her. "I'm glad that you care for me, Aria. Every moment of life is precious - and eventually, it will end. There's no reason to fear that."
AndrewRogue (2:04:48 AM): "I..." *she leans back against him, unsure of what to say* "What led you to Luthien?"
Sarcazmo47 (2:05:04 AM): He laughs. "She did."
AndrewRogue (2:05:28 AM): "What?"
Sarcazmo47 (2:06:31 AM): "She appeared to me."
AndrewRogue (2:07:29 AM): "She just appeared before you?" *she doesn't sound that awed... surprised yes, but this isn't exactly a rarity with her anymore*
Sarcazmo47 (2:08:32 AM): "It was a bit more than tha...but yes. She called me, and loved me."
AndrewRogue (2:09:46 AM): *she looks at him questioningly. Personal emotion isn't something she is used to with the Gods/desses*
Sarcazmo47 (2:10:28 AM): He looks back, waiting.
AndrewRogue (2:10:43 AM): "What do you mean?"
Sarcazmo47 (2:13:20 AM): "I met a woman when I traveled. She taught me how to love my life again. I might have been a monk....but for what she showed me."
AndrewRogue (2:14:24 AM): "What did she show you?" *she sounds exceptionally interested in this little facet of his life* "I... I don't mean to pry."
Sarcazmo47 (2:16:08 AM): He seems mildly evasive. "It's fine. She.....showed me beauty. And showed me how to love it. And she showed me how to help others to see that beauty."
AndrewRogue (2:16:34 AM): (Mrr... sense motive...)
Sarcazmo47 (2:17:05 AM): You know what?
AndrewRogue (2:17:08 AM): (...why does AIM hate me?)
Sarcazmo47 (2:17:13 AM): You hear the porno beats.
Sarcazmo47 (2:17:24 AM): You hear them.
Sarcazmo47 (2:17:27 AM): It doesn't matter.
AndrewRogue (2:17:32 AM): XD
AndrewRogue (2:18:25 AM): *she blushes a bit* "She... showed you beauty? Do you mean... uhm... hers?"
Sarcazmo47 (2:18:55 AM): "Hers. And mine, and the beauty of the skies and the earth."
AndrewRogue (2:19:51 AM): *she fails to kick down the blush* "And is that why you forswore violence and wealth?"
Sarcazmo47 (2:20:30 AM): "Yes."
AndrewRogue (2:21:19 AM): *she's quiet for a long time* "Why did you come to Asgard anyway?"
Sarcazmo47 (2:22:58 AM): He shrugs.
Sarcazmo47 (2:23:12 AM): "It was a road. I traveled it."
AndrewRogue (2:25:15 AM): *experimentally, she tucks a little closer to him, still blushing* "Story of... *she laughs gently, yet a little nervous* Story of your life?"
Sarcazmo47 (2:27:12 AM): He holds her easily and gently. "Some of it. Most of it. you've traveled more than one of those roads yourself, Arianna."
AndrewRogue (2:27:45 AM): "Oh?"
Sarcazmo47 (2:28:16 AM): He smiles. "You're a braver and stronger person than I am. It's strange that sometimes you can't recognize it."
AndrewRogue (2:30:55 AM): "That's because its not true... I nearly crumbled against Verity while you withstood whatever he tried with you. I'm no braver or stronger then the next girl. I just want you all to be safe."
AndrewRogue (2:31:55 AM): (*chuckles at Verity*)
Sarcazmo47 (2:32:05 AM): "I'm sorry you can't see yourself the way I do."
Sarcazmo47 (2:33:53 AM): "You are beautiful, Aria. Beautiful of spirit and body and purpose, and stronger than anyone I know."
AndrewRogue (2:37:00 AM): *she chuckles gently, her eyes closed* "Thank you Bandon... even if it isn't nice to fib. It would be more honest for me to... for me to say the same of you."
Sarcazmo47 (2:38:03 AM): Bandon has both laughter and sobriety in his voice. "I am who I am. I'm happy you think well of it."
AndrewRogue (2:40:50 AM): "Its hard to think any other way of you Bandon. Maybe its you who's strange for thinking otherwise of themselves." *her voice has a gentle tease in it*
AndrewRogue (2:41:47 AM): "Er...?" *she sits up a bit, tensing*
Sarcazmo47 (2:41:55 AM): "What is it?"
AndrewRogue (2:42:24 AM): "Hunter... something happened..." *is on her feet quickly*
Sarcazmo47 (2:42:32 AM): Bandon follows suit.
Sarcazmo47 (2:42:40 AM): And run us into the main chat!
Sarcazmo47 (4:53:58 AM): Sarcazmo47 (4:49:29 AM): He smiles. "You. The night. The sky. The grass beneath me."
AndrewRogue (4:50:15 AM): "A night like this really does bring out the beauty in everything... even if it was exhausting."
Sarcazmo47 (4:51:12 AM): He nods and takes her hand, staring up at the sky.
AndrewRogue (4:52:23 AM): "Its... nice to lay back and appreciate the things I did only a few years back..." *you can practically hear her heart beat* (Something should go on in the main room so people dun think stuff is dead <_<)