She walked alongside him, watching the strange one
from the corner of her eye. ~Where are we going?~
Vallum said nothing, not even
acknowledging her question. He kept walking, his steps never faltering.
And this served to annoy the girl
further. ~Can you even speak?~
A long silence. Finally,
something. He stopped and turned to face her, still hidden by the dark
brown cloak. //What words do you want? You call yourself a
blight of the Nexus. Oh, don't look so surprised... I could hear you
speaking to the "Blasphemer"... Janna...//
She froze, whirling to face
him. Her midnight blue eyes narrowed. ~She is dead. I
killed her.~
//Not well enough. I can
still hear her. All of us can... but don't fear, Virus... you're slowly
killing her. She's crying, you know, crying for--//
~Stop! You have no idea
what you're saying...~
//Ha... how right you are.
You don't even know who you're talking to...//
Janna eyed him. ~Vallum,~
she said slowly.
A dry laugh echoed in Janna's
mind, and she flinched slightly at the odd feeling. //Vallum... that
name is the result of trying to use this pathetic excuse for a being to
speak. He's dying. The only reason this body is still alive is
because I'm forcing it to stay alive. I think he wants to die... but I
really don't know if he's even aware of me, or anything else anymore...//
~Who are you then?~
//Valium... Lithium... some sort
of drug,// came
the wry reply. //Would you like to talk to us...?//
Janna frowned slightly, mulling
this over in her mind.
//Come on... you know you want
to...// came the
whispered words. Then, the voice changed, //You show me yours, and
I'll show you mine. Don't you want to know?//
The blue eyes close for a moment
as if in pain, and when they open, that mask of indifference has once more
fallen into place. ~Show me. I want to know, I want to talk to
whoever is inside this shell...~
A strange smile flashed briefly
in Janna's mind before everything vanished in a blinding glare of white light.
* * * *
Beat...
Beat...
Beat...
Stop.
As Janna's eyes adjusted to the
sudden change, she let out a silent gasp of surprise. A young man of no
more than twenty sat with his back against a leafy tree. He was
undoubtedly one of the strangest looking people she had ever seen.
He was wearing an army helmet, a
pair of camoflauge pants, and a pair of black gloves. Tied to his upper
right arm with thin wire was a white, wooden cross. The same type of wire
was wound around his left forearm. He also wore a bandolier that held
many bullets.
The longish hair that peeked out
from under the helmet was an odd dark magenta, and he had eyes that were red.
Red... like blood... Janna
thought, feeling strangely disconnected from herself.
The stranger looked up, and a
slow smile crossed his face. "Good choice," he said quietly,
picking up something that sat on the ground beside him. It was a
strangely carved wooden figure. Very small, and human-like in
appearance. "You can speak here, you know. In this space, you
have your voice..."
Janna took a deep breath, letting
those words sink in. Then she spoke. "Who are you...?"
"Lithium is what you can
call me."
"What is going on, and where
am I?" the girl asked, absently brushing a long lock of red hair out of
her face.
Lithium slowly stood up, careful
to avoid knocking over any of the tiny figurines. He took Janna by the
hand. "First, come with me... you might like what you see
here..."
She reluctantly followed, feeling
a little pang of nervousness shoot through her.
Lithium led her over to a small
pool of what first appeared to be water. Upon closer inspection, however,
it looked more like murcury. He leaned foreward to whisper in her ear,
"Look... you'll like it, I promise..."
Janna felt a small shiver run down
her spine at the low whisper. Carefully, she walked to the edge of the
pool, each step making her question the sanity of her decision. When she
looked down into the silvery liquid, her midnight blue eyes widened.
"Oh my god..." she
whispered, barely believing what it was she saw.
Lithium's smile faded when a
familiar preasence made itself known behind him.
"So, she listened to
you..."
Janna didn't hear the newcomer,
as she was too caught up in what she saw. She saw her face, but there was
one thing missing... the thirteen that had been tattooed onto her forehead was
gone. She unbuckled the collar of her outfit, revealing her throat to be
bare of any scarring.
"Do you like it?" a
voice whispered into her ear.
Janna had to drag her gaze away
from the reflection. "How...?" she asked in a voice barely
above a whisper.
He smiled and the glint in his
yellow eyes sharpened. "This is, well, to put it simply, a dream
world of sorts..."
Janna shifted, unsure of what to
say. She frowned slightly. "Who are you?"
"You don't like my
gift...?" he asked, his smile falling.
"I don't trust you,"
she answered flatly.
"Well... I'm Valium,"
he said with a smirk, "And you're smart. That's good."
"All right... I've seen you
both... seen your little world... so what's the point?"
Lithium took a step closer,
nervously fingering a wooden carving he held tightly in his hand. His red
eyes shifted quickly between Valium and Janna.
"I can give you a choice,
Janna... go back to your life as a Sinner and have things remain unchanged...
or you can stay here forever... have anything you want..." the dark-haired
young man said, leaning forward slightly.
"What's the catch?"
Janna asked in a whisper.
A dark smile. "You
exchange places with me. Or us... depends on whether or not Lithium wants
out..."
"So in short, I'd be trapped
here."
"Would that be so bad?"
Valium asked incredulously, "You would have everything you wanted!"
The girl's indigo eyes strayed to
the silver pool once more. She forced herself to look away, a flicker of
pain touching her features. "No."
Lithium's red eyes widened
slightly in surprise. He could tell how much it had taken for her to
refuse such an offer. He couldn't help but be a little
disappointed. For on brief moment, the prospect of company other than the
half-mad Valium had presented itself. And hope had once again been ripped
away.
Valium's expression darkened as
his yellow eyes narrowed. "You're making a mistake," he hissed
in a low voice.
Janna felt her blood run cold as
the sky in the strange "dream world" darkened as well. Her eyes
flickered to Lithium for a moment, and she saw his lips moving as though he
were muttering under his breath. The fact that he had paled in fear did
nothing to calm Janna.
"I could just keep you here,
blight of the Nexus..."
Before Janna had a chance to
respond, she felt a painful jolt. Both of the strangers flinched as well,
and Valium let out a low curse.
"Get out," he muttered,
waving a hand at Janna, "Someone found us."
The girl was once again blinded
by a flash of bright white light, and the next thing she knew, she was staring
down the barrel of a gun...