Hey loves!Well it's meeh JLaLa and I wanna
just thank everyone who has e-mailed cuz you
peeps are the ones who give the confidence
to write!Props to all y'all!Also I wanna
wassuper to Twilight and Violet Ice!
Hey Girlfriends!Another shout out to
Keely!Hey there!
SCOUT JENNY:Thanks for proofreading and
correcting my mistakes!Much love to yah!
Okay I don't own SailorMoon!SO DON'T SUE ME!
' '=thinking
When the road gets dark
and you can no longer see
Let my love throw a spark
Have a little in faith in me
And when the tears you cry
Are all you can believe
Give these loving arms a try baby
Have A little faith in me
When your secret heart
Cannot speak so easily
From a whisper start
To have a little faith in me
And when your back's against the wall
Just turn around and you will see
I will catch your fall
Have a little faith in me...
- Joe Cocker and J.Hiatt
HAVE A LITTLE FAITH IN ME(Part 9)
BY:JLALA
Rei looked out the window to check how dark it had gotten.Evening had
arrived and she breathe in the quietness.It was spring and the air was
calm,fresh,chaste.Months had gone by,slowly nonetheless but it seemed
only yesterday that Nephrus invaded their lives.Usagi was still living
with Haruka,Mirichu,and Hotaru though her family had come back from
their trip.Everyone had become very protective of their young leader.
Maybe TOO protective.They had gone far enough to all move into Haruka
and Mirichu's which annoyed Usagi.Then they all camped out on her
floor but Usagi finally snapped when they tried to follow her into the
bathroom.She swiftly retaliated and yelled into everyone's ear so loud
that they were all deaf in their left ears for a week.Rei laughed
softly to herself.Other than that they were okay.Makoto had finally
become engaged to Ken and was needless to say ESTATIC.She wasn't
afraid to shove the huge rock of a diamond she called an engagement
ring into everyone's faces.This however gave Minako ideas...which
caused Yaten to start running for cover.She was convinced that he'd
marry her even though they had only been together a few months.She
hinted about it,of course.Though sometimes going too far.Like making
him listen to "The Wedding March" or renting that wedding dress....that
would make any man run.The biggest suprise that happened did not come
from Minako but Ami.Ami who was now MARRIED.Who knew she'd actually
spontaneously jump the gun?Her and Greg had awaken everyone in the
dead of night to take them all to a chapel that was three hours away.
With her friends,her mother,and Greg's father,they were married.Rei
didn't know who cried more,Usagi or Minako.Usagi out of happiness
,Minako out of the fact that she was the only unmarried one except
for Hotaru who was too young.Also Haruka and Mirichu who were just
content with the way they were living.Usagi was five months into her
pregnancy and going good though all the trauma she had experienced
caused her to grow up a bit.She no longer cried or whined or even
tripped.She had gained a maturity though she a few glimmers of her
old bubbly self.Part of her seriousness was caused by her seperation
with Mamoru.Rei sometimes felt like strangling the man she felt was
like a brother to her but somehow she pitied him more for giving up
the only thing she knew Mamoru considered important.Usagi.Rei visited
him sometimes but he was also serious,subdued like Usagi in her fits
of sadness.Especially when she had accidentally mentioned all the
attention Seiya was giving her.Rei was not particularly fond of Seiya.
It wasn't like she didn't like him,she just didn't like how he was
going after Usagi in her delicate condition.He was too forward going
after Usa who was married and pregnant.She couldn't say that Seiya
didn't love her,he did.She saw it in his eyes but to Rei,he was
exploring a dangerous territory.As for her love life,Chad had yet to
forgive her.He came to the Shrine but it was mostly to visit Sonya,he
refused to talk to Rei.Tears burned in her eyes and she sniffed them
back.She had never felt so alone in her life.Things could be worse
though,she could be stuck in Yaten's shoes.
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Rei wasn't alone in the fact that she did not like the idea of Usagi
and Seiya together.Minako also shared the same thoughts.Seiya was
getting TOO close to Usa.As the Senshi of Love it was her job to bring
true love back together.That was exactly what Mamoru and Usagi
had,true love.She wasn't about let someone get in the way of that.
Even if he was the brother of the man she loved.Yaten wasn't too keen
on the idea of Usagi and Seiya either.He had tried numerous times to
tell his brother that he and Usagi would never be a thing.But did he
listen?No!Sometimes his brother could be so stubborn.As much as he
didn't go for the idea of the two together.He was not keen on what he
was doing that very moment.Spying.On Usagi and Seiya.In a tree.As much
as he adored and loved Minako spying on his brother was going too far.
"Honey?",Yaten said as he shifted his weight on the branch he sat on.
"Hmm?",Minako responded while she looked through the binoculars.At
that moment Usagi and Seiya were sitting in row boat right in the
middle of the lake.She blanched at the thought of Seiya trying to get
cozy with her friend.Not to mention her MARRIED,PREGNANT friend.
"Don't you think this is kinda...weird?",he said."I mean spying at my
brother and one of your best friends from a tree.This is not what I'd
call a romantic date" The leaves fell from the tree as Minako moved
around trying to get a better view.
"Honey I have to do this.I will not have your brother trying to get
it on with my friend.I'm sorry but I won't",she said but turned to see
that puppy dog face that he knew would get her.She shook her head and
grinned."Alright,alright if you just give me a half hour,I'll..." She
whispered in his ear and Yaten's face lit up.He nodded his head
excitedly and she patted his cheek."Good boy" Minako laid on her
stomach and pushed the leaves out of the way.Okay so far they were
talking but if he laid one hand on her...her anger stopped aruptedly
when she saw that their rowboat was heading their way.'Damn it!'She
knew that she shouldn't have picked a tree so close to the lake.The
boat headed their way and she pushed Yaten back."Hide!"
"Hide?Minako we're in a tree",he said and she shushed him.The two
watched as Seiya rowed to the spot that was right above the tree.
He heard Minako curse under her breath and laughed.Served her right
for dragging him into this.
"So Usagi how about we go for an evening walk?",Seiya suggested
looking at her from across the boat.Her hair which was now turning
into a silver color blew in front of her face and her blue eyes
shimmered in the afternoon sun.She was absolutely beautiful.He looked
at her intently and Usagi felt her face growing red.
"No,I don't think so",she said.Evenings like that were made for
lovers and they were FAR from that.Somehow he found it even more
charming when she refused which irratated her to no end.
"Come on Usa.It'll be fun",he said and took her hand.It felt warm and
he longed to kiss her soft hand.Minako glared at him.'I know he's not
touching her!' Without thought she grabbed the nearest thing and
threw it-right on Seiya's head."OUCH!"
"Minako!",Yaten hissed."What did you throw at his head?!"
She grinned embarassed."An acorn"
"Are you insane?",he asked.
"Well make your brother stop hitting on my friend!",she reprimanded.
"Well then your friend should stop flirting with my brother!"
"SHE IS NOT!"
"IS TOO!"
"IS NOT"
"IS TOO"
"Is not",a voice said from the below.They looked down to see Usagi
and Seiya right below them,not in their boat but standing on the grass.
Sheepishly they climbed down to see the two gazing up at them with
unreadable looks on their faces.'We're so in trouble'
"So what were you two doing?",Seiya asked trying not to strangle his
brother for ruining the moment.
"Climbing...",Yaten said weakly.
"No you weren't",Usagi responded arms crossed as she glared at Minako.
"Well you see there's a really nice view of the park and uh...not to
mention a great view of the lake..you could see the fish swimming and
that small waterfall over there and...",Minako drawled.
"Throw acorns at people's head",Seiya suggested holding up the acorn
and Minako blushed.
"Of course not!Why ever would anyone wanna do that?",she said and
suddenly turned to her boyfriend."Run!" With that the two were off
leaving a trail of dust and two very ANGRY people.
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Usagi walked into the living room and was surprised to see that the
room was so dark.Seated on the couch was a small figure staring at the
coffee table.
"Ami?",she said concerned for blue haired friend who looked up at her.
"Is there anything wrong?"
"No,not at all",Ami responded but the look on her face was grave.Usagi
sat next to her and looked at the small stick on the table.Picking it
up carefully she examined the stick and saw that two pink lines were
in the middle of the stick.
"What is this?",she asked curiously.
"A pregnancy test"
Immediately Usagi dropped it."AMI,WHY DID YOU LET ME TOUCH IT!You peed
on that thing you know!" She wiped her hands and grimaced but stopped
when she realized what it was."Oh my gosh!Ami,you're..."
"Yeah,I am",she said hoarsely.
"Aren't you happy?",Usagi asked and put an arm around her.She wasn't
expecting Ami to be so down about it.Didn't she want the baby?
"Of course",Ami said but listlessly.
"Then why the long face?Dark rooms aren't exactly the atmosphere for
a celebration",she said and Ami remained quiet,withdrawn."What's
going on with you?You say you're happy but I see something else in
your eyes-"
"I'M SCARED!OKAY!",Ami cried and put her face in her hands.
"Of what?",Usagi asked,frightened by her friend's reaction."Are you
afraid Greg will be angry?Or that you won't be able to fight?"
"None of those things",she said."Greg will be thrilled and we can
still fight even though we're pregnant"
"How?",Usagi inquired.She had never thought of fighting.Much of her
concern lately had been Chibi-Usa,Mamo-chan and that jerk Nephrus.
"When we transform,we don't look pregnant",she said as she wiped her
eyes with a tissue that Usagi handed her."It's an illusion.Also our
stomachs are protected with an invisible shield so there's almost
zero chance of hurting the baby"
"Well that's great",Usagi said grinning but stopped short when she
saw her friend's misery."What are you scared of then?"
"Usagi,I don't know how to be a mom.My mother wasn't always home
cause she worked in the hospital.I was raised by babysitters most of
my childhood.What can I possibly know about raising a child?",Ami
said sadly.Usagi nodded understanding."I'd be a horrible mother"
"You would be a GREAT mother",Usagi assured her friend and looked at
her forlorn eyes."You're kind and sweet.Not to mention patient.
Ami,these are qualities that make a mother.Just because you've never
knew what a good mother is like doesn't mean you won't be one.You
have such a loving heart and any kid would proud to have you as a
mom"
"You think so?",Ami asked.
"I know so",Usagi stated."After all you've always taken care of me
and anyone who could take care of a whiny,klutzy,brat like me could
certainly take care of a child.I thank you for that Ami" She saw her
friend's tension and put a pillow on her lap."Put your head down here"
"What?!",Ami said and laughed."You've got to be kidding"
"Just do it",she said exasperated and Ami laid down wanting to humor
her friend.Usagi massaged her Ami's temples trying to relax.
"Usa?"
"Yeah?"
"You think I'll be a good mom?",Ami asked.Somehow motherhood didn't
seem so bad.Inside her she felt a surge of happiness go through her.
Her child was greeting her.
"What have I been trying to convince you about for the last few
minutes?!",she said and they laughed.
"Usagi?"
"Hmm?"
"One more thing",Ami said and looked up at her friend with an
excited grin."How exactly am I supposed to tell Greg?"
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"So you mean three of my friends are married,two are pregnant,one's
engaged and one already has a kid!",Minako exclaimed and then jabbed
a finger in Yaten's chest."I better be getting something of a
circular nature mister or you are in the doghouse!" Yaten winced in
fear then glared at Ami and Usagi who were innocently watching them.
"Thanks a lot Ami",he said.
"What did I do?",Ami questioned from her seat.
"You've given her IDEAS",Yaten grumbled.
"Well sorry.Next time I won't get pregnant without your
permission",she answered back then looked at her husband who was
holding an icepack to his head.She reminded herself to never tell him
anything surprising while they were walking down any sort of stairs.
Poor thing.He took the news kinda hard.Literally."After all it wasn't
all MY fault" Usagi laughed and got up from the sofa.
"You guys can stay here arguing I'm going over to my parent's
house",Usagi said and carefully picked up two heavy bags.She inhaled
deeply.Whew,she never knew that bags could be so heavy.Hotaru who was
coming down the stairs rushed over to help her.
"Usa!You shouldn't be carrying those in your condition",she said and
took a bag from her."Let me help"
"I may be pregnant but I think I could have handled a bag",Usagi
responded as they walked out.It was only a few blocks away but it was
nice to be able to talk with Hotaru.Usagi felt that it was a way of
talking with Chibi-Usa since they had been so close.She also loved
the dark haired teenager like one of her own children.It seemed to
her though that she had never realized how the young girl had grown.
Time really does fly.
"Usagi,what's going with you and Seiya?",Hotaru asked suddenly but
looked down feeling bad for bursting out like that.She felt that
things were changing,that somehow the future was unraveling into a
mess.It was a scary feeling.
"Nothing!Why is everyone saying that?",Usagi said irratated as they
made their way down the street.
"Well it's very obvious that he has feelings for you",Hotaru reasoned.
"I think that you should make it clear that you don't return those
feelings.Things will only get worse if you put it off"
"Wise words",Usagi commented and Hotaru blushed."When did you get
so smart about this kind of thing?" She shrugged and Usagi saw that
Hotaru had never lived a normal teenage life.Being a Senshi meant
making sacrifices.It was too bad Hotaru had to start at such a young
age.They had entered the gate to her house and Usagi knocked on the
door."Hotaru have you thought of ever going out on a-" The door opened
and Usagi threw her arms around the sandy haired young man.Hotaru
stood aside gaping at boy who hugged her friend.He was about her age,
tall,mascular,not to mention really cute...
"Hey big sister",Shingo greeted Usagi as she held him.When he let go
of her he look to her side to see the most beautiful girl on earth.Her eyes
were a dark violet framed by long black hair that went to her shoulders.
Her skin was pale,the color of freshly fallen snow.For a moment he was
captivated and it seemed she was too.The only one aware of what was
happening was Usagi.She elbowed her brother in the ribs and he quickly
stepped forward offering his hand to her."Hi,I'm Shingo" She shook it
quickly and smiled.He was amazed at how she lit up like a morning star.
"I'm...I'm...",Hotaru stammered.She could feel her lips moving but no
words where coming out.Then she panicked,she couldn't even remember
her own name!
"Hotaru",Usagi whispered in her ear.
"Hotaru,my name's Hotaru",she said quickly.God,she was such an idiot.
For a moment there was a silence but Usagi quickly sprung up between
them.She was getting an idea...
"Shingo,put your tongue back in your mouth and help with these",Usagi
quipped and gave him a bag.If she knew he would drool over her young
friend so much she should've brought someone else.On the other hand she
liked the idea of Hotaru and her brother getting together."Where are
mom and dad?"
"Out on one of those keep the fire in their marriage kind of
outings",he said as he kept his eyes on Hotaru who felt herself going
numb.Was she still holding her bag?She looked down to see she held on
to it.Gosh he was cute.Usagi tried to hide her grin and quietly walked
out of the room.
"So how old are you?",Shingo asked while he shifted from one foot to
another.
"Sixteen",Hotaru said almost forgetting again.She had never felt so
strongly about someone.Boys were an enigma.She never dated,she was
always so busy and traveling with Mirichu and Haruka left no time for
this kind of thing.She also felt that it wasn't necessary until a few
minutes ago.
"Really?So am I",he said."How come I haven't seen you around here
before?"
"I just moved here",she answered."I live with some other friends of
Usagi's"
"So um...um..." Shingo felt tongue tied as he gazed into her dark eyes.
She was beautiful.Also sweet and shy.He had never been so
enchanted with something.Whatever he was feeling had to be close to
what love was.
"If you want to ask me out,I'll probably say yes",Hotaru burst out
and covered her mouth quickly.That was definitely 10.0 on the idiot
scale."I'm so sorry...I'm didn't mean it-"
"No,I was going to ask you",he said and took her hand.She looked
down and shivered at his warm touch."Hotaru,will you go out with me?"
She looked up at him and into his eyes.She gave him a small
smile."Yeah,I will" It barely came out to whisper but he heard it and
grinned at her lovely face.
"FINALLY!I was wondering when he was gonna stop drooling and ask you
out!",Usagi said coming into the room and the two turned a deep shade
of red."We have to go now,Shingo pick her up at seven and buy flowers.
Also none of those fast food joints for this girl,alright?" He nodded
and Usagi yanked her out the door.Hotaru waved goodbye quickly and with
that was gone.Outside Usagi put an arm around her friend."You go
girlfriend!I'm so proud of you!You are going on your first date!"
"Haruka's not gonna be happy about this",Hotaru said.Haruka's was
like a dad to her and Mirichu was her mom.Like all dads Haruka would
not approve of any guy getting near her.She thought of what would
happen if Shingo came over.Can anyone say shotguy?!
"We'll work on her",Usagi answered dimissively."That was so adorable.
I especially like that way you were so forward!"
"I was so embarassed" Actually that was an understatement.She actually
wanted to crawl in a hole and die.
"Don't worry about it!",Usagi said and looked at her friend's solemn
face."What's wrong?Aren't you happy?"
"Of course I am.I just wouldn't know how to act on a date",Hotaru said
nervously."I'll probably mess up or something"
"No,you won't.Everyone will help you.I mean me,Ami and Rei are
married aren't we?Makoto's engaged.Haruka and Mirichu have been
together since like forever and Minako...well let's just say Minako
has been on enough dates to last her five lifetimes.So don't worry
about it.Plus my brother is a gentlemen and if he isn't Haruka will
take care of that" Hotaru laughed and hugged her friend.
"Thanks Usagi",she said sincerely."Gosh I wish I could do something
for you"
"Well....",Usagi said while putting a finger on her chin.Hotaru
raised her eyebrows in suspicion."You could name your first daughter
Usagi"
They laughed again unaware that inside Shingo watched them leave from
his bedroom window.He smile gazing at the dark-haired angel that he
was going out with.He had a date with her!That angelic girl that was
laughing at the very moment with his sister.He could just kiss Usagi.
Actually he would enjoy it more if it were Hotaru he was kissing.The
phone rang and he let the machine pick it up.He had to go find the best
flower place in Tokyo.But he stopped in his tracks when he heard the
person on the machine.
"Hey Shingo!I won't be at home today,Mom and I are gonna go see some
relatives and have dinner with them.So I'll just talk to you tommorow!
Love ya!" Oh no.Mika.Shingo sat on his bed and put his head in his
hands.What was he going to do?In the midst of falling in love he
failed to mention that he had a girlfriend.
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Rei put her hand on her ear as Sonya wailed in her other ear.Her head
began to pound.Gosh she needed a asprin and Sonya had fever so she
needed one too.Putting Sonya in her bassinet she walked over to a
cabinet and got out a bottle of asprin for her.She also got out the
baby asprin for Sonya.Sonya crying continued and Rei began to open
the bottle but it wouldn't budge.The crying continued and her head
began to pound even worse...God this stupid childproof cap.Her eyes
began to water and her patience began to thin.She just had to get it
open...POP! Suddenly the asprin was all over the floor and Sonya
was still crying.She couldn't take it anymore.Rei burst into tears as
she leaned against the counter.
"Rei?",Usagi said as she walked in the door."Honey,are you alright?"
"Yeah Usa I'm fine",Rei said and wiped her eyes.Quickly she squatted
down to pick up the asprin.Usagi joined on the floor and help her pick
them up."I just have this really bad headache and Sonya just keeps on
crying.I'm fine I'm telling you.I'm fine" Suddenly she fell over and
started to cry.Usagi sat next to her and put an arm around her.
"Are you okay?",Usagi asked with a worried gleam in her eye.Rei hardly
cried,it was always Usagi with her water works.Now she knew things
were bad."Rei,you have tell me what's wrong" Rei continued to cry and
Usagi saw Sonya had stopped.She was looking at her mother with curious
but loving eyes.It reminded Usagi of the way Chad looked at Rei.Chad.
That was it!"Rei,does this have something to do with Chad?It does
doesn't it?"
"I miss him so much",Rei sobbed and Usagi took her friend in her
arms.Rocking her back and forth she tried to sooth her.
"It's alright",Usagi said."Rei,why don't you find him and talk to
him?"
"He won't talk to me",she said."When he comes to see Sonya he doesn't
even look at me"
"Chad's scared that's all.He's afraid that you'll get hurt or get
kill or something like that.He just doesn't want to lose you.Find him
and tell him why we fight and why we take this risk.He will understand"
"What if he doesn't?",she asked.
"He will.Chad loves you",Usagi assured."Don't give up.Don't let him
go without a fight" She stroked her friend's hair."Come on.This isn't
the Rei I know.Do something that'll make me cry.Call me a ditz.Chase me
with a broom or something"
"Tell me Usagi",Rei said as they sat on the floor."Why have you given
up?"
"What are you talking about?",Usagi asked.
"You tell me not to give up but you haven't tried to get Mamoru
back",Rei said."For goodness sakes Usagi you haven't even told him
about the baby" Tears fell from her friend's eyes and Rei felt bad
for reprimanding her friend.She put a hand on her shoulder and looked
into Usagi's tear-filled eyes."Take your own advice.Don't let him go
without a fight"
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As she walked towards the door Usagi felt herself growing faint.What
was she doing here?It had been months since she opened this door and
what lay ahead was her unknown fate.Her throat was dry and struggled
to swallow the lump in her throat.She hadn't seen Mamoru in months but
inside the love she held for him only grew.She missed his smile and
the way he comforted her but inside she knew if he refused her again
it was time to go on.She had to stop being a selfish person.What kind
of mother would she be if she walked around heartbroken and miserable?
It hurt to even think about it but thought of having her Mamo-chan's
baby made her happy.Usagi turned the knob and walked into the
room.Mamoru turned from where he sat and her eyes filled with love
for him.He was more handsome than ever but the look in his eyes was
cold for time had changed him and his heart.She walked towards him
and sat next to his chair.For a moment the words were caught in her
throat,all she could do was look into the eyes she knew and loved
still so much.Usagi instictively took his hand and for a moment
Mamoru seemed confused but quickly recovered.He knew his Usako's
touch and her sweet perfume that she wore.She was there and Mamoru
longed to hold her and kiss her soft lips.He hardened himself and his
face turned to a bitter sneer.'Do not be a selfish and ask for her
back.Just today didn't Rei tell you that she was spending a lot
of time with that guy,Seiya?He will take care of her,you CAN'T' The
thought hurt him but he knew that if begged for her back that only in
the end she would be miserable taking care of a blind man.He loved her
so much.She deserved the only the best of the best.Seiya was the
best.He would love her like she needed to be love.
"Mamo-chan I need to talk to you",Usagi said quietly.
"There is nothing to talk about Usagi",he said to her harshly.To hear
him not called her Usako was like a stab in the heart.She stood her
ground and refuse to cry.Not even a tear would fall.
"There is something to talk about-"
"No,it's best that you leave"
"But Mamo-chan I'm-"
"Please Usagi",he pleaded with a cold tone to his voice."Listen to me
and just get out of here"
"NO I won't let you tell me what to do-"
"GET OUT OF HERE!",He shouted and in anger pushed a nearby table to
the floor.A vase of roses fell to the ground and the glass vase that
held them broke into a million pieces."Go back to your boyfriend Seiya"
Usagi looked at him in surprise.
"He's not my boyfriend,We're just friends",she assured him.Usagi took
his hand but he removed it.She grabbed it again but this time Mamoru
yanked her towards him.There faces were so close that an inch more
would have their lips meeting.
"Go back to him Usagi,kiss his lips and hold him in your arms",Mamoru
commanded in an icy voice."Don't go and say that you don't like him.I
hear it in your voice.I know you love him so go to him.You won't get
anything from me but misery" Inside he shivered at the thought of
Usagi kissing another guy but it also comforted him to know that she
would be with someone who adored her.Someone who loved her.He knew
however no one would love her like he loved her.
"I need to tell you something-"
"I don't wanna hear it",he told her."Don't be an idiot and leave" Her
eyes began to water.In all the years they had been together he had
never called her an idiot.Her anger rose inside her.
"I know you frustrated with me and probably very angry but don't ever
call me an idiot",she said quietly."Cause I'm not one,just because
you're angry doesn't give you the right to do this to me" Tears
fell from her cheeks and she couldn't believe what she was about to
say."If you want me to go,I'll go but I won't come back" A silence
fell over the room and Usagi could hear her heart pounding.Would he
really let her go? Would she be able to let him go?
"Then GO",he answered back and turned away from her to hide his tears.
For a moment Usagi could only look at him.She walked to him and put a
hand on his cheek.Leaning forward she kissed him softly and then moved
away.As she walked towards she turned and said the only thing she
could say.
"Goodbye"
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The rain fell that very next day and somehow Usagi found herself outside
again.Walking down the street she hardly noticed the way people gaped
at her.Some shook their heads in sympathy at the young girl.Her clothes
were soaked and hair drenched but she didn't seem to notice.The look
in her eyes made other people's eyes fill with tears.Usagi only had
one thing in her mind.Mamoru.In her mind the events of yesterday
played in her head like a never ending movie.She heard his voice
yelling at her,telling her not to be an idiot.She felt as if she was
going insane.Her eyes began to blur and she felt dizzy.Being in the
cold was making her sick.She did not care anymore.Nothing mattered.
Usagi sat on a bench and without thought began to cry.'Mamo-chan....'
"Usagi,are you okay?",Seiya said as he sat beside her.He had been on
the way to see her when he had spotted her from across the street
walking sadly.Her head down like it could not be supported by her
neck.
"Seiya,he was so mean!I tried to tell him about the baby but he
wouldn't listen",she sobbed and he put an arm around her."He kept
saying that he wanted me to go away,to go to you"
"Me?",he said surprised.
"Yeah and he called me idiot",she said heartbroken and Seiya took her
in his arms holding her.If he could he would shield her from all of
this pain."I'm just so hurt..." She began to cry harder into his
shoulder.
"Don't worry Usa.I'm here,I'll take care of you",Seiya whispered as
he kissed her wet hair.All of sudden it seemed that he was kissing
her forehead....her eyelids.Then somehow Seiya found his lips near
hers.They looked at each other for a moment,both soaking wet,their
hair matted to thier foreheads not knowing what to do.Usagi heard
Mamoru's voice telling her all the times to stay away from him,her
eyes blurred again and without even realizing it her lips neared
Seiya's....
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I know a bunch of people are going to hate me now BUT this is a
cliffhanger and no one knows juss exactly what's gonna happen next.
Have mercy on me,it's my birthday!Yup,happy June 27th to me!I hope
you're reading this on the 27th you probably aren't....Anywayz I know
this chapter was a little...poor but I've been under the weather
lately so bare with me!Also if you hate me now for writing this oh
so depressing chapter or that you don't like the fact that Seiya is
even near Usagi,Just remember there's always a rainbow after the
storm.So puh-leeze don't be mad and thanks for reading!Love ya!
Buh-bye!
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