Konnichiwa! Did I say that right? Anyways welcome
to the fourth part of this depressing story of mine!
To Meriellen5 and Midnight2050, thank you for being
there for me and encouraging me! To Venus, much love
to you and keep writing your fics! Moonsong, you have
great talent and I can't wait to see what you come up
with!
To everyone who has written, the encouragement you've
given me has gotten me through my bad days so thank
you all so much! ^_^
I would not even own Sailormoon if there were only two
people on the earth left and the other person had no
idea who Sailormoon was(God forbid!) In plain old
english the fact of the matter is I will never own
Sailormoon unless I marry a multi-millionaire and
we all know how that turned out.
Rated: PG-13
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Laugh and cry, live and die
Life is a dream we are dreaming
Day by day I find my way
Look for the soul and the meaning
Then you look at me
And I always see
What I have been searching for
I'm lost as can be
Then you look at me
And l am not lost anymore
People run, sun to sun,
Caught in their lives ever flowing
Once begun, life goes till it's gone
We have to go where it's going
Then you look at me
And I always see
What I have been searching for
I'm lost as can be
Then you look at me
And I am not lost anymore
And you say you see
When you look at me
The reason you love life so
Though lost I have been
I find love again
And life just keeps on running
And life just keeps on running
You look at me and life comes from you...
- Celine Dion
On February 7th, the Japanese seiyuu, Shiho Niiyama, passed
away of a leukemia like disease. She was 29 years old. Best known
for her role as Seiya Kou/Sailor Starfighter from Bishoujo Soldier
Sailormoon.
My story is dedicated to her. May she rest in peace.
A tribute to her is on this page:
http://www.geocities.com/Tokyo/Field/8016/shiho.html
Then You Look At Me (Chapter Four: Unspoken...)
By: JLaLa (JLynPinay@aol.com)
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On a spring day Mamoru and Usagi got married. He remembered it
so clearly and the pictures in his head were raw. Ami, Rei, Makoto,
Minako, Mirichu had been bridemaids, all wore the same chiffon
in different colors. Setsuna stood aside unoticed, in her Senshi
uniform guarding...in case. Hotaru as the junior bridesmaid and
Shingo as her partner. Yuuichirou, Urawa, Shinozaki, and Haruka
as groomsmen. His brothers had declined the offer to be groomsmen.
And there he was. The best man.
He saw Ikuko, Usagi's mother watching as her daughter and husband
approached the front. Tears streaking her lovely face, how radiant
she looked, for happiness does that to people. Kenji, protective
father holding his daughter's arm tightly and almost reluctantly
giving her to Mamoru.
Oh Usagi. Odango. How incredibly beautiful she looked. The veil
covering her creamy face and the huge skirt of her dress dancing
gracefully around. And as Mamoru lifted the veil, how he wished
it was him. He painted his smile on however, like a good best
man should.
And their eyes met for a moment. A melancholy unspoken message
between them. She gave him a sad smile almost apologetic as she
walked towards the priest with Mamoru.
The rest was blank, an unpainted canvas, he did remember their
first kiss as husband and wife. He would always remember. The
picture he would keep in his head. The enchanting look on her
face as she seperated from the kiss and looked lovingly into
her husband's eyes. A smile on her crimson lips.
That smile. That girl. He'd always remember.
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The wedding party. He never realized how much his brother could drink.
Yaten and Minako were currently on the dance floor, doing some sort
salsa and waltz thing. Both incredibly drunk, Minako had removed her
bridesmaid dress with the huge skirt and was wearing her slip dress.
She had even gotten to the point where she was swinging her handbag
around like a cowgirl in front of the cameraman. Wow she out there.
Rei put her hand on her forehead in disbelief and Yuuichirou watched
her as she couldn't help but laugh. How lovely.
"Those two need to get a room", Makoto said as she held on to
Shinozaki's arm. "Hey Minako!" The couple sauntered over arm
and arm grinning broadly.
"How bout you two do us all a favor and just kiss each other already?",
Rei said to them with mock annoyance. "We're all pretty much tired of
seeing you guys flirt and not to mention doing a bad job at it" The two
turned a deep shade of red and were suddenly quite sober. Their eyes
met.
"Why don't we give it a try?", Yaten said and unbashedly kissed Minako.
At first protesting, Minako succumbed to the sweet kiss she was getting
and wrapped her arms around him. As they pulled apart Yaten looked
at her shyly. "Nice try"
She looked at him and felt a wonderful feeling flow through her. Love.
She loved him. Wow if this happened everytime she drank too much...
"This will always OUR moment", She whispered to him. Minako somehow
knew this would be the guy she would spent her life with.
"I guess we'll be sharing it", He responded and pointed to the dance
floor were his brother was dancing. With Usagi.
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You find out a guy has been in love with you and now you're dancing
with him. What do you do? What do you say? Well if you know Usagi
needed someone to tell her anyway. For at the moment she danced with
Seiya who looked intently at her, a content look but sad look on
his face.
"Seiya, I need to ask you a question", She said and he nodded. "Do you
hate me?" Her eyes filled with scared tears. "Are you disappointed?"
Usagi bit her lip nervously. "I'm scared, you know, I don't want us
to stop being the close friends we were before and I never did tell
you have much you mean to me. I've hurt you so much" He put his finger
to her lips and shushed her.
"No more, it's forgotten", Seiya said. "We will always be friends,
you need me!" He gave her a wicked smile.
"And why is that?", Usagi said grinning at him.
"Who's gonna teach how to play golf?" She whacked him on the arm.
"Don't get mad at me because you're athletically challenged"
"I can play golf, even a simple minded girl like me", Usagi told him.
"We'll see", He said. "I mean you can't catch a baseball, what makes
you think you can hit a golf ball? You're a beautiful and smart girl
but honestly you suck at sports"
"I'm going to kill you", She seethed.
"If you can catch me first", He challenged and they were off. Seiya
running in fear and Usagi with a murderous glint in her eye. The
others watched in amusement including Mamoru.
"Me and Rei have a bet going on, I say Seiya gets killed and Rei thinks
Usako will trip on her dress" *CRASH* They all winced. "And I guess Rei
won"
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"You'll never escape me!", Mamoru yelled and in turn Usagi let out
a squeal as he chased her into their bedroom. "I am Tuxedo Kamen!"
She let out a laugh as she jumped on the bed in a long, sexy nightgown.
Mamoru however was in his usually Tuxedo Kamen uniform, the tux, the
mask and in her opinion somewhat corny looking tophat. Collapsing
into giggles she sat down on the bed gasping for breath.
"I give up just don't say any of those DUMB speeches!", She said
laughing. He sat beside her and placed his hat on her head.
"Were they that bad?", He said with a pout. "I always thought my
speeches were the best part"
"Oh baby I'd love to agree with you...but NO they weren't", Usagi told
him and pecked him on the nose. For a moment their eyes met and her
lips melted into a small smile. "I love you"
"Don't ever leave me", Mamoru said to his wife.
"Never", She promised and he kissed her lips. Oh how he adored her!
"And plus if I left Chibi-Usa would wonder where you were"
"Oh Usako", He said with a laugh. "She won't be here just-" Mamoru
looked at her with his mouth opened and she gave him a wink. "A-A-Are
you?"
"Yeah, we're gonna have a baby", She said to him. "You're gonna be
a daddy" Usagi let out a enchanting grin.
"Oh Usako...I'm gonna be a dad", Mamoru said. "I love you"
"I know, now go to sleep", Usagi commanded. "Me and this baby need
some rest" They turned off the light after Mamoru had changed into
his pajamas. Laying down he held her and kissed the side of her head.
"Goodnight Mrs.Chiba"
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I know my chapters are short! I hope this wasn't brain-dead boring
for you! Ja!
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