SM Poetry
by Fushigi Kismet
These are from the manga aspect in my fanfic. Everything will make
sense if you've read the manga except for "Savior". For that you'll
probably have to read my fanfic "Sailor Moon: Past Loves".
~General Love~
Stars
She was the one whom I loved,
The brilliant stars shone on her,
Gleaming in the bright heavens,
To bathe her in their splendor.
Her eyes were like twinkling stars,
Glorious in their wonder,
Drawing me to their soft light,
Starry eyes of my lover.
I saw thee, my only love,
The best thing to befall me,
As my only salvation,
My life in all honesty.
My Makoto, sweet life,
Didst' sustain me throughout Hell,
With the sweetness of your love,
And our tale the stars retell.
Flames
Your long, dark hair shining in the firelight,
Draws me to look at you, fiery spirit,
Your eyes glare at me, fierce and fire-bright,
But yet you keep the flames of our love lit.
Why is it that I can not turn away?
Proverbial moth am I, drawn to flame.
Yet your fire burns bright, by night or by day,
This fire that draws me, and which I must tame.
Oh, why is it that I can love you so?
I, whom must live for another more great.
Yet, you too must serve and before her bow low,
We both serve another by fickle fate.
Yet, I see that you alone can understand,
How you can devote your life to someone,
And still reach out with offering hand,
And hand in hand with your sweet lover run.
One can be devoted and pledge his life,
To serve and protect that whom he loves,
And find someone else, through sorrow and strife,
With whom he can be, a man without gloves.
You, sweet, fiery, burning, red-hot flame,
Are fire that burns in my heart and my soul,
Still, nothing is changed, things remain the same,
To serve him I walk on flaming hot coal.
Such is my promise and such is my strife,
I have belonged to my prince from the start,
Yet you Rei, my lover, you are my life,
And I carry your love, deep in my heart.
Blue
Why are you blue, sweet, gentle Ami?
Can you not spare me a simple laugh?
Why is the world so unfair to you?
That you must do things on others' behalf?
You never have a moment to spare,
You're always busy doing something,
Why is it to you life is unfair?
You're never smiling, teasing, laughing.
Oh Ami, you are the picture of blue,
The bluest eyes, and the bluest hair.
Yet I would do anything for you,
To erase the blue look that you wear.
I have never seen a girl so blue,
Trying to be smart all of the time,
If you love me, then I will love you,
Making you think so much should be a crime!
With all of your high intelligence,
I love you not for what you can do,
But for your smile have I loved you since,
And each time you smile, love you anew.
So Ami, my love, picture of blue,
Smile and brighten your depressing look,
Do me a favor, make dreams come true,
Ami, my sweetheart, PUT DOWN THAT BOOK!
Savior
I was alone for what seemed like eternity,
Lost and adrift, cast apart from anyone else,
But something pierced through my armor of detachment,
And when I looked to see what it was, it was you.
You smiled at me, your blue eyes bright in happiness,
Seeing in me someone with whom you could confide,
Drew me to you, casting aside my loneliness,
And awakening a buried feeling inside.
Your laughter was quiet music to my ears,
The way you seemed to shine with the glow of your joy,
One soothing touch of your hand removed all my fears,
And I was quite content to just be close to you.
Still, one thing led to another until that day,
That day when I saw you stripped of your sweet disguise,
Dearest to my heart, the girl that you did betray,
By pretending to be someone else with your lies.
Then I realized, with all of the wisdom I had,
The wisdom that comes from being true to your heart,
That you would always be you, for good or for bad,
The disguise that you wore was not you from the start.
I do not care if you are not what you once seemed,
I too am not what you truly thought me to be,
You have always been the love of which I once dreamed,
And through all the disguises, only you did I see.
If, Minako-love, you can love me as I am,
Then of course I will always love you for yourself,
Can you doubt the words of your one, true, passionate love,
Mina-chan, sweet, carefree, serious girl?
I thought not.
During the first Season before "Crystal Clear Destiny".
Princess
There is not a day or a night that I do not think of you, my
princess-love,
There is not an hour of any day without your loving voice filling my
mind,
In the sweet silence of the lingering night, your voice fills the
reaches of my soul,
In my dreams it echoes, promising much if the great silver crystal I
find.
I would like to know my past, my memories, lost forever, locked deep
within me,
Still, I would do this for no other reason than the love I feel for
you,
My princess angelic, smiling dream-girl, whispering your love
eternally,
I will perform my part flawlessly, a shadow protector, answering my
cue.
This fighter that I protect, so like the princess whom I swore
undying love,
It makes me wish I could devote my life to her as well and still not
love you less,
But for all of eternity, my only love, I swore that it would only
be you,
So I search for your illusion crystal and I search for you, my moon
princess.
Just random thoughts by Usagi.
Wish
I wish that all evil would just disappear!
I wish that you would say "I love you," just once.
I wish that we both had nothing to fear.
I wish that Rei would not think me a dunce.
I wish that you and I could be eternal,
Never parting, forever just one.
I wish that we could just be normal,
A happy couple just having fun.
I wish that everyone could be content.
I wish that you knew that I love you.
I wish that everyone's life be well spent.
I wish that wishes always came true.
Set during the Ail and Ann arc of Sailor Moon R. It could be from
the Black Moon arch too, but I was thinking of the first one when I
wrote it.
Pain
It's painful when I look at him, looking at me.
It's painful that he doesn't seem to remember.
It's painful that the love we once shared, I can't see.
It's painful that he and I can't be together.
It's painful, so painful, that I want to turn away.
It's painful, so painful, that he doesn't even care.
It's painful, so painful, that he keeps me at bay.
It's painful, so painful, that my heart begins to tear.
It's painful that I love him and he's indifferent.
It's painful so I cry in my sleep every night.
It's painful so I cry and wail and so I lament.
It's painful as I watch as he walks out of sight.
It's painful, so painful, that I scream at the sky.
It's painful, so painful, 'cause I miss him so much.
It's painful, so painful, that I can't help but cry.
It's painful, so painful, that I ache for his touch.
It's painful when I look at him and he smiles at me.
It's painful that I long for his tender embrace.
It's painful so when I see him I want to flee.
It's painful that I ache so to caress his face.
It's painful, so painful, that I must fight alone.
It's painful, so painful, that he will not be there.
It's painful, so painful, that I hurt to my bone.
It's painful, so painful, the love that we don't share.
Hmmm . . . guess who's point of view this is from. (It's not hard.)
Soft
Soft,
She is light as a feather
in my arms.
Fragile,
I hold her.
Her lips,
sweet against mine;
this is love.
Her heart beats in time with mine,
always.
My Usako.
That's all for now!
Ja ne!
Fushigi Kismet
(I know, I'm a terrible poet! Read Ross TenEcyk's, Ysabet's, Sonia
Bachmeir's, or Mina's poems for some *GOOD* poetry! As opposed to
mine, that is. Oh well. I think I've written only one good poem in
my life. It's up at the "Wildflowers" site! Cool, ne?)
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