Thanks to Julie Farel for the  “foxing out” terminology!
Disclaimer: Yu Yu is not mine. Sadly. THIS STORY CONTAINS EXTREME VIOLENCE, YAOI LEMON (MALE/MALE GRAPHIC SEX) ANGST AND DARK ELEMENTS. READ IT UNDER YOUR OWN RISK.
(It’s enough or I have to label here “ the worst thing never wrote”?)
Domo arigatou for everybody’s support!! Hugs minna-san!!
* In fact, this chapter is just yaoi light lemon…

Anniversary
by Fox

16.- Diary.

From Michael’s diary.
 
June 13.
I’ve never wrote a dary before. hell, i’m not that kind of guy. i always was so busy to ever think in that. But now, I’m so confused and troubled I think I need to put my thoughts in order.
C’on, Michael, who are you trying to fool? It’s not my thoughts what are worrying me. i quit thnking the day i saw Kuramna. Is my feelings what are troubling me. in a moth I’ve discovered my mom was a fire demon, I met her ice-demon lover, I discovered I’m gay, I started a male-male relationship and fell madly in love, I fought and learned to kill, I learn to use a strange gauntlet and I started giving electric charges like an anguile. Golden ones. And now, I’m taking care of my mental-damaged beloved, who acts like a pet.
And I forgot falling in love with my rival, a fire demon ready to cut my former beloved in half.
I need therapy.

June 22.
Nobody never told me that have a fox like pet is sooo infuriating.
Kurama had turn to his fox form, and spent the days sharpening his nails in my curtains. All my house id covered with platinum fox fluff, and he had discovered the bubble baths. My carpet is already doomed.
All is covered too with little paws imprints.
I love him.

June 30
We had an accident. When I came home after the turn, Kurama had eaten his collar and seems he was searching something to eat in the kitchen when he trips over the moulinex. His yells can be heard in all the building when i arrived, and I almost faint when I saw him coverered in blood. Thanks to God, was just the front paw, where the blades sliced fleash but nothing more. Anyway, as I try to clean and bandage the injury he snatched me, and bite me, and try to escape. I lost my nerves and slapped the fox form forcefully, yelling at him. When I ended, he was quiet.
I hugged him and cried after. In his eyes, was no comprehension. just animal fear. But when he licked my tears, I like soothing me, I hugged him closer. In some deep level, he recognized me like friend. Even if you never come back, Kurama, I love you. I love you like a man, I would love you like a woman, love you like an animal. Nobody will ever part us. No even Hiei. I will take care of you, forever…

July 5
Last night you foxed out.
I was sleeping like always with your fox form against my heart when I felt something strange. For a second I thought it was Hiei. But when I opened my eyes, you were there, your precious ningen form half asleep against me. I trembled in hope, but when you opened your eyes, was totally animal and empty. No, not empty. 
Your eyes were gold.
You panted for a second, grabbing my arm. Then, you moaned. When I opened the covers I knew why.
You needed help.
I didn’t know what to do. I’ll be honest: the sight of you, naked, panting, with animal need in your eyes was enough to make any person nosebleed. But the idea of taking advantage of you in that form really disgusted me. Would be like… rape, in some way.
I tilted my head and tried to help you. Wasn’t more than three seconds after you screamed and collapsed. Was my crazy need of something like that happening, or was a flash of something… something in your eyes as you cried? I’m not sure. I just know I cried my eyes out after, I don’t know why.
I love you so much.
I know, now, why Hiei didn’t stay.
It hurts so much to see you in this way, but I love you so much too seeing you so helpless, so vulnerable, so … you needs me now, and I know you always were efficient, powerful.
And now, you’re my kitsune who awakes me at morning biting my nose, asking for your breakfast of whiskas and then pursued your own tails for half hour as we watched TV…

July 20.
I can kill you, Kurama.
Was a nice, sunny summer afternoon. It’s not I like it more than you, but I’m tired running after you, so I put you a rein and a chain to go for a walk. The people looked my strange puppy as we crossed streets to the park, and I sat in the grass to read a book as you napped at my side.
Bad idea.
When I woke up, you had broken the rein. And you were drowning in a pool, trying to catch the color-fishes.
Atchoo.

~ To Be Continued ~

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