The night was deep. Looking at the small twinkling, shining blobs in the sky, looking as the silver white moon as its children compete in beauty. That night sky, like little angels watching from afar, for protecting it's beloved.

I don't know whether you have become an angel? Have you become a star so that you can look after me? The sunrisen sky, which I had been anxiously waiting for, has lost its way in the sadness of the night; the night has become endless loneliness. Your leave is like the dark night descending upon the world of the living and made humans lose their way.

… Made me lose my way.

"No, no, you've mistaken!" I tried very hard to explain to you, I tried very hard to make you come back.

"Mistaken? How can I be mistaken! I saw you in his arms, surely my eyes will not deceive me, you have no need to explain anymore!"

"Fei! Fei…!" But he has left.

Looking forlornly at the door, and perhaps I saw his shadow. I stood there, in chaos, with nothing to say and nothing that I knew to do.

***

"Don't go… I only need you, I'm not that kind of person!" Her face comes into my sight.

"You said, you needed me, you missed me. But, when you feel sadness, never could I stay with you, so how could it be?" I answered. I knew in my heart that she was lying, her eyes betrayred her. "My heart has been made cold by your lies."

***

He had been very possesive, and he had been a very self-underestimated person. This, I know. But…

Before his blood flowed till there was no more, he said something to me. "Please leave me now." And he left.

Now, I possess a huge pile of question marks. Why? Why do you want to leave? Why, do you want me to leave you?"

I only understand one thing. Love is not to