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   SPOILERS AHEAD!
   
   In this fic, Yui Ikari is NOT part of Unit 1. If you have a problem
   with
   
   this, don't read.
   
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   Toji hoped that Shinji would help them when the fight started. He
   
   knew how Shinji was feeling, he felt it himself. The feeling that this
   
   fight may turn out the way the last one did. The feeling that they
   might
   
   have control ripped from them and forced to do battle. He thought
   about
   
   what must be going through Shinji's mind right now.
   
   Toji had no knowledge about anything going on between Shinji and
   
   Asuka, but... _something_ was there. He could feel it. Right down in
   his
   
   bones. He had, for a short time before he left, thought that Shinji
   had a
   
   thing for Asuka, and that she had a thing for him. But then he left
   Nerv
   
   and everyone behind, and never looked back it seemed. Shinji had shut
   
   everyone out of his life. Toji also knew that Rei had an interest in
   
   Shinji at one point, but he didn't know of what kind.
   
   But then Shinji came home, and things have been really strange for
   
   the last couple of weeks. First, Asuka and Rei both had to move in
   with
   
   him. Second, just after Shinji had attacked the boy at school, and
   Toji
   
   had to go for shots, Asuka felt sorry for him and dragged Hikari and
   Rei
   
   with them to go shopping. That is assumimg that Hikari told him the
   whole
   
   story about shat happened that afternoon.
   
   Nothing wrong with that, but it was clothes shopping; and as far
   
   Toji knew, girls only went shopping for clothing with their friends.
   
   When he talked Shinji into at least _picking_ the gun up, Toji had
   
   made a gamble. He bet on what he felt in his bones, that something was
   
   going on, or going to be going on, between Shinji and Asuka. 'Not like
   
   I'll ever know,' Toji thought sourly. The younger Ikari didn't bat an
   
   eyelash at the mention of what may happen to Asuka and the rest if he
   
   doesn't fight.
   
   In fact, it seemed as if he didn't hear the rest of it, but just
   
   moved automatically. 'But, as long as he's holding a weapon, he has
   some
   
   chance,' Toji thought.
   
   The four children were on their own, no help from Nerv would be
   
   coming. Makoto and Shigeru finally got the sercurity cameras in the
   
   city-fortress working, but they could not find any power cables or any
   
   indications of the UN's presence in the city, or how they planned to
   power
   
   their Eva's. When they reported this, Fuyutsuki looked shocked, though
   
   Ritsuko knew it to be a mask. The Commander only raised an eyebrow at
   the
   
   news.
   
   "Interesting," he said quietly, his mind elsewhere. He was trying
   
   to decide about what to with Unit 1. All of his and Fuyutsuki's
   carfully
   
   made plans had several prerequsists. Seele was also banking hevily on
   
   several assumed facts, but their plans didn't include the reunion of a
   
   family. 'All they've cared about was becoming living gods,' Commander
   
   Ikari mused silently. 'Nothing like family would ever be a high
   priority
   
   in their minds,' he added.
   
   "Commander, what could it mean?" Shigeru asked in regards to the
   
   lack of external power sources for the enemy Eva's. When he got no
   answer,
   
   he looked up at his superior. The Commander's gaze was on his desk,
   
   studying something.
   
   "We'll just have to wait and see," Fuyustuki answered. Commander
   
   Ikari was too engrossed with the thought that had just occured to him.
   He
   
   called up the security files of Unit 1 with it's eyes glowing. Then he
   
   cross-referenced that file with the dates that Shinji reported getting
   
   headaches and nightmares on. Unfortunatly, he saw what he was looking
   for.
   
   He looked at the results, and then went through the whole process
   
   again, calling up the files, cross-referencing the dates, and he came
   up
   
   with the same thing again. He called Fuyutsuki over to see it. When
   
   Fuyutsuki understood what the Commander saw, his eyes opened wide.
   
   "So there is a pattern?" Fuyutsuki asked, wary of what may happen
   
   in the upcoming battle.
   
   "Yes. Unfortunatly, the pattern shows that another major incident
   
   should occur right in the middle of the battle," Commander Ikari said
   
   dispashionatly. Fuyutsuki looked at the man beside him. 'Why isn't he
   
   interested? It could be the difference between life and eath for the
   
   pilots,' he thought.
   
   "And why are you not concerned? It could change the balance of the
   
   battle," Fuyutsuki said.
   
   "Because I know that there's nothing you or I could ever do about
   
   it, so it is not too important." Fuyutsuki opened his mouth to
   respond,
   
   but the Commander cut him off with a wave of his hand. "And besides,
   we
   
   don't really have the time to worry about it. We'll deal with it when
   it
   
   happens," he said.
   
   Misato was trying to puzzle out the apparent lack of power systems
   
   for the inbound Eva's when a thought struck her. 'What if they plan to
   use
   
   _our_ power systems?'. She decided that she needed an answer.
   
   "Commander Ikari, what if the UN decided to use our power systems;
   
   the ones for _our_ Eva's?"
   
   "Doubtful. That would involve reactivating the power sys..." he
   
   trailed off as a thought occured to him. "That could be why they want
   to
   
   shut off our power, to divert it to their forces," he said, and
   Fuyustuki
   
   and Ritsuko looked at him again. The more he lied about their
   knowledge
   
   about the situation, the more uncomfortable they got. Surely the
   Commander
   
   knew that he could be killing all four pilots by not helping them
   enough,
   
   didn't he?
   
   "By the way, just _how_ are we going to power our Eva's?" Kaji
   
   asked. After three years, he'd been put back on the combat roster,
   
   directly under Commander Ikari control. Kaji had apparently given up
   the
   
   other half of his job.
   
   "We'll have the power," Commander Ikari replied. Misato doubted
   
   that. Right now, the Eva's were using base power, but there was only
   
   enough the keep them in the minimal gain mode. Only basic movements,
   
   nothing fast, life support, and communications were activated. The
   current
   
   plan was to give them the same battery packs that were used when the
   power
   
   failed three years ago.
   
   "Somehow, I doubt that'll make the pilots feel any better," Ritsuko
   
   said. For once, she didn't know what the Commander's plans were. She
   
   never knew them in any detail, she just knew what he wanted to
   accomplish.
   
   But this, this she had no glimmers about. She glanced over at
   Commander
   
   Fuyutsuki, and he shook his head. He had no idea as well. Unfortunatly
   
   for her, Misato looked up just in time to see that glance.
   
   'What are they planning?' Misato thought and briefly contimplated
   
   asking. But that would only weaken the apperance of everything going
   as
   
   normal, that everything was going to a plan that the Commander had
   made up
   
   at the last minute.
   
   She was still unsure about how she now thought of NERV. What
   
   their plans are for after the Angels, the truths about the Eva's.
   Misato
   
   wondered how evil those plans could be so that only the top three
   people in
   
   the organization knew about them.
   
   However, for Shinji Ikari, the twenty-two minuets passed in a blur.
   
   It seemed to him that after he talked with Toji and Asuka the world
   shot
   
   into fast-forward. From his point of view, he had only just severed
   the
   
   signal between him and Unit 2, and then he blinked. He could see nine
   
   specks against the sky. He could see his _enemy_, even though he had
   no
   
   wish to hurt them.
   
   'But if I don't fight, Asuka and the others will die!' he thought
   
   to himself. 'I have to make a decision right now!' he thought. 'If I
   get
   
   distracted in the fight, it could end everything that we've been
   fighting
   
   for. So, what do I do? Do I fight? Do I not fight?' he asked himself,
   
   and then he modified the last thought. 'Do I run away?' and that was
   
   followed by, 'I mustn't run away I mustn't run away I mustn't run
   away...'
   
   It was the first time that he'd used those words since decided to come
   back
   
   to NERV. 'I guess I've made up my mind,' he thought, and brought his
   
   weaponry to full alert.
   
   "Major! Eva Unit 1 is entering combat position," Maya happily
   
   reported as all four Eva's hid themselves in the city of Tokyo 3.
   
   "And how is the evacuation?" Misato asked.
   
   "Completed four minutes ago, Major," Shigeru said, grinning ear to
   ear.
   
   "Oh," Misato said sheepisly.
   
   "Contact in five... four... three... two... one. The UN Eva's have
   
   landed in Tokyo 3," Maya reported.
   
   "Put them up on the main screen," Misato ordered. The image was
   
   displayed in moments and Misato started to take in all the data and
   form a
   
   plan. Since there was no way to help their Eva's in the fight, they
   had to
   
   use the buildings as cover. She walked over to Makoto's station and
   asked
   
   him to bring up the Eva's.
   
   "Unit 3 just got it's battery packs attached," he said.
   
   "Keep them running off base power until the fight begins," Misato
   
   ordered.
   
   "Is that wise? The longer they're hooked up to the base, the less
   
   power we get," Makoto pointed our.
   
   "No sense in wasting their packs' power. The operation of the
   
   Eva's for the most amount of time takes priority over our convinence,"
   
   Misato said in a way that made the subject closed. Makoto agreed with
   her.
   
   "Place as many battery packs as you can in each weapon building."
   
   "Major, we only have another 16 charged packs, and at two packs per
   
   Eva that means..." Maya trailed off as Misato glared at her.
   
   "Then put 2 in a building. Use this one, this one, this one, and
   
   that one," she said while pointing to the buildings on the screen that
   she
   
   wanted. "Open a channel to the Eva's. Alright," she said when her
   order
   
   was followed, "this is the only we can help you. This means that you
   each
   
   have another two battery packs for the fight, but it will take at
   least 15
   
   seconds to attach them yourselves. In the fight, that time could be
   
   costly. The plan is to stagger the attacks," she said.
   
   "Ma'am?" Toji asked, confused about what she meant.
   
   "When the time comes, Asuka will disconnect her umbilical cable and
   
   attack. Twenty seconds later, Rei will follow. Then you, Toji, twenty
   
   seconds later. And then Shinji. This way, you can cover the others
   when
   
   they need to drop their packs and get new ones. This also has the
   added
   
   advantage of not having all four of you having to change packs at the
   same
   
   time."
   
   Asuka, however, decided she needed to refute that statement. "What
   
   makes you think that _I'm_ going to need more packs?"
   
   "Because the Magi are unanimous in that it'll take at least 20
   
   minutes of continous firepower to shut all nine enemy Eva's down,"
   Ritsuko
   
   supplied.
   
   "Oh," was all Asuka could reply. Shinji just shook his head.
   
   'Asuka never changes,' he thought. 'Could that be one reason I'm
   attracted
   
   to her? Am I attracted to her?' he thought, but cut them off. The
   enemy
   
   Eva's had landed in the city and were moving directly towards NERV
   
   headquaters.
   
   "How long will each set of powerpacks last?" Shinji asked.
   
   "At least eight minutes each. There have been several improvments
   
   made since you left," Ristuko added when she saw the look on his face.
   'Of
   
   course he wouldn't know, he's been gone for three years,' she thought
   
   reprovingly.
   
   Unfortunatly for all present in Nerv headquaters, their hopes for
   
   surviving the upcoming fight were chased away when Eva's 5 to 13
   started to
   
   alter their courses. They spred out and started to take different
   routes
   
   to the base.
   
   "This is a problem," Rei stated over an open channel so her face
   
   appeared on all the Eva's screen and she got everyone's face on hers..
   
   "Do you always have to state the obvious?" Asuka angrily replied.
   
   "Get off her case, Asuka," Toji said, coming to his friend's
   
   rescue. Asuka stole a glance at Shinji's face in the screen before her
   and
   
   saw...something in his eyes. It might have been anger, but then again,
   she
   
   knew she couldn't place it, given the way that he's changed over the
   last
   
   few weeks. But the she remembered Toji's words and started to yell
   back.
   
   "Well, I nev-"
   
   "THAT'S ENOUGH!" a voice roared. It took everybody a few moments
   
   to place it. It was Shinji's. Shinji, the one person who nobody had
   ever
   
   heard his voice raised in such anger before. Shinji, a different
   person
   
   than the one who'd left three years ago. "Focus on the fight!" he
   added
   
   once he knew he had everybody's attention.
   
   Misato was dumbstruck. Shinji actually _wanted_ to fight? She
   
   looked over to Ritsuko, only to see that the expression on her face
   
   mirrored Misato's own. Commander Ikari only smiled a bit; it was so
   small
   
   that Fuyutsuki doubted that it was ever there.
   
   "He's right, Misato. We have to focus on the fight," Kaji said,
   
   right behind her. She turned, only to see him with a small grin on his
   
   face.
   
   "And just what is so funny?" she demanded.
   
   "Ma'am! The enemy have started to search! They're looking for
   
   something!" a tech yelled out before Kaji could answer.
   
   "What did you say?!"
   
   "They're searching in attack formation. They're ready to fight
   
   whatever they find!," the tech answered.
   
   "You guys hear that? They'll be ready for you when you start, so
   
   don't hold back," Misato said to the teens.
   
   "Just let me at them and you'll see how ready I am," Asuka said,
   
   her voice thick with arrogance. Misato only sighed and looked over at
   
   Ritsuko. She nodded at Misato. Misato looked over at the Commanders.
   
   Fuyutsuki nodded after glancing at the Supreme Commander of Nerv.
   
   "Detatch external power! Eva Unit 2, attack!" she shouted. In
   
   response to her words, the umbilical cable fell off the Evas back and
   Unit
   
   2 sprang forward, running out of it's hiding place.
   
   Everyone in Central Dogma held their breath when Eva Unit 8 caught
   
   sight of the approching form and turned to face it fully, all weaopns
   
   ready.
   
   The war of the Evangelions was about to begin.
   
   end
   
   Cory Holmes
   
   gholmes@rodeo.sd27.bc.ca
   
   Thanks to Jefferson K Armstrong, and MisterRios

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